CAKE WARS | Cake Vs. Pie, Becoming More "Beautiful" & K*lling Bugs | The MJ38 show #109

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Matthew and Justin talk about Cake Vs. Pie, A Black Mirror type episode about k*lling to becoming more “Beautiful” & Dealing with disgusting things like bugs

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Welcome in. 109 109. And we're pushing. Talkin cake, talkin life. Talkin pie cake. Yeah. This is post Thanksgiving fun. Yeah. Talking about pecan pie being the one. That one for you. Yeah. I was just saying, could you just talk for, like, two more seconds? Sorry. Yeah. My stomach is rolling over. Over. Oh, no. Dude, this is no way. No, my guys, hopefully you had a great Thanksgiving regardless. Oh, it's some good shit. Oh, and, oh, he knows I happened to tell a story in a second. It's happened. I fucking welcome you to 109. Oh, you can't make this fucking right. So I'm on the weekend, so let's go. You did some work, though. That thing hurt. We're person. Jeez, Louise. Man. Last night. Okay. Yeah. Last night, I wasn't sure if the bacon that was on my fridge was good. No, I think I don't know. That's the only thing I can imagine this could be. That was a deep roll rolling in the deep. Adele or Adele on a dog? No, but I think I'm okay, and. Yeah, well, anyways, I don't think I need to, like, go take care of business right now. Sorry. Okay, how about if we do, we can get it. It doesn't matter. Okay. Yeah. This morning, I was honestly thinking about that thing happening to me when I'm driving all the time lately as an a 30 year old. And I was like, man, maybe something's wrong in that past April. And I was like, yes, it was for the pot. Justin, do you have a I have a word. You have cancer. There was something to worry about. Something? Yeah, something this I think. Yes. This was not specifically maybe specifically to cancer because I guess my, my dad had cancer, I guess, in person. So he died of some sort of cancer. And just the idea that there might be some fucking, you know, some shit going on with you, just like, based on, like, the physiology of your body at the time, you just like, you know, like, have you ever had restless leg syndrome? Like restless legs? I had OCD kind of bad when I was a kid. So when I hear restless leg syndrome, I think that is OCD. And I don't have that because I know how to not have that. But I also could see how that happens to other people. But I don't know, you know what I'm saying. But when I hear that, I instantly like, have to not think about it because that's how you deal with OCD as you like, you have to blank it out. If you fixate on it, then it fixates on you. But anyways, that's just what I think about it. But what is it? And have you had it? Yeah. Okay, so I don't know what the thing just feels. It just feels as if your leg needs to move. Really? Yeah. Is it stuck in your head or like, if you if if you can truly not think about it, is it still there I guess is my question. Yeah. Okay. Well that's that sucks. I heard some Matt McCusker. I listen to Matt and Shay now. Okay? He was talking about how he had a plate of it like a double dip for like 6 to 9 months, and it was like a whole fucking thing for him. Yeah, it's just like I've had it, like, once before. Like a very kind of minor case. But yeah, the idea of my, my leg needs to move. It's restless. When I said I had like restless or when I say for me I had like, I needed to touch my tongue to my teeth inside my mouth. And like a sequential order that would change from time to time. But it felt like I needed to do that, like compulsively. And then I like, worked through that and got myself to, like, not have that compulsion anymore. So that's why it sounds similar to me when people talk about restless leg syndrome. But I don't know if that's like a what it might be different because it might be like your actual leg is like needs to it's not comfortable or it's kind of cramping or like something's happening and you're trying to like shake it out or fix it or whatever, you know, something's firing, I don't know. Yeah. Okay. Strange. Yeah. It's just going on. You've been dealing with it lately? No, no, no, I've had, like, a second bouts of. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So I've bouts of it before. I've dodged that one. That's what I feel and shit. It's like. Yeah. Like in your body it's like, oh shit, I'm getting older, man. I'm thinking maybe like, something's underlying that could be, you know, there's such a refresh in my mind about the OCD stuff started, I mean, to like, spell out on a different tangent now again. Okay, so totally back to what we're talking about. Her that her that. Yeah. So yes. So yes. Cancer. Cancer. And then so something wrong is happening to you. So yeah, you'll be like and there's the idea of that regardless. Like whatever your restless leg syndrome is, it's like that can happen at a grander scale. Like, you know, saying, yeah, these physical beings. Yeah. That's it's so yeah. Cancer maybe specifically, but also the idea of it for sure. I think we are coming in with that or I think that is maybe part of the fear that's attached whenever you think about your health and like how you're feeling or whatever's going on in your body. Yeah, I definitely think that thing is super present in every American, every person's mind in the back of it, with the doctor House thing, it's like, am I fucking dying? Right? You never know, right? Do I have some kind of rare genetic disorder? Yeah. Is it hereditary on. Right. You know, but yeah. And then cancer is, like, genetic. There's a genetic component to cancer. It's not exactly genetically linked like that, but cause for concern. So what do you do? You suppose to get a body scan or they have cancer scans. Yeah. You actually get your butthole checked every once in a while. I don't do that. No, I think that's what's what we gotta do. I think 40 is the recommended age, but I think if it's in your family, like if it's one branch away had prostate issues, you're supposed to do it. At 35, my uncle had prostate cancer, so I was just, oh, 35. So yeah, I think about that. What I'm sure my asshole out sorry for and part of the language. Welcome to the show. I don't want to apologize for me. I mean, this is this is another big question. Should I I'm like, a devout Christian. Granted, you know, I've been catching up online church. Sometimes I miss it. On Sunday. My sleep schedule is kind of not where I want it to be. It's important to me to fix it. Written by what's important to me. My identity as a Christian, even when I'm doing great and bad and all of this. I know what's important in my heart. You know? But I also like to express myself. Like Pat McAfee. Like sort of us himself. And I don't know, you know, I've literally had people in my face at the basketball court being like, oh, you're, you know, you're a Christian, but you call me a pussy. Like, how do you justify that? You know, they don't have that kind of clarity in that moment, but they're like, you praise God with that mouth of a bitch. And I'm like, every day pussy. You know, like, sorry, I know I'm there's a lot of beliefs. They have the dark horse warriors here, bro. Yeah. Anyways, I, I don't know what to make of that. You know, I don't know if that critique is accurate. I don't know if I should be more graceful with my tongue and my speech. Probably. I want to towards that. But also sometimes I just want to like it's funny, there's a line, I don't know, I'm sorry. You know, there's there's a, there's there's a mixture, combination harmony. You can strike with it. I guess it depends. But yeah, I guess who, who where is that line exactly? Then I you know, your heart. I'm not saying I just had a I just had an intuition. Oh, did you say. Oh. Say I'm like, always trying to be more Christ like. It's like the. But that. How's I look exactly. In this human world? Sometimes. Yeah. I don't know, man. I wish he wrote the Bible. You know? Not really. My first intuitive thought was he must have not written it for a reason. There must be some better. Some better thing we achieve by having it written. No ego at all. It can. Can you write it down? You know. Right. Maybe we think. We think like the critique you have of Joseph Smith writing his own stuff. You have someone critiques of Jesus. That's true at all recorded history. And at the same time the recorded history in Rome, you know, really reflects what was going on. So really validates a lot of what's going on, which is cool. But also I think intentional. But God's great design, you know. Yeah, he didn't write it, but you did write it. As well. But yeah, our interpretation of what's the proper thing based on these texts and based these texts are based on, like these people's observations, you know, so observations of life and story or and you know, I don't know, it's it's well like it's the shit's wild. I was envisioning myself rolling and winning the Pecos League, you know, like you're supposed to. And. In that moment where my picks hit on the final week and I sneak in and take first place, my initial reaction in the moment of the day dream was just like, I need to go talk to God, guys. Like, I don't have like, words for you right now or myself right now. I need to. And like when I go to talk to God, I mean, like, I'm going to go sit for like a while and just be like, process everything and then ask God, like, how did that happen? You know, or like, I don't know any of this. What does any of this is that's going on right now? I don't know any of this is going on right now. What is going on right now? You know, like I'm smelling the coffee for as long as I'm smelling the coffee. But the coffee can only get me so far, like what's going on in Nicaragua. But we're growing the beans, you know? Okay, help me with the birds. I. Yeah. And now and then, like, I came back into, like, myself. And I was like, I think it's what Jesus did from time to time was like, go. He's like, I'm going to go. And we'll pray. Yeah, yeah, right. Like process everything that's going on, figure out what I'm supposed to feel. And if you want to talk to God like the right question is difficult to discern. So I think that's a lot of what Jesus did was and in my imagination that what what do I know? I imagine Jesus like meditating on trying to figure out what the right question even is for like a long time, based on his teachings and learnings and how you're supposed to feel, not how you feel, you know? Anyways, I imagine myself doing that if I want to like. Yeah. Embodying that energy. But then yeah I guess leaning towards Christ like energy. Yeah. Who is, who's to determine what is or what is it. You know. So he's like yeah he's like accusing you. But yeah, he's like, yeah, his judgment is true. I was in his strategy in the game of sports psychology was propose, difficult enough question to make me second guess myself in the moment. But I recognize that and just didn't even really evaluate the question in the moment. But then I put it on the back burner, because that's a decent question. I just came up with a rule in my head or intuitive rule that I might apply, which is like if I said someone was a pussy in the room with my mom. Normally, if I just said it all the time, she would be like, don't say that. You know, like you can choose different words. You're smart enough to be funny without having to use, vulgarity. Yeah. Yeah, exactly. It's cheap. Are you cheap? Yeah. I can hear you talking verbally about coffee right there. You like? Let's see. That's funny. Coming up like that all the time. You say it with that pop I got, it's like. That's true. Yeah, right. Yeah. I built that pop the last three weeks out curse around the house Matthew. And it's like yeah it'd be like. And then the part, the fact that it's true would make me like not only I'd have to say my ego aside and be like, yeah, other than there. So then on the reflexive side I was like well maybe it would only be funny like because there's, there is times where if I saved it long enough, but then we were all kind of like on the edge of talking shit about maybe like he's, he's a fucking pussy. Like it. There's times where it would be funny if I weren't like, you were on a different layer if my mom was in the room, you know, like if I processed it like that, maybe that's a good rule of thumb is like, save it for when it's like, oh, that's your don't talk like that. But that's hilarious. You know, rather than it being like, hey, a good line. We're at the dinner table, you know what I'm saying. Like it's Thanksgiving. What do you do calling Kevin a pussy. It's not cool man. You socially awkward. Yeah. Yeah yeah exactly. Exactly. So there's a difference there. Okay cool. We come through I'm gonna come through. Yeah yeah yeah. But now it feels better right now. Also cats are scary but you know. Yeah. We'll be okay. Oh we're we're kind of like that's really all you can do. And so on. Also is like on top of that really like an extra all you can do eating healthy, avoiding risk factors and doing whatever you can, taking care of this thing to the best shit. Really take some fucking vitamins. Sure. You know, have we had to think of blood panels? Good. If I'm going to give a real like this shit, there's. I think we refer to him before, but that guy on Duncan, or the guy who's trying to live forever, it's like, okay, I forget his name as way. Those guys are going crazy. Yeah. Come on, come on. Measuring the telomeres and stuff like that is suggestive. Let's go on a fucking walk. Yeah, that's all you need to do. Yeah. And it's on to. Reduces all the risk of mortality by 50%. Sounds great. Those are words. I'm just saying words into a microphone. I've said it so many times, I don't even read the sentence in my mind anymore. Reduce 50%, mortality 50% or risk mortality. I think it reduce like always mortality. That means like you would die of. You can reduce your risk of death by 50% if you start a 50 minutes a week. That's like absurd, man. There's like a pill. Everybody would take that pill all the time. Yeah. The gym is worth it just for that you know. Yeah. Just go in there a couple times a week ten, 15 minutes. Boom. You hit that 50. Easy. Super easy. Especially if you know you really start to eat it. Wrong certificate. You touch it nothing. It becomes a thing that you enjoy mentally. Especially if you're in one cheeseburgers, man, I get it. If you don't want to stop eating cheeseburgers and drinking chrome, I get it. You don't have to start. But then that's even more inclination to do things like lift weights from time to time and do the sauna. Because that's like heart disease. That's one of the things that it really helps with. But you're not super likely to get heart disease just based on like lifestyle. You personally or me personally. But there's other people that it's like they're like they're construction worker and they maybe they smoke, maybe they don't smoke, but maybe they work in the sun all day, they work overtime, they don't super take care of themselves. And then the election, when they get home, I drink a bunch of beer. It's like those people are, way more likely to have heart disease or high cholesterol. Super common. And then doing the sauna will bring your risk of those things down about 50%, which is crazy for and I think for those people specifically, if we're, we're getting like extra icing on top of our cake because we're such like, fit people and we have good diets, you know, but for the average American, the sauna would like, potentially literally save your life. It's crazy. Yeah, you. If it was a pill, your doctor would demand that you take it. It's a crazy day and so on is amazing. Absolutely. Love. So I was there in this thing about being upside down. Might be really good for you. How so? Because hanging upside down. Yeah. Like on a bar. Yeah. If you could hang upside down or if you could, the people that get the best benefit from it are gymnasts, literally, because they're hanging upside down on bars. But also if you just like we're doing handstands for like 30s, sets of 32nd handstands because it's like, the liquid or whatever fluid, all the fluids in your body when you're upside down, they regulate at like a 60 to 80% better rate. There's stuff that like just happens when your body is upside down with gravity that just like doesn't happen. It like can't really happen very, very easily. Yeah. You hardly ever upside down. Right. Exactly. But then these gymnasts were having like, I don't know exactly what their crazy benefit was that they just kept noticing. Why do they test so high in this thing right here? And then they realized like, oh, it's because they're literally people who are upside down often. And then they develop just kind of like far out theory. But then this guy was like, nah, I'm into it. I think, I think there's some shit there on his air for it. Yeah, yeah. It's like, I'll even if I try to get upside down whenever I'm just like, son of a bitch, I'm gonna do that. I'm gonna do right now. I'm gonna get upside down on the bottom. Doing. Yeah, exactly. So I was thinking about maybe thinking about doing it. I don't know, I don't know. Okay. Fuck. Sounds good. That's enough. That's definitely a I'm sure a very most highly engaged exercise, especially for the upper body segment maintaining your balance in your core. Oh for 30s. Upon hearing it, I instantly remember the time in the past week where I was doing lower abs, but someone next to me was doing handstands on the wall and they were like struggling and doing it to failure and failing and like doing workouts with it. I was like, why are you doing that? Maybe that's why it's all the same shit. Yeah, yeah. What's a Joe Rogan? She told her older Asian lady. Okay, yeah. Let's go. I don't want to she American accent, I don't know. Is that racist I don't know, I'm not going to call you racist. What? I saw this gross one of mine. Yeah, it's an accent. I love Joe Rogan. So he's a funny guy now again. No. Again. That. Sorry, sorry. No, but push in. In a good way. In a funny way. Okay. Yeah. Okay. Yeah, we're development of it anyways. We're talking pies and cakes and stuff. Yeah. The dessert discussion had gotten to a place where cake is. I prefer cake. Cake for pie? Yes, I prefer cake. Yes. There's a lot of cakes, different kinds of cakes. There we go. Tuck and buy cake. Cheesecake. Tres leches cake. Yeah, I like drizzle cake. It's good. You feel me? I really like confetti cake. Yeah, it's just good, man. Like, yeah. It's got a different flavor to it than, like a lot different kinds and types of cakes. German chocolate's different too. Yeah. I don't, you know, like, just like coconut. No. Okay. And the caramel doesn't do it for me either. Like both things. It's just like a double, like, oh, you do this. The thing is, calories is such a premium. So to be like, I'll eat it is like, in my own head, I'm like, don't fucking. If I'm like, don't eat it, bro. It's a piece of cake. Like, that's not good for you. You know, if you're going to eat it, make sure you're like, this is it, right? Here's my shit. But gun to my head. I'll eat the German chocolate cake. Okay? You death. I like that fucking piece of shit. Now I like the German chocolate. Yeah, you're into it. Yeah, I'm into it. I'm here for it. I like pies, yeah. Especially lately. Just like. Man, I'm not going to lie to you guys. I'm oven fasting and dieting and then eating super well. And there's just some days where I worked out a lot and didn't eat a lot. And then I'm like, super in a deficit. And he has these pies all the time. Sitting there to this year, there was one day where I was just like, man, I haven't any sweets in like a week. I'm just going to eat this like half blueberry pie right here. Take it home, put it in the microwave, put it in a bowl, smash it. Oh my gosh, dude, I don't want to go to fat Cat on you guys, but that was crazy. I did, like, 2 or 3 more times and then was kind of like, okay, I should stop. But then Thanksgiving was over. H-e-b had $15 nice Thanksgiving pies on sale for like $5. And I was just like, well, it's economically irresponsible to not destroy this bacon pirate. But I'm getting I want to get off of it. But of course, Christmas is coming back around. Yeah. You know, but yeah, the pies have been slapping. I like a pie better than a cake. I don't really think that cake is the thing that really drives a lot of that. A lot of that decision making is there's a threshold for how much I would enjoy it, like the birthday cake at the place we used to work. People love that cake. I think it's just like, okay, it's I don't think it's worth the calories that you're eating because it doesn't, like, take me to that place. It doesn't get you there. So worth it. It's like watching a boring TV show. It's like, what's popular? Yeah. When, yeah. Like Love Island. I'd be like, what the hell am I doing here? Oh, what the fuck? No, people love that show. I don't get it. I think you're lying to yourself. The Bachelor is like, no, I can't do it. So good. Cakes, cake. This cake that I love, you like pies or what's the. You said pecan pie 1.1. We're talking about this because Thanksgiving. Yeah. In them pies. Pumpkin started with pumpkin versus pecan. Yeah. Not as like a trope, a typical popularity, but because probably pumpkin ones that. But I'm saying like straight delicious up. It's like, what do you want to put your fork on? What are you hankering for when you when we talk about, oh, yeah, let's take you to that place. Tell me what's in your plate first. And then just I was saying I got to go for pecan pie. Pumpkin. Sorry. Pumpkin pie. That was visualizing pumpkin pie. You were saying I got to go for pumpkin pie. And then. Then because because of the potato talk, I was like, well, I, I just like, I have to try the mashed potatoes. I probably going to try the pumpkin pie, but I'm looking for sweet potatoes and I'm looking for pecan pie. Okay, that's for sure. I just like yeah. One, two and my own mind, it's like obvious green lights. They're yellow lights everywhere else. But yeah, when I was a kid, pecan pie was such a, like, a unlocking thing. I was like, oh, this is dessert that I can eat that people have all the time. I can be like, pecan pie. And it's going to like, people will be like, I know you're talking about we have some of that. We'll get that for you right away. Or like, yeah, that Thanksgiving, they're going to have some or whatever with the strawberry pie when we're kids. I didn't love that pie because I wasn't in on strawberries yet. I fucking love strawberries. Coming back around that pirate slap here's, like, glazed strawberries. Yeah. Covered in the sauce. Yeah. Like shot of strawberries that are like, going to go on an angel food cake, but just, like in a pie crust on their own. And you eat the strawberries and then have some crust there. Dude, forget about it. Forget about it. You're almost a jam. And call me later. I feel like Mary Calendar's people might not know what that is, but they had like a bakery and house and the pies were like their mainstay. They were kind of known for being this awesome pie factory. Yeah, they're super busy for Thanksgiving and shit. Yeah. And people would pull up the Marie Calendar's pies and would be like, sick. Sick? Yeah. There were almost like a Cheesecake Factory with their cheesecakes, but different. So yeah, we would go there and then try all the pies there. It's there from time to time. They'd get pies. Yeah. Just to catch the world up. We said buttermilk pie was a great pie. Yeah, that was what I, because I don't really go outside of the pumpkin. I usually pies around the year. Typically it's only on, like, Thanksgiving, really, and maybe on Christmas. But for the rest of you, I'm a cake guy. It's like a cultural thing, I know for sure. Like, like places that go to diners often have pies. Often instead of cream pie. Yeah. Or in Georgia, peach pie is super popular because they have, like, Georgia peaches. So like, I saw it on a TV show, but I think it like diners in Georgia, I'll often have peach pie. People. I can need a piece of that peach pie. Yeah, some banana cream pie. Strawberry American pie. Pecan pie, a pumpkin pie. The blueberry pie from HP. Throw it in the microwave. Smash it up for me later. It's like a blueberry pop tart. Shrimp. I'll call you later. Anything cheesy? I think cheesecakes more of a pilot is a cake, right? With the crust on it. Yeah, totally. Cheesecake for the hybrid. It's all cream cheese. Is this like. Yeah, yeah, the bastardized f bro. That thing is. Yeah. Using like the goat cheese. There's some cheese. It's definitely not like a breaded texture. You know, like a funfetti cake. No no it's okay. Cheese is different. Yeah. You know said with the crust too, I thought, what are you talking about? Like crusts of pies. My mind went to cheesecake and I was like, oh, it's literally a cake. It's just it's not a pie, it's a hybrid. It's both. It's like a square and a rectangle. Cheesecake is a cake and a cheesecake is a pie. Yeah, I'm into that. But a pie isn't a cake and a cake isn't a pie, but a cheesecake is both. That's probably more this pie. Another one. That's both. That's a cake. But it's more akin to a pie. But it gets by, gets by. Okay. What I'm trying to round out adult pies. I know key lime pie a grandma would. That's her favorite pie. Try to think of anything else that I rock with super heavily. It's a care pie okay okay okay, fine fine. Okay. Let me out there. Okay. Like a custom thing, we can make her pie. Carrot cake. Pie. Oh, let's get a cake. Pie? Yeah. Oh, shit. Like, not a carrot pie, but a carrot cake pie. I think you can make something that would slap. Maybe make it more cream cheese based sewer. I'm not sure someone's done it. I'm sure you're welcome. It's a genius idea for dessert. Baker out there. Desserts are crazy, bro. There's so many, like, food shows. We like a good amount of food shows for sure. Like cooking shows. And then the house kitchen are cool. Yeah. I'm not Chelsea Kitchen mom. When I was a kid, my mom honestly watched a ton of food shows. Students that did. Yeah, yeah, did some. And you know, like the baking shows too, because yeah, the wife's like, she's like she's wanted to get into baking and making stuff, you know, and like she's she's in there now for sure because stepdad Ross Steve help get her starter going for the salad. Oh. Quest. Yeah. You he was the the sensei in the sourdough quest. Yeah. He was the person you have to talk to to get started with. That's our real quest on your quest log. Yeah. To have that, I go from, then you get an item to have to start the quest with, which is the starter. Yeah. The yellow, you know, says I agree, but it's the other way around the quest though. Nice. I would love some sort of bread. I hate asking my bread maker friends for bread, but if you ever want to throw me over salad, I think I would go crazy on some stupid send me some home for Thanksgiving. Forget about it. Forget about. Yeah, she makes, like, tortillas and muffins. The muffins or the salad? Oh, that's. I. Aspire. Let's gas. I guess you aspire to make more and more dope things as you get older. So that way you just. You got a big ol bag. Yeah. You can just make a lot of stuff, you know? Whatever. You know, you've, You've alluded to it before, like the idea how whenever you spend your next ten years doing, you're gonna get really good at. Yeah. You know, that's like, I know I'm doing some good shit. Yeah. Consciously built habits are built. Neural pathways that lead to, you know, good shit going on. At least for my own conscious metric. Yeah, cooking is good. Nailing down fitness is good. Food is crazy, bro. Yeah, food is like a universal connecting thing. Like we all have to eat well today and it's really the driving of your physique and your body and your performance and how you feel. It's mostly whatever. Just crazy. And your sleep is really affected by when you eat. It's like a whole thing. So yeah, I don't do a great job. Most of the time I just try to get by. I try to not eat shitty for more than anything. But I'm not, like, making sure my calories are in line with the proper amount of deficit or overage that I that I want to happen or, I don't know, I'm not like tracking it on that that level. I feel like I do a good job, achieve my goals. But you know what I'm saying? This guy was like, if you lock in and do a really good job with your nutrition, your body will like fuckin lock in with you. I was like, damn bro, I probably is issue. It's kind of hard to, I guess, with discipline every single day to make sure your meals and your calorie goals, it's possible. Yeah. It just takes that ever extra added effort, extra added mental like it's all mental like you know hierarchy going on to what you're signing importance to you know and it's like why I do this and then like to what degree. How intense do you want to be important about this? And then like, you kind of have some conscious ability to like dial some of those in. So if you're like firing those thoughts like often and like aspire trying to create a path forward in that direction mentally, you know. Yeah. Yeah. There's you're in the in the path opens up to you when you commit mentally and you can make mistakes and then say no the next time, I'm not going to make the mistake. And you can like dig your way out and kind of go trying to do certainly is definitely possible. But it's mental discipline. An organization that you gotta buy the food, that you're going to eat, the food, but you had made the food and you have to use your time wisely, so you're not missing the one dose. That's just organizational discipline. Yeah, it's a lot. It's a lot. And yeah, I guess you don't need to be super. Yeah, you can keep it loose. It needs to be there. But you can keep it loose. Sort of grip on it mentally. It's like and like loosen those. It's like, all right. You don't have to like, counting your calorie in, like, my plan. All your meals. Like, that's like the extreme, you know what I'm saying? Like, I could pursue that. You could pursue that if you have that calling. I agree with you. And sometimes you just want to tame the dragon. To fully understand it you must lock in on that level I think probably at least once or twice. Like there's the extreme for sure. But then you can just like loosen it, like bring it back, you know, like Jordan Peterson talking about getting over a fear and then like getting in the elevator, it's like you don't have to get in an elevator right now, but like, build their steps, like, have a mental framework of how to get there. So you don't have to be David Goggins to like, go for a walk. It's. Yeah, yeah, I'm with you. I'm with you. Let's get you. It's good advice. The walk is important nutritionally for like, if you're listening. But just think about your parents, you know, like, you probably want your parents to at least be going on walks. If whatever you do now is going to be important for the next ten years from, yeah, God willing, and then decades after that. Oh, yeah. You know, so if you're getting real good at taking care of yourself, I figure at least like firing those mental neurons that are take care of yourself, taking the care of yourself, like in your story, whatever that means. Like taking your showers. And if I can, clipping your shit again, your haircuts and then take care of your room or whatever's going on. What we talking about? Do we know you? Worthless. I was thinking about you were saying that the next ten years, are predicated on how you live these ten years. And you can get really good at taking care of yourself. A fire those neurons and take care of yourself. Or you can get really good at not firing. Those are. Let's take care of yourself. There you go. You're getting really good at avoiding that. Scary. So, phenomenal at avoiding responsibility, discussing. Yeah. Another thing that's kind of Joe Rogan was talking about not to be the Joe Rogan Said podcast, but. He was talking about the way that a human should think about it is like one thing we get caught up saying like, well, at 70, I still want to be able to do this and that, so I'm going to do this and that now. So it's like you're doing like a reductionist from like, what do I want to be able to do at that age. But like the best way to have the most agency at an older age is driven by what you're it's like you hit your peak and then from your peak you fall. And that's true for everybody. But statistically, the best thing you can do is have the highest peak you can possibly have, because that means that your fall is going to be not as your low won't be as low as it could possibly be, because the fall is relatively the same for everybody. So it's like get the highest peak that you could possibly have. And when you're falling, taper your fall as far as much as you can. So that way you limit how much your fall can actually be. And that's the best way to be 80. And then the best way to do it is to find yourself at 80 and be like, okay, I'm here. How far did I fall? Rather than my grandpa doc? Yeah, right. Yeah. Ideally that's where you're at and you're like, okay, then lose much. Let's go. Yeah. Let's go. I think I'm still here, bro. Let's go to the beach. It was the fall of baby. Bojangles. Yeah yeah yeah. That's the that's the key to doing it rather than, you know, being like, well, I still want to be able at least bicycle. So let me get into bicycling. That's a weird way to start. Like your fall off now making yourself old, and now it's like, nope, just fucking push yourself out of the out of the building as much as you can possibly do as I guess that ideal, or like the furthest you can demand of your body is the better, because you want to take it as high and get the best peak you possibly can, because eventually that shit's going to be fucking. It's going to be taken from you. Or it's like, you see. Or whenever you're a kid growing up and then you become older like past high school, you're looking back and you're like, man, I wish I was like doing some shit, like doing some Spanish. Like, like I wish I learned that when I was younger. I wish I would have, if I would've known like or like as far as, like having your own kid now it's like, I'm going to, like, try to get them implemented to doing like a developing a mental thing that does the thing early, because either way, the time is going to pass, and at the end of it you will have wish you have had done the thing already because the time will have already passed regardless. What do you do it or not? That's like is it worth it. Yeah. That's. Yes bro. Yeah. See Poppy, I don't know if Aspen is worth it, but but why don't we brought up Spanish but is the fitness worth it. Definitely super worth it. Absolutely. It feels good. It's a nice it's also an antidepressant. It's so broad. And what it does for you. Victor? Yeah? I have an idea for a Black Mirror episode. Okay, okay. Some kind of, evil entity. Scary shit. Alien. Okay. Demon. Not sure. I don't really want to make it upset about a demon. It feels like glorifying the wrong things. But follow me. Whatever antagonist fans, someone mystical force finds person with low self-esteem at breaking point, who then offers them to grant them a level of beautification should they? Be willing to murder someone? And then it's like, the to the proposition is forever. It starts with, if you kill somebody, I will make you more beautiful. And then it becomes for every person, not physically attractive. Yes. Well it's right. This is where the writer's room. I'm like, that's where. That's where I started as a writer. But also we could we could do more than that. It could mean more than that. She could maybe ask for it to mean more than that or he can make her uglier in the inside as he's making more her more beautiful on the outside. To really drive the point home, that beauty is more than just sex appeal. Regardless, because there's a well, regardless, then it would become that she can continue to kill people to get more beautiful as she goes further down this rabbit hole. Okay. And then she probably probably at some point she'll want to do like lesser crimes that get lesser, more beautiful. Just like, can I just, like, steal stuff and get like ten beauty points? Like it's like, no, but you can do worse things to get even more beautiful. And then you got a shot. And then ultimately, yeah, it's something she goes all the way down the rabbit hole. That's the other part that I was thinking is like the kind of like Stephen King it up at the end some point. She's maximally beautiful. And now mass murderer, ultimately evil maybe becomes the demon herself. I'm not sure. Yeah, I guess that. Who's the one determining what's beautiful? You. So. Yeah. Well, here's the tie back that does the other thing too, is this is predicated on a feeling that people like definitely have. I think especially women, that they're like, I would kill someone to look like that bitch. And it's like, you don't really mean that, but part of you definitely really means the thing that you're trying to express. But I don't think you mean I don't really think you'd kill someone if a demon presented itself to you with a knife and said, would you kill this person? But you definitely really mean this thing of like, Like the the gap between what you perceive and where you want to be and what you think their life is, or what it's like to be that thing and where you're at right right now. The gap that you perceive weighs on you so heavily that you would do something extremely dramatic if it could be up and it would be over and you could cross that gap, you would definitely do it, or you'd think about it, whatever it is, you know what I'm saying? So then presenting that through this drama storyline Black Mirror episode I think would be like encapsulating for some people they became especially insecure. Everyone's a little insecure. Yeah that'd be good. Let's get to it. Like fuck what I do something evil to get like something that is unobtainable. That's another thing you can't just, like, become more beautiful like you can, but it's like, takes it years and decades. Yeah. When you draw the storyboard on what the beautiful, how the beautiful transformation would transpire. Yeah. The easy answer is like, she just like, becomes harder, you know? So that was something with that. Yeah. Like more symmetrical face, more prototypical look, you could find a celebrity, like, just make her more look like like a celebrity. Sorry for the people at home. I don't mean it's like make her hot bro. But those of days or whatever you're talking about. Okay I'll tell you right now. But yeah. But also yeah, you can play with the literary device of like, attractive, you know, like she could have a BBL in the TV becomes like Pinocchio's nose. And also, she's not beautiful anymore. Yeah, I guess it depends on who's the, like, the determining person of what is what constitutes beautiful, you know? Right. Right, right. And based on what she thinks about herself or what other people people think about her, the fun thing to do would be that for her to ask this question to the thing, like she's too smart for it, kind of like, well, what is beautiful even mean? You know, and then it her getting tricked is ultimately like the, the part because I think like we usually get tricked as people, but that's like the downside. That's the ego temptation. That's a natural default. That's the Kane energy, you know, saying to be tricked by the devil. Yes. Eve. So from the beginning, Doug, then what about that? That's what we do. Yeah. For sure, for sure. And then Adam here. So. Yeah, just like expressing that through that lens. But also I think, like, making the device literally be, like, murdering someone to become more beautiful, quote unquote, would be like, people would be gripped by that, like, oh, shit. I think I would do that. What? Don't you do that, bitch? I do that, yeah, but it's who I gotta cuz, like, some random person is like, well, I could do. I got a blast on my sniper. Yeah. Is it a poison pill? I'd drop some shit or, you know, whatever. Someone's away. Yeah. No, I think you got to cut the circle. Oh, shit. Oh, okay. That's that's getting up close and personal. Right? But it's not like you don't go smash your school in. You don't have to choke them, but you got to do it. For sure. That's part of it. You can just blast them. That's so it's so you could, the cognitive dissonance that I think, No, no, of course the person's different. Yeah. You really gotta take that. Life is what I'm saying. Yeah, that's a big boy. It's also like taking your. You know, you're not corrupt your soul, too. Yeah. You shouldn't do this. Is, That that that's part of it. You know, this is the wrong thing to do. Yeah, I guess you could make it even easier. It's like now you just press a button and they die, and it could be like, oh, fucking run it up easier, right? This dude, if you could take it where you are right now, and then I just press this button 35 times and I become literally someone who doesn't have to, like, walk anymore. Like, I'm so hot, I'm about to blow up. Now I can do anything. I think it's shit. I'm going to go viral. I'm so hot. Like, I'm just going to walk, drive down a Hollywood, get it all arranged pretty quick. I think that that would be a tempting thing for people. I think you might want to press the button 35 times. You're only fans is about to pull up. Oh girl, welcome to BS. Oh fuck. Dude. Yeah. That's rough. Oh. Change your life. But yeah, you have to kill like 3040. But if you know some that's really easy to do I think it's really easy to if, if we're trying to tempt the viewer of the show into maybe engaging with the idea, the dance of the devil to say when I press that button myself personally, I think that if you make it impersonal like it's a button, it would be more easy for the viewer to agree that I would probably do that honestly. If it's like, you gotta fucking got them, people get you got a gun of, the heart for that. Yeah. That's that's that's deep. That's deep. Bro. I'm not gonna lie. I just came from an idea. My mom said one time. One time my mom was like, I would. I would kill someone. I would kill a bitch to look like that. Like, don't. I don't feel good about that. I feel that way. Like, that's a it's some fucked up feeling inside of me that's like, I think it's fucked up that she gets to look like that. What the fuck did you get to spend your whole life looking like that? And you get to, like, be treated differently because of what, bitch? So, yeah, I'd kill someone to look like that. I mean, what the fuck? And that was. But, like, I know she's, like, doing a bit, like it's a bit, you know what I'm saying? But it's based on a true thing that's there. That's the thing that I'm like, playing with, you know what I'm saying? Yes. Yeah. I think there was, I a story that I think my wife told me, I forget where she heard it from, but it's like a man and a woman, I mean, or husband or wife, whatever. And they run into this dilemma. I forget exactly how it's presented, but the metaphorical kind of translated part of it still, right there, ran into this dilemma. I forget how she gets presented the option, but it's like if you, you take this, the payout was you get it instead of like, getting more beautiful, you got a certain amount of money. It was, I don't know, $60,000. And so I gotta just press this button and it'll kill someone, like. Like I won't know that. Like, I don't know, like someone, some random person I don't know. Sure. And then it's like, yes, more or less. And then she. And then her husband's like, so we're not going to do it right? And then she's like, no, like, of course I am. Like, well, like it's I wasn't I don't even know, like, you know what I'm saying? Like what's the what's the cost benefit here? Let's press the button. Bingo bango. And then she presses it and then I guess, yeah, 24 hours, whatever timeline is coming to like, compresses it. And then, she gets a call, and then her husband got killed in some sort of accident or some shit. It's like, I don't even. I don't know you. You know what I'm saying? Yeah, yeah. Her husband got killed in an accident. And she was like, what the hell? Like, I thought it were supposed to be somebody that, like, I didn't know. He was like, you don't know because he was so just like, of course we're not going to like going to kill someone. She was like $60,000, like, what are you doing that's like that? You don't know me on like, a personal level. Like my principles are. Yeah, it that's some fucked up shit. And then. So he's the one that died. That's fucked up. That's fucked up devil. Gotcha. That's a clear devil. Got you right there, right. Gotcha, guys, I don't fucking fuck you for. No. And I bare minimum. You're selling your soul for $60,000. Like it's worth one there. You know, to kill someone is to sell yourself. I think that's about it. It's like a this is a person, like a child molester or something like that. Can I watch their story? Did they have a common like what's going on here? It yeah, it doesn't matter. Well, no, it doesn't matter on principle making a deal with the devil because it's like, would you accept will you do evil for a payout? That's the deal with the devil. Evil for payout and just making the deal is the thing that fucks your life over. So you just can't ever make that deal evil for payout. It's like not you just have to reject auto reject because that's like the that's biting the apple. But the bigger consequences, they get kicked out from the garden. It's not just that like you have consequences or like you get removed from the entire setting for making the deal. It's not just like a punishment. You can just apologize for it later, you know, or pay a price. It's like, expulsion is the price. It's like, oh, fuck. And I was getting kicked out of the league. I thought I'd like, pay a suspension or some shit, you know, cloth around the bench, call, like, oh, I'm a big well, I'm gone now. I'm getting arrested and brought back to the States and tried for murder. Oh, Jesus. Louis's not Antonio Brown's life right now. No. Yeah. That's unfortunate. Yeah. Anyways, writing about, writing about. I think that's a cool back Mario episode. Yeah, I'm here for it. Yeah. Yeah. Oh, man, that's just crazy. I got, I don't know, I haven't really been that big of a fan of the more later seasons. Some of the other show was pretty tight. I feel like, you know, we're biased or. Nah, I think that's everybody's take on it. Okay. And then some people be like, nah, I like the newer stuff. And I'm like, you're saying it because you know that it's not as like, at least we all there's a vibe out there that it's not as good. So you're being like an apologist for it, but it's not this good. I can't tell if it was just because it was so new, but I think like it. I think for a while the creative team got real, PC got real blue team, so the episode suffered a little bit in the writing and then they kind of got off of that vibe, but it still just didn't quite recover the same way. Yeah, some of them are pretty good. Yeah, some of the new ones. Yeah. So it's always been like 3 or 4. Good. It sucks when only like 1 or 2 are really good. Like did you like the one where she's on like life support I think. But her life support is like a payment plan with like upgrades and membership. Oh yeah. And they're like well if you want to go this far you have to upgrade their package. And they're like, what the fuck you? Yeah, it's just fucking the commercials on her and stuff. Yeah, he was doing that crazy shit. On life or money. What was it? Her. The husband was on that. What? I guess it's the site. And he was, I don't know, it's like, you can drink your own peer so you can do the fucking. That's one with, and from Parks and Rec, right? I think so, because she, like, he ends up at the. Well, I don't want to spoil the thing, but spoil his traumatic ending. Skip ahead 15 seconds. We want to hear this last warning. Okay, here we go. He, like, murdered her with a pillow, right. Yeah. Okay. That's the I didn't realize he was drinking. Don't piss. They don't make you on murder someone. Oh well nothing. He was doing some shit bro. He was still some shit on this. Yeah. The site that his coworker like showed him. But yeah, it was the idea of like, having a, like a stream. Let's do a show stream for cash. How much money for me to drink my own piss, right? Is doing shit like that when I rabbit hole leads. Sure. So all the shots. Pastiche. Yeah. Selling yourself? Oh, Christ. Roughly $300 to drink. Eight ounces of your own pee. What? You do it 300 bucks? Yeah, for eight ounces. You don't have to. You don't have to demoralize yourself, either one. I would I would definitely think about how much would it cost me to put you in that spot? Dude. I'm sorry. No, dude, I'm fucking with you, bro. Over here. No, it's all I do, bro. I'm not gonna lie to you. I mean, I'd also. There would be some things that play like a thousand other social ramifications. Yeah. What are the what are the surrounding columns here? So I go viral as a video of me doing this. Yeah, right. Who knows about this? What's going on here? Oh, man. Yeah. Everybody's got a price. Yeah, I think I don't say much. No, Slam that, slam that gun. I just think of how I make sure I'm pretty well hydrated, you know, like a rock. And bro wouldn't even taste bad. It just be the fact that I was. Disrespecting myself or something along those lines. That's for the money. Yeah, well, that's for the money, but abstractly. Yeah, I'll dance it for money. Everybody else is a much more $300,000. Whoa. Yeah. You're like, well, I know I said 300, like flat $300. Yeah, yeah, there sure is. Oh, shit. There's money. I have, like, a hundred glasses. Yo, you're crazy, right it up. It's like I'm on that guy. See this? Let's fucking go. Yeah. Dream big bro. I figured you turned it around. Oh, God. I was like, this is now a mission. You know? Trust is going to drink. No, it's it's $300, but you're going to drink the glass in, like, less than 10s. That's the thing is, it's like, you know what I'm saying? You're gonna do a day's worth of work in ten seconds, so be kind of tempting on that level for me. I mean, there's people who have $10,000 in the bank. Yeah, they're like pussy broke ass on me. Drink them on pace for $30. You crazy? I'm just like, man, my fucking profit to time ratio. Okay? Like that. That just isn't that very green right there. Because imagine taking a five minute table that hits really hard. Like of course, of course it's going to have bread and shit.$100. Absolutely. Come on this is that times three for half the time like 10s. But yeah it's over because it's your own pace. It's a little bit gross. So disrespectful. The reign of golf obviously. It is your own pace. Oh, okay, I get it. That's my. That's where I get my hedge back. Okay. Does your making me drink. Press release is mine. Yeah. And if I was alone in the desert dying I'd have to do it anyways, I seen the movies. That be some real shit. Some people. I lost a lot of respect right here. I know I did, but I'm just telling you the real. Yeah. Okay. What it cost to be a fucking human out here. It's fucking rough, bro. But yeah, check out the random pieces. A different element to it for sure. There is a thousand boobs right up is for sure. Dude, I yeah it does. You get it? You can give A33 and a piece. That's what say I have a line. You know, you can't get me drink the random piss, but, well, money. Well, for reals, like $1 million. It's so funny. Gravity shifted. It was like, deal or no deal. It was like the Vegas call. These. Are you absolutely sure? No. Not sure what the M's is, though. Okay, I guess the question would be like, can we test it? How clean is there? Bits is just fucking me. There's this homeless person buried here. Dude. Oh, God. Like Los Angeles lives in a gutter in and out of homeless shelters. Been on every on the block. Okay, this guy is out here like a flock of these guys out here. You don't know who's pissing again. That's what I'm saying. No. You know, but if you tested it, if there was a testing process that was like, it's it's clean. What would you need to see just to determine clean? I doctor a piece of paper that's got a thumbs up emoji. It's just a check month. Like it's good if we go, let's get the phones up 330 000 for dirty pick. You're gross. This looks nasty. I like to make it a little more fun. Like, Like if it was, any NFL players piss like any NFL player? Any NFL player? Okay. You're down. Oh, we're right on my line. It's all right. I'm going to pick the mike, guys. But we are right on my line of comfortability right there okay. The thing is it's like, what's that thing in marketing where it's like, you need a price anchor. If the if the dirty pisses, the price anchor that I'm down for the NFL piece. But if you presented NFL pass alone, I could get myself into talking and like, some of those guys, a dirty fox, you know? Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Not all. No great hygiene, you know. My God, the odds go way higher. So I'm saying me better. Yeah. If you anchor me to homeless man in the sewers of L.A. Doing Flocka, then I'll take an NFL person for 300 million for sure. Oh, God. Yeah, I couldn't, I'd say yes and think later. Watching too much fear factor as a kid, I'm like, oh, I know that bag. Okay, I'll fucking dissociate. Drink that. Oh, dude. Yeah, that's. I'm part of, one of the shows we've watched was, the challenge, and it's like different types of physical challenges, but one of them is like eating gross shit. Like, on the final, typically there's like, always one portion of that's like a lot of running the like challenge as many games and then one of the legs or one of the portions is going to be eating and drinking disgusting shit. You know, it's like, oh fuck, I don't know how to handle that. They'll be some shit. I think I roll really good dice, but there's some stuff that's like pass right? Limit like just like my body would reject. It is what I'm trying to say. I don't think I could mentally dissociate. It's hard enough going up. Yeah, yeah you can. Yeah. Yeah. Sometimes I feel like it would make me puke. Some stuff you'd push through that you wouldn't expect to push through, I think to, I don't want to gross people out right now if you're having lunch or anything like that. So yeah. But like, let's talk about it. Yeah. We get a time. Everything's good right now. Yeah. Here we go, sir. Okay. For you. YouTube. Yeah, I we're gonna switch over at some point. Yeah. Okay, cool. I like it, like cockroach. That's number one for me. First of all, cockroaches just fucking disgust me, dude. Can't have them, I can't. That's one of my fucking disgust me. The disgust sensitivity so high on those and the sensitivity to disgust is high in general in life. It's like, x I count how many are in the apartment month a month, just like. No, you know what I'm saying? And it has been on my mind because the first night I ever lived here, I saw one. And so usually it's one every other month, it's like the average. And I'm like, that's not terrible. More than I'd like for sure, but anytime I see one, it's usually like a sign for us in like 60 days. But then it was like I saw one one month and I was like, oh, this one. I see one for a while, and I think they spray regularly, too, is the other thing. But then I saw two the following month and I was like, dog, this is unacceptable. Like, do I need to call the office? Like where they are spraying like an active could be, right? And then I saw one last week like a van outside for bug spray and he was spraying and shit like that. And I was like, I don't know if that's making me see them or helping or whatever, but the second time I saw one dude, it was like on site, I on site, you got to get real 21 real quick. The second one, I felt like like I felt something at second, like felt something again. And I was just like, yeah, I don't know. And then I got up to go to my room and then it's like kind of as I'm going to feel something, I'm also looking and then it's like I see something and then reevaluate and I'm like, yeah, that's a and I turn on the lights and I'm like, there's a cockroach. Like flying, like right here, right on off the ceiling. And I'm just like, flying. Very fucking for real. Bam! Fucker. Get the fucking pop up Insta kill for sure. I'm happy I knocked it out there. That was crazy. With what? Napkin. Black nap. Yeah, yeah. Oh, let's go with the rats. Hell, yeah. Hell yeah. No way out of my face. Look out of my face! I really can't believe it worked. It was all my shit. She was just kind of, like, hovering in the air, and I just like. Bah. And then it fell, and I felt like it was like. Oh, no. Oh, shit. Yeah. I kind of felt like a pussy because it was. And it worked. And it hit the ground. I just like, crushed it. That's fucking hard, bro. It's all, say what? They gotta die, bro, I can't have I expected to be a much bigger problem. Yeah, I also I definitely had some cockroaches for sure. It wasn't the most well insulated place you know sane. So definitely had to deal with those. Was this kid like in middle school fifth or sixth grade, like, like a ladder, a good amount. Oh, dude, I'm so sorry. It was not good or, you know. No, not crazy, but, they're just so disgusting. Yeah. There was one house particularly, obviously. And everything else was, like, pretty, pretty regular one. So, Yeah. One of in high school, I would get, like, once a month, probably in the bathroom at night. There's out there, you know, but that's where that good insulation comes into place. Hopefully it's just ready. By the way, bugs be bugging. Could you eat one? Fuck them. Oh, I don't know about. That's one. I think you surprise yourself. I think you'd do it. Say, I saw Joe Rogan. Do what? One of the guests one time. Oh, nice. I'm not sure if it's a cockroach, but I know some sort of bug. Bug type shit that's, like, can plug your nose and fucking just. It's like an oyster, dude. They're just big and meaty, like, oh, the Gulf Coast oyster. They're alive. And then I go to a different place, dog. Oh, different place dude. Yeah. You got fucking. Yeah. Also, you don't know the guy that's saying pass verdict gay bounce. Marking furnace like they pass sticks and stones her my friends. Pull up and put it to what, okay, so here's what I'm thinking. Is that not only would you be able to go stone face killer, like when you have to remove something dead from your front lawn, like, you kind of have to put on a stone face, but also, I think, like, I'm a champion. Like I'm a savage. Like, what? Are you going to be more than me? And also I need to, like I need to push myself some direction to do this anyway. So I would look in their eyes. I'd be like, you want to do more than me right now? Oh, well, I'll see you evolve. Take you to hell, yeah, yeah. It was the who goes back at the turn of the night. I probably do, you know what I'm saying? Oh, for sure, yeah. For sure. At some point you have to be okay with puking. Like, totally. Just like, right here we fucking go. But this other stuff still, I think within that realm of things that would just get you, like, texture stuff. I think the, the fear factor that they got canceled for was they were trying to make them drink like bull. Come on now. It's like that stuff, man. What are we talking about? How much money you want for it? You went for Fear Factor, dog. Even if I can mentally get over the fact that it's bull, come still. Just a texture. Hard to drink. Oh, a little viscous. Yeah. So your body would reject certain stuff. So I'm trying to say no matter how savage you want to be. But yeah, we would go off for the money also. It's just like competition. It's like it's like hunger. That's part of it. Two Hunger Games, you know, turn enough for that shit. Given all you got. Think this is what we're doing? It's like, oh, shit. Yeah, yeah, like. So here we go. I'll put it on the line for the overtime. Yeah. I guess, like, we all agreed to play these games. This is one of the games I'm not. Fuck. My favorite thing in Fear Factor was always to see like, because you kind of expect the guys with the yoked up physiques and the alpha male bravado, to perform well under pressure and, like, handle the underwater tasks and stuff. So I guess when you see like a big yoked up dude not handle the pressure of like being underwater doing like the physical stuff, that's always a moment where you're like, oh man, that was crazy. That guy really presented like he wasn't going to break and then he broke. So that would be like a notable thing to see. And then the other thing would be when you see like, a dainty chick just fucking pass up and handle like a high pressure situation or like fucking do something gross and just, like, not get fazed and. Yeah, yeah, it's like, get through it. You're always like, oh shit, that's that's someone you want to be on a team with, you know, let's handle. And you're fucking being this. Yeah. Standing on a hand on it. The. I was just looking at the grand prize for Fear Factor. It was typically $50,000. You bring a bulk of 50 G's down, but a very depending on season and format. Special championships areas sometimes often higher, are offered higher prizes, such as 100 grand, that's it bro. Fear factor psycho series awarded 250 to a winning couple, so 125 each second series is crazy. That's great talking about, bro. That's fucking. Yeah, that's just the energy going on that. Yeah. It's not you know, what's the price yourself out. It is. It's quite a game. I think we should play on the podcast for the rest of the time. But it's fun to think about. It's fucking the fucking premise of that. Like married. Yeah, yeah. And you worry. So whatever day to job or whatever, it's not, it's it's been dramatic. But you dance for the money. You don't always drink bull combat. Do whatever the fuck you just. You got to do it. You do some girls, I think at the all the time. You could. You could be a hooker if you wanted to be a hooker. I think the, the road down their path is much more easily presented. Like the ladies. You mean like it's much, much more accessible. Yeah. You could just like end up doing that as far as, like but guys it's not as accessible. You mean do you agree. Yeah. Definitely. Definitely. Yeah, yeah. You can. I can't do something they're not. Doesn't pay me the fuck will gay guys my. You know. You know what I'm saying. More accessible for sure. So like, hot ladies are like, figure someone out dollars to get laid like guys are. It's way more the other way around. So I'm gonna songs I'm not. Yeah I've got fucking you guys out of talking about. Yeah. Hashtag concepts right. Yeah. For sure. Yeah. So that's crazy. But life is a whole complex organism algorithm or something else. And we're just or like in the story, but we're also out of the story. It's it's a lot it's like going on in the story, you know okay. The pace of page narrative of your life, you know. Yeah. Should you got to do day to day. Yeah. Well things got to keep up with like for yourself and your social circles. Yeah. Birthdays and shit or whatever. Thanksgiving, Christmas, all this shit's like. Yeah, we're all juggling all of that. All, all the time. So it's like all of us, for the most part, we're doing. Yeah, we're cooking Christmas. Don't forget to do one step at a time. One moment of time. That's it. That's all you get, bro. It's like it's like a juggle. So make it work. If you made it this far, maybe we want to go step further on the Patreon. Yeah. You hop over the batteries for dreams. Hell yeah. Or shit you eat YouTube. Fucking love you. All right, stay tuned. Seal a thousand years. Bullshit in a time capsule, dog my telomere. So long, you in a thousand years. Yeah, dog. By the way, hope you get after. I hope you get some dubs today. Get it to want to take a walk, sit and meditate for five minutes. Three minutes. Dishes, laundry? Sometimes. Yeah. Or just hours sitting and thinking about it. Or like praying. Now you're just sitting. Just like, actively not thinking. You know, we're thinking all the time about what we got to do, what's next, what's next, what's next. But then try to actively not think so. Let me just be with the thing that's like generating my thoughts and just like, oh, let me sit here, just relax. Just chill. You know, just not think I'm like, that narrative of mind is going to be there. The whole time. You know, like always living in that that's like the story that you're living in because like, you can hop out for a second. It's like, give yourself permission to not hold that narrative and just be with the thing that's generating the narrative, but the you that's outside of the story. And like you are the you inside story. Like, I'm sorry, like, this is what's we're hearing. It's a lot, but we're talking here. May is first required of you, doc. Yes, you have to. Yeah. It's happening. Is traveling getting ready. And then take a second to chill. You know, say just do nothing. So be with your thoughts. Maybe try to work them out like in thought. But even just like not doing that, you know, say it, say just chill. Just be with thought. So I cleans. There's nothing okay. Yeah. That's sitting outside the box. Yeah I'm into that just for a minute. It's like part of the meditations. Different types of meditation, different mental goals. You can have strife or traps towards goals or a ways. You're trying to shift your attention and focus and your energy mentally. But even that is thinking, you know, you also say not think for a second, just chill as you know, part of the same idea. Yeah, where you're putting your attention and focus to awesome I like it. Yeah. Get into the again to that. Take a minute for yourself. Clean out some of the deep corners. Yeah. Get a dub. That's a take a walk and do that. I said even if you could do that then that's three minutes. You know three minutes. That's not much. Is that much so much stuff. Literally. So yeah, outside of myself, not even 200 seconds. Just like I start flow, nothing gets there. Yeah, I, I have a crisis. Yeah, I'm into that. I mean, yes, you're very frequency, your energy, your output, your input, what you're radiating. Can get out of hand really fast sometimes. But I think one way to help regulate that is to like, just take all of the influencers and motivators and constraints off of you for a little bit, just like purify some of the oxygen that's gone in and out of your cells as a metaphor for just like you're the energy you exist on and what's driving you and what's motivating you. So I think everyone kind of smells, kind of smell like what you're what your state of being is. You've got a fair amount label for sure. Be sure that you some exert a certain smell and when you're, like sexually attracted to someone, you exert a different smell. It's like these things are all real, super real. But and I think it's like discernible to the people around you on a certain level. And then some of your situations are dictated by the susceptible, the unknown. We're on a level that you're not consciously aware of. Yes. If you're not consciously aware of it. And it's hard to be aware of your own smell literally because you're nose is defining it. Yeah, exactly. It's designed to smell new smells and none of your smells are new smells. So your nose isn't even designed to pick them up. But other people are. So that's why it's easy for you to have blind spots for yourself. Even if you're aware of other people's energy. And then if you're completely oblivious to it, then you wouldn't even know what you're exerting when you're just like just coming to the table, just like sitting down. You know what I'm saying? You're exerting something. The way you pull the chair out, the words that come out of your mouth and the way you express them, some of it's, it's just an air, it's just innate, you know, like if you're sick or if you like just got laid and hit all your parlays and you're up like five G's and you walk into work like, those are two different. You can't like if you have the flu, you can't tap into that energy. And if you have that energy, you can't go into the flu energy. It's like two different modes of being. And then all of your interactions will be different. That's right at the end of the podcast, which is something I was thinking about, did I? Yeah. That's it. It's mental warfare. Y'all buckle up, strap in, get mentally for your mind. Yeah, yeah. Someone's got to say it. Yeah. This is helping to get there to help. This sounds like cleaning out the corners of the tub. They get dirty. Yeah, yeah, you can do that. Just about, like, not thinking for a little bit day to do that. Yeah. Just let that marinate. Just feel, you know, sense. Okay. Let's not think because we're thinking all the fucking time. Either way fucking we will talk for days. We will talk for days. We continue talking for this day. YouTube will see you. We love you. Have a great life. See you soon. Bye.