Go The EXTRA MILE | JRE Guests, The Extra Mile & Making Things "Better" | The MJ38 Show #103

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at the conference was I was like, that's the right place at the right time like that. Right there. You. I was in heaven, bro. That's crazy bro, I got a glimpse. Unbelievable. Got a glimpse. Like, literally my daydreams about heaven. I'm like, I've been here before in my daydreams about heaven. Like, where is this place? I feel like this is familiar. Yeah. Oh, yeah. The other thing that I really expresses to you be like, chicken and waffles is like top three favorite foods for me. I'm just a I have a sweet tooth. I'm like a degenerate fat kid at home. Chicken waffles are fucking delicious. Oh my God, bro. Oh my God, it's so good. Yes. So that's why I was extra tripping. I was like, this is literally like, we're getting pretty close to have it right now. I can't even like, lie to you guys. Yeah. How random. So weird. Do. And, yeah, I don't even know. It's crazy. Just not that many. Something halfway for what? I feel sorry when you're going. Yeah. You're still in Denver. Right here. Yes, yes. Oh, yeah. This must be right here. Let's go. This is one of three organizers. Yeah, this is it. I remember we talked about. Yeah, we're just pushing row off a cliff somewhere in the beginning of that. That's cool. I know the way. We're just talking about fucking life. That's great. Yeah, man, I don't even know. I was talking about. Do you want to be with you guys? I want us to be more of, like, a podcast where I'm like, good morning. The temperature zone. So that's like a radio show type stuff. Yeah, yeah. Like I sometimes I just want to. I hope that you guys are interested enough in the conversation, expressing ideas that you trust us to just talk, you know? Yeah. Just want to talk to this guy. Yeah. You guys are watching there. And then sometimes I'm like, remembering that I'm in a pod, but there could be more of a show like if we wanted to be, but I just don't think that's some what I listen to. No. Yes. Genuine. Yeah. I'm listening to Joe and Duncan right now and it's great. And I see Joe and Schultz. I'm like, Ellen, watch that. Oh watch this. Good. Right. Cool. You know, so let's just capture a little bit of time together because it's all just fleeting. It's all just gone. We're just swimming. We're swimming in it. It's wild. I think Joe Rogan really respects so little. Warm waters. Yeah. Welcoming warm waters. One of three. But love shots really, really respect them. Yeah. Yeah I think we into the same kind of stuff. And I think Schultz sells out arenas too. So I think that's one thing Joe like respects him. You know, it's like this guy is good. He's nasty. Say what you want about him. His podcast might be kind of annoying, or he might seem kind of annoying sometimes. He can go a little. I think he he definitely plays into the bit of being the funny guy doing too much. Yeah, yeah, yeah, he does, he does. I would find that friend annoying personally. Like Shane Gillis finds him annoying, but Joe Rogan, like I felt genuine respect. Of course, I don't know if I'm offer that admiration or not, but. And then I was like, well yeah, he's nasty. He's like a fucking all star. As far as comedians go. Did he get invited to that show? What's going on? The Saudis, Andrew Schultz yeah. What show? I don't know, the one in Saudi Arabia. There's a Saudi Arabia show. Yeah. It was like a festival. And like comedians are going to it or getting invited to it, getting paid a lot of money to go to it. If I did, Shane was like, nah, I'm good. Really? Yeah. Oh yeah. He's like guys who quote the 911 end quote. That's pathetic. Now thank you. Not all money. Good money. That's true. I don't know, I don't know. It'd be hard to turn it down. But yeah, the statement is crazy. Did he go to it. Did he go? I could look it up. I don't know if they talked about that. Maybe they did. Then I don't know the thing. So I just like listened, you know. Yeah. Either way that's some that's going on. But he's there say or martyrs Joe Rogan type vibes. Just catchin good thoughts. We're just breaking down. We're talking about football. We're not talking about football, man. When we're talking about predicting what's going to happen, feeling out what you think is going to happen based on what your pursuit of information to create your life, or the source of what creates you and allows you to go and look for information, you know, the thing that's generating all of that. And it's like, I think we're getting down to breaking into that and like we're trusting. Yeah. And if you could trust all the stats you want, you don't know who's going to win any given Sunday, any given Super Bowl. You have no idea the odds or whatever the odds are. The house always wins. But there's it's just it's I would say it's a really hard, crazy mirror. And yeah, that any given Sunday is real. There's like two one prime example that is just that the Falcons beat the bills, and the bills are like one of the best teams, the NFL. Everyone's afraid of the bills. The Falcons beat the bills. And then the Falcons lose to the 40 Niners last week. For reference, the 40 Niners lost to Tampa Tampa Bay who's one of the better teams in the NFL. And they lost one of their best, if not their best defensive player. Yes. And their quarterback. They're using a different quarterback than the one that they spent all offseason the regular guy. So it's like okay. But then and they beat the Rams. The 40 Niners. Yeah in that big primetime game. So they look good Christian McCaffrey is Christian McCaffrey. All right. He went off last night. Well we're talking about the 40 niners. So let's go because they lost or they beat the bills or they beat the team that beat the bills. So like we're like wait we're trying to wait it out. Let's see what's going to happen. The odds are saying the odds are also influencing our narrative of what we think is happening. What are the energies going on here? Yeah, my predictive analytics is saying this team's going to win or this team's going to win. We're all trying to figure it out. And that's why the lead that we're in, we agree upon all these people. There's like 100 plus people in this league. We're all playing and we're all doing that. It's deeper than football. We're watching football, but we're using our life analytics and our ability to interpret the language and communication with the thing generating information itself to guide us in our decision making of what we think is going to happen. And then I think I'm getting to the point to where I'm like, it's not even I want to win. But even if the Niners lose and I followed the right metrics, I that is what it was supposed to happen. And like, I'm I'm fine with that. I'm fine with that. What are you okay with being wrong with? Because I mean now we're trusting this different process. I was like, I was right. I'll be okay if I if I beat that and I miss it, that's okay. You know, like, I'm willing to be wrong about that. And before it was like, so just like kind of random, I was trying to figure out based on all the stats, all the analytics, the injuries, the home field, whatever advantage. International games, what are the factors here? What plays on what, what's important, what's what the Germans? What gets me closer to a real manifestation of I can see what's happening here. Yeah, like I can read the story. Well, factors can drive conclusions. Like what am I looking at? And ideally we want to get a 12 point week, which we did. But like we're just following because we're getting better at following that. And like if I'm willing to take more of the I'll lose the 40 niners week, that's fine. Whenever I pick them in the three. But I still got the bears on the back end. And even if I miss all of them, it doesn't matter. You know? Truly, that's just trusting in God. Like, yeah, it's it sounds like your relationship with Jesus was I was trying to get to you. Yeah, we're talking about football, but it's not football people. Okay? That's what this podcast is about. That's why this is the dopest podcast on the fucking internet right now. Tell him, dude, come on, you guys need to know. And for anybody I invite you go watch Joe Rogan episode number. It's in the 50s. It's one of the first ones with Joe. It is. So it is fucking hilarious. Goat. He's always a home run. Every time. This podcast makes so much more sense to me after I saw that so much more sense to me. First of all, at the beginning they're just sitting in like three fucking chairs in front of a camera. Like, now we have a nicer set up, in my opinion. All right. Just like Max funks way for the conversation. And they're just fucking talking shit, dude. Trolling. I don't know, man. I, I think we have the invoice. Yeah, yeah, yeah. The invoice. We have less dead time with like, hot dog jokes. Sometimes it's just hilarious. But not for you. Yeah, yeah for sure. We'll be doing shit with it. Also, I don't know, I, I don't want to be too much like I think you guys should do. I'm like, I'm not Jordan Peterson. I'm like, no fucking expert to get up one week. But like, that's what we if that's what we're measuring, we did you know if that's what the what's the game we're playing here. Praise God praise God. Yeah. So it's all whatever what game. And we playing here and we're trying to figure out how to I guess a lot of people try to figure out how to play this. I say your strategy for this game sounds like because your life is predicated on Jesus, you were like, I surrender when the extra mile to that's what gets you there. That's what allows you to justify your pick sometimes, or try to determine what's not from you. Yeah, the you that you are 98% of the time. And sometimes you could pick up a piece of trash, get on that energy, that frequency to extend that 2%. Let me get into that world. And then it starts with picking up trash to picking up a whole bunch of trash all the time, pretty much everywhere you're at. So making sure your house is clean, cleaning your fucking dog, cleaning your lawn, cleaning your car, doing all your shit. You know what I'm saying? Yeah. It's like, oh. If you get on that road and then we don't know. And then it's going the extra mile, which helps me justify some of the faith I'm putting into this other thing that we're picking this game, that the game of what's going to happen next, whatever that game is. Well, yeah, the NFL is a lot like life because it is life or like games are like life. Competitive games are like life as a metaphor. It's why we like sports movies. But then at the same time, it's like a bunch of life is happening. Like all these guys are competing against each other, but each one of those guys is going to wake up in his own bed, has his own story going on, and then he's like a part of a whole. But what I'm saying, it's like, that's just like life colliding. Like, did the quarterback in front of the wide receiver, did he, like, eat good this week? Like factors that made him not eat well this week might have been like that's relatively outside of his control. Or maybe like, this is where I'm gonna get a little bit like, hokey pokey, right? Okay, okay with it. Put your foot in it. Turn it around, brother. Okay. It's like the month prior to the game. That's about to happen. The quarterback could have just, like, not made good choices for himself. Like, maybe he was playing too much fortnight before he went to bed and, like, staying up late in the night. The Murray dude. Right. Like a month of that was an accusation and a joke about him playing to watch Call of Duty before, you know, NFL, he's an NFL player, but he's also like a 20 whatever year old, 22 or 2425 year old kid. Yeah. Playing Call of Duty. Yeah. It's like those things are both happening. Yeah. And the joke was that he dove too much into that, while you're talking about. Yeah. That idea of. Yeah, this human, we're all human. We're all getting tugged with. Tugged on that. Yeah. You know, work and athletes are competitive. The dopamine pull is so strong. If you have an addictive personality, it's hard not to just, like, start getting the dopamine of a video game and then liking the ritual of playing the game and feeling the rewards and doing the shit. So anyways, this quarterback just plays too much Fortnite and eats unhealthy for like a month, making a bunch of bad choices and then like at this game, at this time is when things are going to start. Like reflecting. You've been making poor choices and so it's just like he's been getting shitty sleep, he's not doing well and it's all about to catch up to him. It's like as a gambler, we all know that that doesn't come up on the injury report. That is yeah, I remember there's a is in casino where they talk about he's like yeah we know there's broke up with his girlfriend last week or some shit. You know that's crazy. We know what kind of balls like or what kind of wood the floors are made with, or for the different courts and how the ball is like, what balls are going to use. Yeah. Type shit. Yeah. But then there's deeper than that is what I'm saying. Yeah. Right. Because maybe that exists at this tangible we can identify and scientifically discover. Yeah. But then there's something beyond that. Or like there's been. Yeah there's all sorts of shit. You can't reach it. Now there's games where like that dude since passed away on the Panthers and then he just went fucking insane. And then there's another one where it's like his brother passed away, and then he comes out and has like 2 or 3 interceptions, like turnovers, big turnovers in a primetime game right afterwards. It's like you ain't you ain't considering controlling back during that. Like that's different shit. You know that is some deep analytics. Yeah. Of the levels and layers of life and how we're all the webs. We're we're even in a world as it's unpredictable. And so like you have to build your house on solid ground, you know, not shifting sand. And then it's like, I think that's why you're like, I sacrificed my will and I lean on my core principles, aka my guns. And one of those the core principles that's presented itself and has been profoundly this current chapter of life that I'm walking in is going the extra mile, which is, in my opinion, pretty Christlike. I mean, when he talks about the extra mile, it's like when you're infringed upon, you go the extra mile, but you're like doing it in a different sense, but still, just like it seems like a Christlike motif. So yeah. So surrender my will and pursue a higher ideal that I believe is solid foundation for what I will build my house on which is your selections like your play in this game? It's pretty far. Yeah, it's pretty far. And it's work and that's life and it's working. I think it's working because we're we're kind of like we're trying to predict life. Like the you're never going to predict that. The quarterbacks are about to get blown out of the water. Like we the Colts had a quarterback that got beat up by a Puka Nacua so bad that Monday morning he came on. He retired. Not physically, but yeah, yeah. Puka had 170 yards and two touchdowns or something like that. Oh man. And I guess they were trying to keep we have like a quarterback one. It's like a top five in the league. But they had him on Davante Adams all day. And then this other guy in the slot with the cooler thinking like that was the best way to arrange their strategy. And it was just fucking keep being like you'll get him next time. Didn't get them next time. Monday morning comes out and says I want to spend more time with my kids. I'm with my kids. I've done that. I'm fucking done. Oh, I'll play no more. Don't you play without me. I'm good. You know, I don't know anything about it. Doesn't. I think it was like 28. Damn. Yeah. Let's go, young man. Retire. Yeah. He had a I guess he had a hell of a run like 4 or 5 years on, the Dolphins was an All-Pro kind of. And then went to another team, then came to us. Okay. So he was like at a point where we're like, I want a chip. Don't come here. You used to be an opera. Well, if you can be our quarterback too, that'd be great. He's like, sounded great. I don't know nothing about 17 catches. I'm playing on my daughter. She's a lot more fun than your breast. Oh my gosh, it's crazy or whatever. I don't really give her the bionics voice. Just the athlete voice, that's all. That's how what is said it. Thanks, but, But yeah, you're not predicting that. That's what I'm trying to say. So there are factors that go beyond your scope of control. You only have so much vision. You only have so much light. Your torch that you're carrying is only so bright, and it can only get so bright. And that only illuminates so much. And like on the fringes, you can kind of see what would happen, maybe. And like we like we're we're picking the shit out a week in advance. People are thinking about it now. It's Monday night or it's Monday. You know, this is like it's Sunday just happened. And it's already like, all right, here we go. What's going to Vegas? What's going to happen? What's going to happen? Who's playing who like there we have the whole thing scheduled out. You know, saying all we want. They're 17. Who's playing who. And then there's going to just the odds based on the narrative of what's been happening and what they want us to think. You know what I'm saying. Yeah, yeah, yeah. No, the spreads are you can bet, bet futures and stuff like that. I don't know how far you can bet against the spread and futures all the way to week like 17. Right now. They just adjust as they go. I have no idea. That makes sense to me, though, that there would be like that. And they have the analytics tools to do it. I mean, they're literally one of the, I think, most prominent analytics industries in America. Yeah, there's only so many. But I think all that to say that there's only so many factors you can see though. Yes. You know, and like a torches only so bright and so it and you have to accept that it does go beyond what you can see and that that is more important than what you can see. Yes, yes it is outside of the fire is much more important because like where are we walking, I don't know. Well, all I can see is where I'm like, here we go. That is why that the house always wins. It works with this. That's why this is a gambling game or a parlor game is because the trick of your illuminated, you know what's going on, right? Like the Packers are good, right? The culture good. Right? Okay. Times are bad, right? All right, well, then gamble your money on it. You know what's going on, right. And it's like oh shit I think I know what's going on. And then if you try to gamble with what you think you know is going on, you will fucking lose because you can't see the, the is what you just described. There's more. It goes beyond way beyond and way beyond the fucking corners. Grandma's cousin type shit. You know what I'm saying about like, and the only way you can. It's like, well, how would you predict that? Then? When, That's life. Yeah, yeah. I'm not going to try to think about what that is. I'm going to build my house on solid ground, and I'm going to stick to my guns, and I'm going to play what's been presented to me, and I'm going to give the best effort to try to be in the place where I can be influenced by the right things, by making a proper sacrifice of my time towards what I think the worthy ideals are. And that's just working for you. If it's working 12 point weeks, dawg, coming in with the crits. So yeah, that's cool. Yeah, that's cool as fuck. Yeah. And accepting that, like, I don't care if I get the 12 point weeks, bro. I'm good. When I got the Vikings, I knew, I knew I was like I could lose the Jags. I could lose every other pick for the rest of the season using this strategy. And that's okay, because I think this is. Irrefutable. You know what I'm saying? When you if I allow it to be irrefutable to myself. Like the thing about the picks is it's so difficult that when those it's hard not to say that that's irrefutable to you in this realm right now. I was just thinking, what if I missed it every time? So would I still have that faith as job? Just sometimes it doesn't feel like this. Like last season didn't feel like this, and I knew. No. Definitely not. No, I was trying so hard. Yeah, I was the beginning of this season. I was trying so hard, trying so hard and caring so much and losing so often. And now I don't care anywhere near as much and I'm winning way more. I was like, okay, that's fine, that's fine. Even if I because I was already losing anyway, I was already losing anyway. So any adjustment is fine. That's just wisdom, dude. That's that's pure wisdom. That's most of life I think. Yeah, that a lot of times you just win win win, win, win win was like, I'm winning in life right now. This is good. I'm feeling good. We're up. We're fucking up. Winning 12 point weeks in life. You're saying just like just going off, taking the kid to volleyball, having the Sunday ritual, going to church. You're like, I think been hitting on it, touching on it, picking at it with pickaxes over the last couple episodes. But like your light illumination radius is seven days. That is what we get. You can't plan a month. You could stagger a week at the most if you're lucky, and things go according to plan all the time. And I was fucking hard. So like, the only way you could ever possibly get to the end of your life is if you make sure that what's right in front of you, you're making the right step. Like right now, you know, it's like, okay, here we go. Going this way, going this, going this way. Well, caravan on the wall was a little one too. And by the time I don't know how to I don't know what's going on exactly. But something like that is happening and it's fucking it's crazy. It's crazy. Yeah. That's right. It's one of my sister to that. Lately I've been feeling more like, you just you set your attention to do your best. I feel like that's all on some level you have to do. And doing your best can be as simple as doing your best. Go ahead. I think that helps you do your best. Is the trying to set your intention on going the extra mile. And that part of that energy is just picking up trash is picking up trash. Yeah. With that it's picking up trash. You would take the extra mile was like a core principle just for life. It's like walking around the restaurant. I'm like, how can I make this a little more in order? How can I make this a little better? That's what I that how can I make this a little more in order? What's the order that we've established? What do we determine is order here. What does that look like? Okay. How can I just keep on putting us up to that? Because there's this stuff all, oh, you know, all over the place, everywhere. Like your house. You know, I'm saying it's just like applying that idea to whatever you're doing. How can I make this a little bit like a walking beacon of just like a growing forest? You know what I'm saying? And everything else is, like, dead. Everything else is dead wood. But everything that you are surrounded by and illuminated within is radiant and glowing and growing and just walking around a black and white world. It's like it's like, oh shit, this is color now. And I could see as much color as my light illuminates. But once it goes beyond my color illumination radius, I can't see. But something is making me see at least a little bit. And yeah, it could translate to, yeah, the way you're doing life, the decisions you make, the decisions you make, what do you determine? What decisions you make? What what do you say, what dialog you say, what conversations you have and pursue what what things you're trying to make happen. Want. What things do you want to see happen? And how can I get there, what I got, what do I gotta ask is that there's also the you can get those thoughts. Yeah. Put yourself in that mindset. But then you gotta max your contribution and do it. You gotta do it. The parts real, you gotta do it. And the hardest part is actually doing the action while doing the fucking work out on the place. I'm not sure. So be don't you know what I'm saying? Even by my own objective metrics, I mean, that's cracked. I was like, I'm not. I usually don't work out six days in a row, but like, I go, I six days and arrived in that many a time, I was like, okay, I'm gonna go do some legs here. We fucking go. We open here on a Saturday. Let's go and have, analytics, bro, I can't, I gotta have it on something. I was trying to think about how to explain that to me. If I were where day dreams I have, let's say I'm dead and I'm trying to express this things. It's like something you're gonna. You have a spirit inside of you that for some reason, is going to challenge yourself to say, well, you could work out the sixth day. It's like, no, I need at that time. But now I'm maybe now I'm going to feel like maybe I, I fucked up. I chose the wrong path by not going to do this extra mile thing, and then you're in there and the same thing happens. And it's like, I think, I think I need to squat like, well, I don't need a squat. It's like, but that's the bitch voice and I'm not listening to that at all right now. Yeah. You get no control here now, right? Right as fuck you. I'm. I think I'm at squat. I have to I have to go against you right now. Right. So I was trying to find a way to tell her that there's a spirit inside of you that will have those fights, that will put you up for those fights, that knows the difference of, like, no, I had that thought about that thing, and now I'm going to I'm going to shy away from it if I don't do it because it presented itself to me and I think I could do it. So I should try to do it. So like, you're going to you got to ride that fucking line. Yeah. If you want to be great or you want to be like me, you know what I'm saying? Yeah. And it can be like, as simple as, like, you see someone in school or in public and or in whatever, and you're like, I'm going to avoid them for whatever reason. And then I was like, determined in upon whatever the hell your stories got going on. You could just be like, fuck that, I'm going to do the thing. And then like the level of, was I doing that anyway? Should I have gone that way? I should have made that choice. I was like, going out of my way to do that. Like kind of comes the comes down to your story and like, and you know, it's like, okay, I'm a server. I need to go do this thing. I need to accomplish this task. I'm on my way to go do this task. Okay? I'm going to do this task that I need to do by my own determination. And then it's like objective force and it's like, oh, I could like veer away from that. And then I literally change the path that I'm supposed to be on by my own definition, because of this antagonistic force of social ramifications or thoughts of thoughts and ideas and information that could hurt me. And then just like, was I on the right path or not? And I was like, fuck that. Yeah, I am like, I need to go this way to go get this drink or I need to go this way, to go do this objective. That's like important right now. It's like, what can you what discerns part of where the determination of what's important right now, you know, your values. Your current your current position on the narrative, how you feel about it, how it's making you feel and then how it's making you feel. If you truly have conviction about that feeling, it should, provide potential action. And that potential action would be like what you would do. What's your contribution? How do you how you're reacting to the narrative that you're existing in? If my character did this, it would be someone who's going the extra mile objectively watching a movie, right? You watch the movies, you're like, that guy's doing it right? Or that guy's fucked up. Like, yeah, Ramsay Bolton. He's a fucked up character. Yeah. Agreed upon. Just like John Snow fucking. He's the man agreed upon. Okay, okay. How can I act more like Jon Snow? That's that solid. That's solid ground to stand on as far as just any protagonist that you appreciate or respect. Yeah, yeah. What is he doing? What does that action. What does it what does it represent? How can I translate that. But fuck you like hit a pro out of the thought you were just talking about. What was what. You were just talking about doing it objectively or doing the extra mile. The extra mile is. Yeah. So then it's like narrative presented itself to you and then you had conviction and then the extra mile philosophy, which is also something that we like had established kind of as a thing at GM, right? Where it's like it meant something to go the extra mile to be like, no, hold on, I'm going to fucking brew the decaf, like, and I'm going to make the decaf and I'm going to go out there. I'm gonna go tell her, hold on a minute. I can't, but I'm going to brew it and then I'm going to go do it. Even that's annoying as fuck. I'm not going to lie. I'm not going to make an excuse. I'm going to fucking do it. That's going to the server's fucking. No, you know, you know, if you're, you know, you know. And it's just that that's such an easy, tangible, translatable example. Yeah. Because you're like, you're a server all the time. We got a kitchen. We got front of house, we got a back of house dog. You got, you know, I'm all of them dog full house in a dog. It's a full front and a bag of covers on a books dog. Yeah. And we covered a dog and we're pushing. It's. You always have to clean your house and clean your fucking your breath. Oh, it'll creep on you, bro. It'll keep on you fast. I mean, this is today. I'm like, this has been here for like a week, bro, because I just. I was gonna fucking do this shit. Here we go. Yeah. And then I'm like, this is the goddamn this is it. Like it's down to the sweeping in the cleaning road. Oh my gosh, that's not that's not the entirety of your life though. But that is that kind of is because everything else outside of that, I think if you're doing that, you know well, that idea not even like literally cleaning your house, but like cleaning your energy and your spirit and like trying to do the fucking hard thing, acting like the main character, trying to embody the hero energy. Yeah, to the best of your ability, objectively through your own metrics. And then someone watching your own metrics, which is you and living your own metrics which you've determined for you. Then you watch you play them out. Yeah. And you're like, okay, this guy's going to okay. I'm yeah, I'm trying to create the future, but in the future, what's going to happen here? This guy's going to it's hard because he works out. He likes to work out okay. He so he's going to do this five days okay. Then it's like, okay, here's that, here's that pinch point or here's the waking up a little bit earlier than he should over here's like the picking up the trash that makes sense to pick up because I've realized that if you're going to the gym and it's like I have to pick up the other, you could spend an hour picking up the trash. So there's a balance you can't just do. Yeah, unless that's what you came to do. Right. So I came to do imbalance right here. I'm going to like give all my time to the soup kitchen or whatever. I'm going to donate here. Time is a different kind of thing, but it's like picking up the trash. You can just like pick. I'm literally going this way. I stepped on it. I could pick it up. There's a trash can right there. That's the low hanging fruit that's super easy. Boom, boom, boom. And then that creates different levels and nuances and gets deeper and wider and more intricate. It does. And you become addicted to it. It's not constant grit and grain friction. It's like you start getting off on it like a monster. Every time you throw a piece of trash away, it's like another stim for your veins or like, more Wolverine. I'm taking over. I'm taking over ground right now. Yeah. You start feeling like Kaby Lake on. I just got 15 in a row. Goggins, bro. It's taking. It's taking their soul. The extra mile takes their soul. Give me your soul. It's David Goggins. I was putting that together on Saturday night. I was like, that is Goggins was. He's tapping into with the. They're in hell. We do a marine. If you never heard David Goggins highly recommend all of his books, just he just the idea of going hard and being crazy. But he's in hell week for his marine training or the Seals training. Right. And he's, But yeah, he's he's going it's crazy. So it's it's his third or second or third time in there. And then there's a point where he's talking about Joe Rogan about it, and he's just talking about the idea that he was in the place of, I've been here before. I know what this should feel like at this point in the week. At this point in the week, we're all dead, and the people who are advising us have all been here. Like, the only way they get to instruct us is if they've gone through this. So, like, they know how they feel at this point in the time and then they use that and like just had a crazy influx, a second wind, scientific miracle of energy output and it's sort of like chanting, throw in the fucking log. Like doing way more physical work than it is necessary. Yeah. Then like this is like I'm going to go to them bro. And they, they went 20 and they just had a crazy burst of energy like at a halfway point through this hell week where in which all the instructors are, they know they're thinking there is no possible way in hell I could have done that. What is given you that power? And they just tapped into the I'm gonna go the extra mile. I'm like, I'm gonna fucking take your soul right here, bro. You don't want me to do this. I'm gonna go. I'm gonna fucking do it and smile. You know, I'm saying it's crazy. A smile on my face, and I'm going to take your soul. Okay, so I'm kind of convinced this little formula I set up, I wish I had get the door open for that fucking 20 30s that we did. Butterfly buzzing around, but not narrative there. You have a feel that you do place yourself in narrative and you do have a feeling about that narrative. That's that is happening. And then that feeling should provide conviction. If you're able to intellectualize what's going on. And then out of that conviction bread your extra mile. And then the thing is that you it needs to become actionable. Most convictions all the time at some point have to become actionable. Otherwise. Are you really convicted? It's like, how convicted are you then? That's like conviction leads to action. You know, they say like love is actions, like something I've heard before. But I feel the same way about conviction. It's like you can't at least say something like, if you really feel some kind of way, it's like, maybe sometimes you don't need to talk politics with your parents at dinner. But like the public discourse, if you really feel like a certain way and then they're having a lot of political talk that it's like kind of calling out to you to it. Like if they ask you your opinion, you kind of have to like say, I disagree because of this or this in this otherwise, do you really disagree? You know, I, I just think it's missing the mark to not express yourself truly and authentically. And so, yes, with that conviction, you're called to action and the action is the extra mile. And then you're following through with that and then noticing that it puts you in places at times where you wouldn't normally be by going down those routes. And you're starting to wonder if those places are where more opportunity and good fortune and blessings might lie. And thus far in your experiment, it does seem that that's the case. Yes, doctor. Yes doctor. That's rowdy. Yeah. And that's what you come to this podcast for. That's what I'm talking about. That's a witness right there. That's what we're talking about. Yeah. That's crazy Jesus Christ. Yeah. At least the idea is enough for me. And once you accept that, you got to you got to believe it. You gotta believe it. That your actionable conviction is going to lead you to the proper the proper story. Right? Right. Because you could. That's you. That's you that you would pick any way. Yeah, right. Come on. You don't have to figure out what it is that you'd like. You could just trust God. God created all of your favorite food and all of what it could have been. It could be in your tongue, you know, your your, your particular palate. He's created all the food and people are putting it in different combinations. But I'm saying there's a combination that only he can make, and some human people can get pretty close to it. But there's there's a little separation there, because what gives them the power to do that? Just channel the fucking the right meal for you at the right time, bro. It's off. It's based on your own because no one else is eating for you. No one else can taste it. No one else can taste your fruit. They could just watch you eat it and say, I bet that tastes like shit. I was like, oh, that fruit looks delicious. Have a good time. That's hard, that's hard. That's a worthwhile pursuit. That's interesting. It starts with the trash picking up, an extra mile. Extra mile trash picking up the cell phone. I just was talking to guys about that. Literally that same example. I don't know, that was going to be a motif in today's podcast when I was talking to her earlier today. But that's how the ship work. And, and we touched in the beginning, where'd they be? Like, whoa, all the pages be folded over on each other. They're just like, set it up, set it up, set it up. Boom. Yeah. You know, we we just set it up. Then that stamped, we set it up. Oh, now we're stacking. Now we're playing Tetris. Now we're going up that I call me crazy. Call me crooked. Can't call me late for dinner. It's like that right now. Joe rocking. That was hard as fuck. Well, that's so hard. I don't even know what the fuck. That was. That was crazy. I I what it did, I what it did, we did it. Oh. Today. Yeah. I'm not a crook, but I do think. Yeah. So they figured out their man and only I can taste it. Yeah, I can just tell you all about it. Yeah. That's what we're trying to do here. That's why we even. It's been put in it to us to try to make a podcast, talk about ideas. Yeah. Because yeah, we're not a show like we're not a put together program per se, because the put together program, what's putting it together? You know, the thing that's putting it together is you and you can do the best you can, but there's like a something added an extra level and layer when you're going off the top and you're just talking about ideas and literally feeling it in the moment, and people can manipulate that. But if it's just, it comes down, like with crowds and fucking whatever it was, it comes down to like, all right, we're saying talk it out, let's just talk it out and see what makes sense. And we could just like literally talk it out and like just through. And what like what what lens are we going to talk about it through. And it's like we have to agree upon like trying to be good people here. What's it look like doing the extra mile type shit? Whatever the energy is, I think the golden rule is like the do unto others as you would have others do unto you. It's like that is an agreeable lens we can all say is like, oh, that's that's probably solid idea. You probably shouldn't be following people over if you don't want to get fucked over yourself. Yeah, yeah, but causing harm and pain and doing whatever it is to others that you would not have people do unto you or your family, people you care about. That's pretty solid. That's pretty solid. You work with that, make it work with that. We can go with that. Well, here's the foundation. You need axioms. You need axioms like you need some of those. Like you have some. If you don't pick some. And then what those are they can be bad ones. So it's like with that constraint. That's definitely a good one to choose you know. Yeah. Let's like make it a good wish. So I can only have three. So you gotta be smart with it. It's like same thing with your axioms. You gotta stand on solid ground. Good rule of thumb. Yeah, a golden rule. We can work with that. Yeah. For sure, for sure. Did. Yeah, I like, I like we're not deep as fuck talking about this shit. We're thinking about the 22 year olds listening to our podcasts. Sometimes we just fucking take the jet skis and just start. Oh, let that thing rock the 80mph rock that they rock. Maybe. But yeah, I, No. Yeah, it comes down to simple shit. Oh, sorry about. Oh. Trying to remember. There's a space in there. I had a thought about things I like, I like, I just like a conviction. I like that, one. I like that you're trying to. I guess I guess you're in a narrative of your life. Not just like our work and shit like that. It's just like Justin's life, the narrative. And then that gives you conviction. And then the part of that conviction is just like, try, try to do your best. Like, if life's a gamble, like you're placing bets on things like that are important and you're like trying to figure out the best way to go about everything, then I hope everybody's doing that. I think we all are on some level, trying to optimize our life. Yeah, so we have to figure out where we're going to sleep, what we're going to eat and what we're going to do to help facilitate all of that. We got to take care of our bodies. We got to shit, we got shower minimum. Yeah, this is the minimum. It's minimum, the minimum for a minimum, right. It's a fucking metronome dog. Minimum. If you can't eat meat, that's like, oh, shit, this game gets a lot more difficult. Yeah, right. A lot more likely to get sick and whatever the fuck you know type shit. It's so deep. It's hard. It's fucking hard. Yeah. So hard nuts. You're working for you. So you got it. Yeah. We're all trying to figure out what happens next. How do I maximize these parts of my life? I gotta frickin maintain all this base level shit. At least there's, like, how do I try to get that? What? What allows me to get the energy and do and identify and do the thing that I perceive gets me into a better area and all those aspects, you know, it's like, I gotta have like my, health, wealth, love and happiness. I was like, Tai Lopez. I was one of his. I remember getting his fucking two. I don't even know how many rules it was. Type shit. Just some videos. Just listening to him. Just ideas, you know? And one of them, he was like, there's only four things you really need to get like 80%, right? And then everything else will kind of fall into place. So it's like health, wealth, love and happiness. It's like your health for sure. Physical, mental, emotional health, literally your physical health is like your probably most important price and your foundation because but under that is relationship with God, for sure. That generates all the other pillars, right? It's like health. You got fucking what generates the energy and the identification ability and the actionable steps that you can take. What what source of influence do you go to to help you get that energy and do the thing? And then there's nothing stopping you from doing that, because we all know what we should be doing, even in our own estimation of our life, based on like trying to help our health and our wealth is I keep our finances in order financial habits because we have to facilitate all this shit health, wealth, love and like relationships, like friendships, like how you treat other people more or less like your coworkers. Your family for sure is like you're your immediate family and like the concentric circles of social connection. And then like, how are those relationships, health, wealth, love and happiness? Like you're contentment? Are you doing something that's meaningful to you? I think part of what's meaningful to you should be based on the golden rule of, like, I'm not trying to fuck people over, you know what I'm saying? Right? Right. So, like, if we're all truly pursuing our dharma or whatever the fuck we're just be doing here, like maximizing our potential, going the extra mile and trying to help others in the process. Like trying to offer a service or products or help people who are providing a service or a product that is good for people, or that you would want your son to buy or partake in, or your daughter to partake in or whatever, right or yourself, like you said, like to your neighbor as yourself. So doing something that is treat your neighbor as yourself, that would make everything better. And we can identify what better is by saying that it's at least this and either more happiness or less suffering and pain. It's at least this. So if we can create at least this all the time, and then like always, try to tilt the scales into and I'm trying to make the next this a little bit more and like either less and less negative than it has to be or more positive than I could have made it myself. And always trying to keep the scales like that. Yeah. You know, I'm saying. Yeah, well, six wise choices discipline the expression of your free will used properly, which is pretty much what Christianity is and what's important. One significant thing that our minds are fucking runs. That's crazy. Angels and demons. Forces that we can't comprehend, bro. Forces that we can't comprehend. Things that we don't have access to. We have unlimited access. It's principality demonic forces dog now. But yeah, but when we fight that fight, we fight that fight by doing fucking the right thing. Yeah. So if you get those areas right, your life's good dog. Your life's going to be good, right? Right, right. Those four pillars, it's just going to be gravy. Yeah, yeah. Better than. Oh. Yeah. And then what helps you do. What helps you do that? Other narrative. Your thought of the narrative of who you think you are and your story. And what happens in your story. Right. Like who you want to be, who you wanted to grow up to be. How? I don't think you'll ever lose that conviction of, like, an ideal version of yourself. And then it's like you're committed to generating that, to creating that, molding your ice block into that thing is better to you just because all you have is today. If you could just do that today, let's pick up a piece of trash today and just start with that. And just because you have to say that every day you wake up and you're okay, I'm going to pick up another piece of trash I pick up. And then by your own metric, I'm gonna pick up another piece of trash and then the extra miles, like, I'm gonna pick up two, and then how far? Like, push that wolf, give that wolf some food to fire those neurons. It starts that small. And then once you fire enough of those neurons, that fucking wolf gets bigger and stronger, and then it's like, I'm going to wake up at 530 and I'm going to go to the gym. I'm going to clean my house, I'm going to take care of the dog. I'm going to fucking do a lot. It's like starts with, like I'm going to either wake up or wake up a little bit earlier than I want to, or I'm trying to do this thing, or I'm trying to wake up tomorrow so I can do this thing. So it's like one piece of trash goes into fucking feed that wolf. There's this is Pokemon. Yeah. If you only have one Pokemon. Yeah, yeah, I would, I would hope that people would have the awareness enough in their life to appreciate what you're talking about. Would you agree that genuinely, everybody is trying to be something at any given time? Not consciously. Not intentionally. But yes, all the time. Okay, so I don't think this is like wasted air, you know, it's like, what are they talking about? And talking about, like. Pursuing a meaningful life. That's bullshit. Fuck those guys. Those guys suck. What a waste of fucking time. Fucking idiots. It's his baseball podcasts that are huge. And I'm like, well, yeah, you know, like, only subsector of people like baseball and guys, I'm not. I'm trying to be like, not that I'm trying to be huge. I'm just saying, you know, like, because this is bigger than what the football thing is right now. It's been going on for years. Continue. There's 22 or 23 year old people. There's people in our life that meet us and how because we're bigger than this podcast. So like what? I'm just going to go there. Like sometimes when we're in like our position in life, it's like people look up to us because we represent something. Sometimes it's just like competency or leadership or sometimes it's someone that they aspire to be like, you know, like we show up and we do our job well. And for the most part, we get along with everybody and have a good relationship, and we're good at the job, and we make things easier for those people around us, and we perform well and do well. And the spot that we're in, I mean, well, yeah. And I think that that's something that people it's not like we're so cool. We want to look up to us. It's like we just generally represent things that I also look up to, you know, John Snow. Yes, yes, yes. There's there's occasions where we're able to embody that in a way where people are like, I want to be like that. But they're saying, I want to be like John Snow. But but then when they say that, it's also when you're saying, like, I want to be like Christ, but I want to be like Harry Potter. I want to be like, yeah, yeah. Exactly, exactly. That's how that person would act. That's the whatever you know. Yeah. So then the podcast though is an extension of that because it's like we are a representation of ideals. So when you come to this podcast it is a podcast that's a representation of ideals on some level. And then I'm like is there any way you self-identify as to who we identify as or. Yeah, yeah. Or. Well, that made me think about just like tying all the back to Schultz. It's like I'm a comedian. So maybe he like on Joe, he's a little bit less dialed up on the. I'm like, I'm a comedian who has like make the show funny. This is my show. I gotta like dive into that, play into that comedic role a little bit more. Yeah. Like that looks to me like doing like this. Am I saying those dialogs that or whatever, making those jokes, doing that thing, making it a show, like a performance of us, you know what I'm saying? But then on Joey, for me, he might turn that down a little bit is Joe Show, and Joe Show is more of we're just chilling in the water, dude. Like, but do you get involved in I want to jackknife you? Yeah. We're chilling. Oh, what are we talking about? Oh, jackknife. Right. We just in the lazy river. Yeah. So we're saying by identity where someone who wants to think and talk about these things and help other people with these things, should they become in a place in life where they think these things are just as important as we found them to be? I agree with that. That is why the show is like that. And so when those people come to our show, I hope that they're not turned off by that. But ultimately I'm like, that's what you are. That's why you're here in the first place. I think we're going out there. We're out there. I think I figured it, I remember I thought too, I could like, yeah, get the last one off my head was that it's, it's one thing that's difficult about all this is that it's like you are a person and like, you have to have. Yeah. Like, it's hard to know what to say at any given time. Yeah. Like I remember just sometimes you go to the bank and you're like, they're like, what's your birthday? And I'm like, And I just feel so stupid. 98, 93 yeah. Like, I gotta, I gotta draw that memory out or like, you ever just like, say the they say the month. Do you say the numbers? What do you want? Like. Yeah, I like, eight 3190 for the full day. The full day month. Like it was a Thursday. You want four digits in the last year. Like what we're talking about here. The format. Yeah, but I feel stupid. It's like, that's. Yeah. So have you ever, like, called your teacher mom on accident? You know. Oh, yeah. Thanks, mom. Oh my God. It's like it's hard to talk because I'm trying to say. And then. So there has to be, like, some level of grace for yourself. But this. This isn't a spotlight to say. I'm not trying to. This is I'm not standing here saying, give yourself more grace, because it's like, I think we do a pretty good job of that. Just like on a Jordan Peterson level. It's like, if anything, I think you should like, tighten up a little bit more than just be, like looking to give yourself more grace. But you do need to give yourself grace, because if you're anxiety ridden about your failed performances, then you'll have a hard time optimizing your next performance. And we fail 90% of the time. So you got to get used to that dog. It's like the thing that I'm trying to point to is that you got to figure out how to be someone who doesn't know what they're doing, and then figure out a way to, to to care about the things you want to do and then to execute some version of an organization, of an attempt at an effort to pursue whatever it is that you've decided would be the ideal behavior that that is hard to do. It is hard to do. So you are going to figure out how to do that as part of this process. And like sometimes we struggle. Just call on the checker, mom, you know what I'm saying? So I think that that's like, what am I trying to point to exactly? Sorry, I'm doing the Jordan Peterson. What is it I'm trying to say, but it's it's just that, we I think in my own personal life, I have done a pretty good job of pursuing long enough to be able to, like, go to work and for the most part, handle all of those responsibilities and execute them in a way that, relatively impressed by day in and day out. But it took like years to be able to do that, you know, and it's the same thing with this is that sometimes it's going to take years to be able to do that well, but it's still worth the pursuit even when you're doing it at the low level. Just like just like a server, just like when you're entry level. But you're still getting through the night. Minimal errors, low carbs, making money, getting by every night, and no one's figured out your fraud yet. Those are what we all have. Imposter syndrome. Yeah, that's what that is. It's so real because we don't know the rules and we're just trying to figure this out. No, like being a Christian or like being a new server or being a new kid. It's just like, I'm not. I don't have, like, the confidence to be, like praying in front of people like that. Right? It's like it's worth trying to get there. That's what that's what I'm trying to point to is that that's the game more than anything, is doing things that you don't know how to do. It's like that requires like a child's like grace, a little bit like you don't want your kid to be, like, telling, you know, and shit. You know what I'm saying or saying. Why? Every time you tell them to do something. But like the father, the generator of your consciousness, the thing that's giving you the choices, you know? Yeah. Yeah, totally. Yeah. It's like you have to, like, kind of like, help yourself. Like, be okay with not knowing what the fuck you're doing, but, like, with the intent of trying to figure it out. Definitely. But that's part of what's going on here is that you don't know. We don't know any of this shit at all. And most of it, we're going to fail at a lot. And then there's only one Jesus Christ. But you're going to pursue a life of being Christ like. It's a difficult thing. It's a difficult thing. Picking up the trash makes no fucking sense. It makes no fucking sense to your body. Perfect sense. That's the game. That's the game. It's like a metaphysical sacrifice, a worthy sacrifice. I saw it called to me. Tangible sacrifice. I stepped on this piece of trash. The trash can was right there. It was so easy. I could have just been bank. There's so many ways you can go down what the easiest way is. You see the trash and you say, I'm on the ball, I follow slap ball. I'm gonna go pick it up right now. It's like, I feel like that's an A-plus. Like you may got the most happy or whatever, ten out of ten. But there's other times where it's like, you see it, and then you're like, I go pick that trash. But then later you see it again and you're like, man, I fucked up earlier, but I'm gonna pick it up now. It's like, that's cool, that's cool. That's like, you probably like an eight minus. We're happy with that. You made the right choice. There's other times where it's like, I want to pick up that trash. And then it kind of gnaws on you and you're like, I want to. I said it was my idea. I said I was going to do it. Maybe it's like early in this process and you're like, okay, I'm going to I'm going to do it fucking, I'm going to do it, and you're going to break my path to go back to it that that's like an eight plus, you know what I'm saying? Yeah, yeah. But it's just as good as yours is. That's great. But you did like a shitty your job more or less because like, you had to really fight it, but it was like more meaningful though. Like, that's what I'm trying to say is like, there's more. I need it now. I did it now. You know, I'm saying the the fire, the synapses shoot it to shoot it. That's the best one. That's the best one is when you're just on the like going on or just like, but it's the same feeling though, or, you know, it's like fire in the gutter. So fire in the gutter. Yes. Because of how, like, slow you're trying to try to fucking do it. Yes. But I guess what I'm trying to describe is that you're internal matrix, the way that you got to that decision place based on your feeling, based on your current position in the narrative that you're in. It's like, some of those decisions are worse than the decision. Sometimes there's better obedience calls where you're just like, I was obedient, obedient. I picked it up, I picked it up. There's other times where you, like, tugged on the leash a little bit and you peed inside, and then you picked it up. It's like, stop doing that shit, though, you know what I'm saying? And it's worthwhile to try to get into that place where you're like, nah, I just pick it up. I just pick it up. Do you feel so good? Yeah, that's a fucking good. Yeah. Like I just go to the gym. I just go to the gym. It's like I don't even think about it. It's no longer a struggle. I've been going like, six weeks now. I'm cooking like everybody wants to be in that club. Cooking. It's hard to do. You fall in and out of it. We all know that. That's what we're supposed to do with the health portion of our existence here. That's the ideal version, you know what I'm saying? Yeah. You all have to be fucking Mr. Olympia, but you gotta go up some stairs. I got to fucking hit some, I guess. Yeah. Live life will give you things. Yes, life will give you things that need to happen. Yes. That's that's that's why it's like, just listen to life. That's really one thing you could definitely do is try to just get good ears to listen to life. The call. Yeah. That will help you in this bigger game that we're talking about that is that you don't know what the fuck you're doing. You try to figure it out by getting good at listening to the things around you. You gotta start. You can start somewhere, you know, or do it. Yeah. So it's crazy to see we're like 8 or 9 years deep into branching out into this type of thinking. Jordan Peterson It was just huge. David Goggins people like theirs. And then just life itself is trying to, I guess, there's definitely utility, a lot of utility in the equipping yourself with the knowledge of reading different philosophers and reading different artists and reading different economists, whatever. Sure. And that's definitely it's nice to be able to listen. Jordan Peterson and it's like, take a lot of that in know as he's just like spin it off the top of the dome. Yeah okay. But there's something I think deeper than the information that we have out there. But we have these information that's out there. I'm so glad Jordan Peterson. People like that are like going out and trying to seek objective truth of what's happening in the, in the world. What are the embodiments we can have that result in whatever, like look at all the results and then trace back to what was the what are we doing here? And we can try to deem like, oh, that was bad, that was bad, those bad, that was good. And trying to figure out, okay, well, how do we keep it going. Good. You know, so how do we keep it going in the in that better direction? Okay. Listening to Joe and Duncan, they're talking about Genghis Khan. I was like, yo, this is ridiculous to think about. Yeah, this guy's murdering 50 million people. Yeah, in the 1200s or whatever. It's another thing they're talking about on episode 60. This. What are we talking about? It's crazy to think about change. That was on like, oh, I shouldn't do that. You know, we shouldn't point to that as the ideal. I don't yeah, that's not the ideal. Oh, you wonder why there's not a Dothraki tribe in the world. That was them, right? Just like some like that fucking crazy dude. I guess we have weapons. We don't want war all the time, but there's not, like, raiders and pillagers really anymore. Maybe like some third world countries. But as far as country and country goes, not really. Do you think that's just us pointing to, like we want several times? I think so, yeah. Objectively makes sense for sure. Why the fuck. Nah. Who just like, wants to fight something, right? You know. Right. Like that comes from somewhere else. That was the thought I had. We'll take something. Yeah. Or it's like, I think I had a thought relative to the idea of, like, something being counterfeit. So you can't have the counterfeit without the reality. Without the truth. There is no counterfeit without the truth. There's definitely, like, shit you can do that's like counterfeit. That would you think would lead to a good life you think would get you 12 points. And you're just fucking wrong, bro. Or it's like, I think I should act in this way. Say this the line of dialog act like, feed this part of the wolf. Like, go this way. Whatever's like, I don't know, being objectively rude or being. Yeah. Treating others as a not until you to others as an adult, you know what I'm saying? Come on. Like that's that's super basic. But then there's a spirit. What what animates you to not do that? That seems so like, duh. You know, it's like pain comes from somewhere and like, we're trying to express that outwards. That's like what we are. It's like the sin nature. It's like. And then that plays out in everything under the surface of like the storm right on top of, they're trying to pursue the extra mile, and it's like pursuit of the flesh, pursuit of the the trying to make it right here. Now I'm trying to have like trying to create your reality. Like too hard having to to have a white knuckle grip on the. I'm gonna do this. Yeah. I'm gonna do this shit like you can't I proper you can never properly identify the right sacrifice all the time. You can't. And that's what is asked of you. You cannot do that. That's just facts been talked about last time, bro, was we going to hit the same bedrock? I think, in a lot of these episodes, bro. Yeah, yeah, I know there's some broken records to a degree, but the broken records getting better. Yeah, we're like a broken record, but then we get, like, a little more tapped in a little bit. It's like stress is a little bit different way. But the counterfeit, you can't have the counterfeit without the reality. It's a little better record. You feel me? Yeah. It's good. Yeah. You can. They know the truth. They know the truth. We know the truth. You know these people know. You fucking know. Yeah. Watching the movie objectively, the truth exists with the right behavior and action would be. I would be. You do subconsciously want a better version of yourself. You want to be more fit, or you want to be better with your money, or you want a job, or at least this or more emotion positive or less negative emotion at a bare minimum. That's what we're all trying to do. Yeah, yeah. That's the part about yeah, yeah. Well, another thing I want to ask Genghis Khan. What the fuck are you doing? All right. Y'all like Halloween? Evil shit, I don't know. People are saying there's a lot of generals with podcasts right now, and they look at us and say, you're in the general podcast, bro. I'll see you in a thousand episodes, bitch. Oh. We'll see what you're doing in a thousand episodes. That's my fans. And for just another podcast. Guys, people with the jerseys on da bro. Yeah, for the holy boldness, bro. I know what we got. We got this fruit, bro is fucking crazy. Life is a possible thing. People would say that they're are, I guess like Justin Bieber has like a crazy life. Like they necessarily like create that or like that's just like some of the stories that were like given in, like we're living in our own story and we don't have to look at other stories and wonder if that's my story. There's a maximized version of your story based on whatever it was, whatever it has been, and it's like it still could be the best thing, craziest thing you've ever seen. And all the preceding chapters. Will they be justified and make sense towards the end? Yeah. And however you were able to determine and look at your own story in narrative and see that as what is happening, believe that is what is happening. I think that is what is happening because life will the story will give you bullshit, counterfeit, counterfeit reality. Like that's not true. That's not true. I guess I feel this fear and anxiety over this thing and it is important I need to address it. But it's not going to kill me. I will come through. I'll do the thing. I will get the ideas that will give me the results that will conquer this thing. And you fight little of those all the time. And one of them is like the health crisis or your your health crisis. It's like you are dying. You need to take care of that. Get some vitamins, make sure you don't die, eat and drink water. And and then there's like taking care of your body and like or like also the hygiene. Brush your teeth and shit your fucking mouth. Pain's a bitch. Your eyes, your eyesight. You gotta deal with that. Your fucking fingernails, your hair, your all the, you know, wash all of it, clean it. You don't have to take care of any of that. Right. But there's that's what what we're doing here as a baseline. So it's like we have to try to figure out what we're going to do going forward that direction. And then also everything else. I forgot where I started with that. It's okay. Well, swinging for the fences on this episode, bro. That's cool. That's cool. I've been an expert, tolerable on this counterfeit. It's counterfeit there. So it's not true to reality. And what is the true reality? That it's like that because that Jesus came down and died. We can feel like we can. We can do this fucking. We can fight this thing and win whatever the thing is that causes you to not pick up the second piece of trash, or at least a piece of trash that's like right there for you. It's like super easy to watch something that you could do, that you would do, that you can do, like right now say, fuck it. Okay, I could do I can fit this into the schedule, I can make this happen. And I'm not losing too much of my baskets over my baskets. Oh, nothing over the I, I think everyone's going through this all the time. Yes. Constantly. Yes. And some people have learned to ignore their call. Some people are embracing more than others. I think the Christlike nature of our God to do this. The thing is just to be authentic, authentically yourself and organic long enough for that thing to mature and ripen into something that can navigate through the world is what the fuck is happening here. And I think we get a little access to see the strings that are pulling us when we get on those super mega multivitamins, and it puts you into that. Like, what's controlling me? Like what's influencing me? Like, what do I need to, like, address through action or through what needs to be? Yeah. What needs to be done next. It's like then you're like, back in the story. You're like, oh shit, this is something happening coming down or being projected through. This is the result of another process that's ongoing. And we're trying to look at that ongoing process is produced producing this ongoing moment process. And it's like the thing that's generating the moment. I feel like kind of see it generating the moment. Am I trying to figure out how those gears are turning and that like, like God is the thing literally by definition, is the thing outside of your conceptualization of how whatever your limit is, it's like, oh, you can't, you can't like the the video game characters are not going to question the fucking creator of the video game, right? I guess I do like Black Mirror and shit, you know? Right. These ways, that idea. Rick and Morty gets some crazy ideas with it too. Yeah, there's no strict representation of what's going with God, you know, the beginning of or I guess it's VR. God is beginning wisdom. But wrestling with them, right? What's the right thing to do here? How can I make this better? At least this. Year. And then what do you determine? Makes it? What is your definition of what's more positive emotion. And maybe those things that are giving you a positive emotion because you can't be just giving kids sodas and candy all the time. So then you got a battle with that, right? And the negative emotions like, the squats are going to fucking hurt. It's going to be awkward at work. And I can I'm going to be literally hindered. I pull my back on Thursday, do some fucking deadlifts. And it was a bitch to drive to work. So sorry bro, I gotta, I gotta say like I gotta attach like like this is better at least that, you know. Yeah. Or less negative emotion. You know, it's it's like obviously pain or suffering. What's understanding the solid ground is like discipline. But it's like discipline is painful. But it's freedom. But it's not freedom. Freedom is freedom. This one's freedom. And again, that we're playing this convoluted and difficult to understand, where people constantly burn their hands on the hot kitchen stove. And you're doing. I think you're doing a great job of looking at the gears that are generating. The reality is like a farther down, leveled up version of like trying to play a wise game, trying to play your best game. It's like playing. Playing your best game can be you fucking up 100,000 times. At some point. You have to like, try to express some wisdoms like, why am I fucking up so much? It's like, what? What is it that I'm not understanding? And then it go from like the second dimension to the third dimension of like I'm not very disciplined. It's like, that's like a philosophy. That's like a theoretical thing. It's like you have money, you spend money, you have groceries. Like those are tangible. It's like, but the way that you spend the money is undisciplined. It's like, the fuck does that mean? You know what I'm saying? Like, you have to, like, wrap your head around, like a third, like a third dimension. What I'm trying to say, like an abstract thought. And then. And then apply that in some way, try to figure that out. That's also difficult to, like, apply like kill that thing or how do I how do I beat that thing? Right now I have to fight a dragon on top of just like understanding that there's a dragon in the first place. That's like burning down the village of your life. It's like, fuck that, that. That's just a lot. That's a lot, but that's life. That's what's going on here. This is happening. Yeah. So. So you've done a great job of like, realizing you're like an Oculus Rift. You need to understand abstract concepts and then like, develop some kind of gear to take into these dragon fights with you, and then you're like, slaying a lot of dragons. It's like, Holy shit, this guy's killing somebody. Even though there's dragons, though, it's a fucking crazy, bro. It's got fucking bodies in the garage. Yeah, yeah. It's like it's a lot of dragon scale stuff. Yeah. So that's the fight. Because once you decide to do the extra mile, that's that's what it is. A spirit of doing the extra mile by your own definition, in your own story. And then the thing that stops you from doing that. Because why is anyone trying to fight anything, you know, why are we not just all chill and try to make everything better for everybody? You know, we get convince the stuff we get convince the stuff because we can talk, because we communicate with people, try to manipulate us. Yes. Yeah. I guess the Duncan and Joe we're talking about this, alluding to it, the idea of, like, demons and Joe's like, I'm not sure about demons exactly, but there are definitely evil thoughts that evil thoughts and thought patterns. So evil mind our brains and then our minds, evil mind energies that can infiltrate us and then make us act something out that we would determined to be heinous based on the golden rule of I wouldn't want that to happen to me or to anyone that I care about, you know? So it's like, what? Yeah, there's something there that producing in hit or in that inhibiting whatever. Like infiltrating. Yeah. Yes. I think part of it's like the malfunction of a brain sometimes like sin. Yeah. Whatever that means. I don't know what it means. Right. Sin. Yeah. Like the thing that separates us from the moment. We call it sin. Just not hitting the mark, not being able to identify the proper sacrifice that is better for you. And then all the concentric social circles based on your health, wealth, love and happiness, based on trying to help other people with that. You can't do it. Some people again, like a fuzed at home. Oh God. Yeah. So that makes it hard to like think about abstract thoughts. So why things aren't going well. I think that's like because I was thinking about, like, a school shooter is like, oh, the Asos Christian, the manifestos for some of these school shooters or like the Oklahoma City Bombers, it's like it points to like a similar buildup of resentment and then this resentment becoming something that makes them they they hate other people and their ability to enjoy life. And with their resentment, it results in them wanting to do something demonstrative to like, make these people suffer and take as many people out with them as they go. And then they almost always kill themselves while they're doing it. And it's like very, like predictable. So a pattern. Yeah. Of like recognizable pattern of thought behavior that leads to action. Right. Like the most horrific and the most heinous. Right. But but it's it's a recognizable pattern. So it's almost like if you play this game shitty, there's like a roll you can hit where it's like, if you make all of these choices in the book, you'll end up like shooting up a school. Most of us don't have those, right? Most of us are getting abused as kids, I don't think. And so that's going to help us stay away from some of the neuroses that get into the brain, that start leading you down those paths to to being so resentful towards people. It's like, my babies never met a dog that made her afraid. Yeah, but dogs can be scary. Very much so. But she proactively right now isn't going to grow up afraid of dogs. Which means that there's a whole list of phobias that aren't going to be like one door away because of that. But that then flip that into a kid who's been abused. It's like doors start coming closer that aren't even open to us, to start traveling down, that end up like I hate people. And and you see happiness. This is bad. Yeah. This whole thing is bad. Creation itself. Right, right. All of it. It's a spiritual genocide. Why creates that an urge to do it in the first place. You know, where does it come from? It's like, it's our nature. That's what I'm trying to say. It's in there innately. Yes, it's in there innately to decide. Fuck this game. I want to hurt as many people as I can and and the most demonstrative and brutal way I can. It's like, fuck you. The most undeserving people. Yeah, bro. It's so it's fucked up. It's like, that's that's the worst of it, that's for sure. That's evil. Right? Right. That's all we're talking about. Let's try to discern how do we become evil? Where'd that come from? This is there. That is this. This is part of the game. And this is part of the game. It's a spirit of Cain, man. Like it's part of the game is is part of the structuring behind being a human. All that hygiene and body shit I was talking about like, that's the human. And then we have now we I guess the evolution of the whatever doesn't fucking matter. Whatever the history books have said to a degree, as far as maybe just looking at it to try to figure out how to not perform atrocities, but as far as like what's going on right now, like all you have is right now, regardless of if we were, evolutionarily developed into this way, to have this current consciousness, imagination and memory, it's like those things are fucking crazy and they separate us crazy. And our communication, all this shit's fucking wild. I don't know about aliens. I throws a whole nother fucking wrench into the mix. That's that's a whole another subject. But at least as far as we're concerned, we are just human beings, a part of it being the human being, animal portion of you is that you are an evil thing by nature. You are a killer. Like a lion is a killer. It's like we don't sound like negative to a degree, but it could be if like, you see lines like fucking up a whole bunch of, like, baby cubs. So there's like, who attack who's it's funny that there's a line there, there's a line we'll draw. But what we're okay with as far as edible behavior, that's not how a lion kills ten deer. He's a savage. That's some brute shit. So if he comes, he's a psychopath. Psychopath? Go put a line down. I can't fucking do it. So. The. Yeah. There's that. There's a where? There's an animal where a killer. We're a sinful creature by nature. The way that beavers build dams, we we rebel against the creation. The fucking, Yeah. This is what we do here. I'm not sure why. It doesn't matter, I guess. I don't know that that's a that's another conversation for a deeper time. Probably. We talk about this for the rest of our lives. Yeah. It's like asking why the basketball courts in the square? Why do I exist? Like. Yeah, yeah, I don't think it matters. Well, why do you exist? Does matter. It matters so much. Yeah, but like how you have no control over control. Your controllables kid attitude and effort, kid. That's all you got. Attitude and effort, kids. Take this. That's it. Think this. Yeah, man. And your attitude is what determined based upon the mental or the fucking demonic forces and principalities that go beyond your comprehension of what is happening. So like the energy you bring to the to the what's going on to what you're doing, it's attitude. Right? Yeah. What do you think is happening right here? And what's my how do I what kind of character am I? What happens in the story. Yeah. Well you can conceptualize who you are and your character and be that character. But I guess if you if you want to be like a happy person or, upbeat person, you would have to be bringing that. You have to choose to do it, you know, choose to do it. Yeah. I don't know if we're trying to be a type of person like that, but I do think that you want to bring your best attitude, like the best attitude you could bring to that, like open, receptive, down to down to go down to work down to do the thing. Yeah. Really trying to win but not crying if you lose. Yeah, right. There's a way to lose with Grace. Yeah. I'm gonna take the 40 niners and the three is fine on the chin. I can lose this game, or I'm just figuring out life here. But it's like knowing, like, you're kind of. You're kind of tapping into some shit right here. This is going wild. So. Okay. Versus see what happens versus the season doesn't really matter. It's just it's just life. It's just fucking life. It's awesome. And we're doing that with like and I was I go to this college, I go to these classes. So I like yeah the attitude like what kind of student, what kind of husband am I. What kind of father am I? You know, you're able to give yourself more. Oh, that's another thing that David Goggins taps into is the cookie jar. You can't live there. It's a cookie jar. But you can go there when you're, like in the middle of taking someone's soul. And it's like, how do I like, how do I keep going? So because you're the person who keeps going, like, here's like an example of you doing the thing in a different metaphysical, abstract way, but it represents the idea of the embodiment of the hero who does the thing that is like deemed really hard to do with the dragon that's really big to slay. And you go and you do it and you win and you fucking, you did this thing, you did this thing. But then ultimately, even with job, it's like, why job is so beautiful? Because he's like doing that properly. And the devil's like, I bet if you take that away and give him all else, he only loses. He's going to forsake you. And he's like, no, he won't because he doesn't care. He doesn't care about what he can produce. He knows that he's there's no you can't you can't break. You can't break the trust in the faith. That's like what he's like the most personally, like the highest example of the exemplar of the most highest utmost faith, in the most dire circumstances. Besides, Jesus pretty much is like job's role in the Bible, as far as I can tell, and haven't even read it. But I know, like, that's like a David and Goliath, like Adam and Eve, like a trope, a typical story of one of the Bibles that everyone knows about. Job gets fucked. Like I just what kind of happens. Yeah, I don't know much more than that. But he doesn't lose faith. That's like the based on the fucking stack in the weeks and getting the good shit and having the good body, and then you can fucking get hit with cancer or they get hit with a fucking die in a car accident, super physical, like ultramarathon runner, whatever. Or like, not even like that dire. But it's like, break your leg or some shit, whatever. You know what I'm saying? Yeah. It's like it doesn't matter. Like playing football, bro. I'm telling you, you're gonna get hurt playing. You're fighting in UFC. Like you're gonna get hurt, but you're you're fucking just like I'm doing this, man. This is worth my sacrifice over time. Yeah, for whatever reason. Yeah, I think, well, job no. Two, it's like the positive feedback loop is very real. He was extremely blessed. Someone who's experiencing a blessed life. Yeah. And I think from objective standards, his blessings were probably a reflection of his faith on some level. In my mind, that's kind of like, well, because the devil pointed it out backwards. He's like, he is so faithful because he has blessings. And I think there's a natural reciprocated there. I mean, it's a spirit of Cain, right? And then the spirit of Abel is is it's brother. And I'm saying that to say you could translate across to say, like the reason he is blessed is because he's faithful. And I'm not saying that like you will be financially. I don't think job points to financial blessings from faith, but I think that that's kind of like you'll be taken care of. That's what you're reading. You know what I'm saying? Yeah. And so then he's like, if you he wouldn't be so faithful if he didn't have all his blessings. So that's part of like what I think I'm reading is that job knew how he got those blessings. He knew why his life was good. He had that relationship where he was able to understand wisdom in a way where it's like it's just faith. It's like, I don't need to go out there and try to figure out, how do I make $1 million? I just need to do what I'm supposed to do with the right spirit and let my attention and God's blessings come into my life be open to that. You know, how can I achieve abundance? And it's like abundance is just like your definition of better like this. What is your this? If I at least have these things and he's like, not put the bells and whistles on that as like just keep it the full core core foundation, keep it some core shit. It's like if I just have these things, like, my family's good. I got to maximize my contribution. If I make sure, like we're taking care of, we're doing the thing, I'm making the right sacrifices, so I'm fucking the fruit of that. If you're doing it properly and truly and you know it, you know when doing your best to do your best and that's and then it gets a mental fucking warfare and then you're. And then gear up soldiers like that. That's what we're battling here. That's where we got to. It gets crazy. It gets a little deep. Yeah. Where am where am I in that process? What controls this physical output in my determination of like, I'm not going to go that way because I don't want to do that. I don't want to ask that question. I don't want to know. I'm I'm gonna I'm gonna fucking turn fire some of these hard ones, you know? Yeah. If you fucking do, you aura in your life or I want to walk with aura Dog. That's how you get or anoint. That's how you get anointing. That's how you get like hold. That's that's how you can be somebody. That's how you can sleep at night. That's how you it will soothe your physiology so you can reduce anxiety, legitimately have better heart health, have better posture, like, true confidence can come from that place. It's like a breeding ground for these, like genuinely amazing things comes from this place of having the the mental warfare of of doing it, of doing everything that you said you were going to do to sleep. That's what it comes down to, because you get to determine it. Right. And when you know that you did it all and you're like, oh, that hour hard today, you sleep so fucking good and you sleep so good, your anxiety level goes down. You are prepared. You know you're prepared. It's like though, that's a different life. You're a different person. You're different person. Yeah. What am I going to do today? It's like we're all asking that question every single day. And then we do things on the physical, tangible surface level and then like, it's like what? What mental you think, what mental synapses am I going to fire today? It's like, you're just fucking going to go live your life, you know, and then you don't see or the situation presents itself as like, I could choose the upper path to the ideal version. Let me make the proper sacrifice, make the able sacrifice with the job, heart and intention and knowing and faith that it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter. But then you know what determines if I'm doing the right sacrifice? We've been talking about this whole podcast. Yeah, it you can't determine. It's, determinable. God, I'll tell you what it is. And then you get used to best golden rule. Yeah. Don't fuck people over. Right. Or sinful creatures or fucking monkeys with super brains, I guess. I don't know, I'm not going to tell anybody that. I don't get to tell anybody. Don't rob people, bro. I actually we don't like that in the society. It's actually rude when you rob people. It's like, did you know? You know what I'm saying? Then it comes down to you. You got to do what you got to do. You know? That's just bullshit. You know? That's some bullshit, like, I guess. Yeah, ideally. And, never. Come on. How we got to that point yet? What it is, it's like as a society, how have we gotten to that point, you know, how how have we not? It's like, come on, man, it feels like an easy, yeah, easy thing to accept here. I think if you still when like if you still. Yeah. This is like on the office. I think it's still a loaf of bread to feed your family. Yeah, yeah. They make you a bad person. It's like it's not the right thing to do. But do you have to sometimes. Do you have to do the things that are not the right thing to do? Yes, definitely. That's being a human. You constantly do that. And the gamble is that because what's the alternative? You steal the bread or you go to the person who owns the bread and you say the truth. Hey, is there anything I could possibly do to get that loaf of bread? We're starving. Yes. And having faith that the response from life will be, I got you. Yes, yes. Honesty is like a super. That's a good one. Answer to should I do the wrong thing here? It's like, no, you should just be honest and said, it's like the thing that's making you try to finesse and try to work for it. I'm willing to do, like, what do you need me to do? Like, I'll. I'll do something. It kind of has what what what what I got, like what I got to do here. Right? I think it's being humble. Maybe it's like, I'll work for it. Yeah, I know that. I'm not. I don't deserve to get it for free. I'm not like, I'm not, you know, asking for a handout and ungracious way. It's like I work for it, you know, I think that's. Yeah, I'm happy being humble. I'm trying to figure out what trait that would be. But regardless, what are we saying? Those are good that that help you do what? Not stealing a bread. Oh yeah. Yeah. Is that wrong. So yeah. But yeah I think on core level we all know it's not the right thing to do. But that doesn't necessarily mean I think we know that there's two options. Yeah, that's also part of it too. You gotta believe that Will telling the truth will come through. You gotta believe that pursuing and telling the truth will come through and feed your family. Yeah, like Tim Tebow level faith. Tim Tebow is that level faith, bro. Whenever you told me that on that one podcast, I was like, yo, that is fucking insane. Yeah, that is crazy amounts of faith. It's like, hey, I'm gonna give all of my money away. Now we don't have any money for food. All right, guys, like, that's a different level of like, I'm putting the Browns in the power. Yeah, I know the 1 in 15. Yeah, don't worry about it, kids. I bet the house on it. Oh, no. We provided again. Like, it was like, oh my God, there it is. Why do I keep doubting that? Or like I don't know, because I don't have access to see it all the time. I could see it in glimpses. I could see in and months and weeks of I do my fucking best. It's just our nature to constantly forget, pull away from that and be fearful. That's why it's important to go to church weekly because part of that is a ritual to keep our charcoal hot. It's just like okay everybody here, we're still on mission, we're still on path and we're still doing Jesus. We're still like you need to be reminded. You need to get your charcoal hot again. So you go back in the week because it's trying to cool off all week long with a Bible study on Wednesday, or you're looking to have a conference on Tuesday, you can, like, keep it hot. And I think that's what ultimately makes you melt through difficult tasks. Receive circumstance. Exactly. Yeah. Like, oh, I gotta go to the gym. I got a daycare and I gotta figure out a grocery. I'll have any food prepped and I need to be able to make food. It's like, I think you're spiritual. When your spiritual charcoal is high, you're just like, it's different because you're really on task. You're really, like, on mission. Yeah, it translates like that. All those things that are all the time, like church is about life. Church is in a TV show about fantastical things. It's like you're there for like, it's your life. All these lessons are for your life. So then when you go into your life, you're like, well, I was just talking about all that's I guess I care about this. I guess I give a fuck, but that's like, yeah, because you have to eat the fruit. You better give a fuck, otherwise you gonna be eating shitty fruit. That was like the great question from the beginning of the podcast. And I'm like, do people give a fuck? Like, well, anyway, it goes to church. Claims that they do. Yes, that's what we're talking about there. It's worth it to, to pursue the path of trying to be a good person. Bare minimum golden rule I think you just have a story. It's like an obligation. Like God wants you to fulfill the story he made for you. It's like what's going on here. So if you're not doing that, he's kind of like propelling you to do that, you know? So I also want to propel you to do that. It's like that's what we're doing here. In case you didn't know, it's like you have a story for you and you got to pursue it. And it's difficult and hard and it's predicated on stuff that only you can discern, like what your best is. Only you could discern that. So you gotta find your story, find the narrative of your life based on like, your parents and what happened to you and where you're at. It's like, can you how did you get here? And then how do you feel about that? And then where do you want to be? And then Jesus Christ will get you there. What can I do today right now to help me get there a little bit. Definitely. That's all you got. And that's all there ever be. And build out your week and that's all you can do. Build out your week. Start it with church or into a church whatever however you want to say that. Yeah, yeah. Perceive that it's that galas build it around that. Right. That is the rock, you know, saying know that we are the church. That's a pastor. I was kind of talking about like a the idea of like, the church is going to be or in the rapture or whatever. It's like the church capital C church is like, where are we all people who are doing this thing, showing up, saying, I give a fuck, and who really do give a fuck and who won't be turned away and say, I never knew you like we will disappear or whatever the scriptures exactly say, you know. But yeah, like the we're doing, we're trying to build it around that. It's like your week is either ends with Sunday or starts with Sunday. Regardless. So I guess that's as far as we can get spirit in in the moment. Just do it. Try to know your story. Yeah. You're talking about identifying your story, breaking it down like the past authoring Jordan Peterson recommends right. And then trying to figure out how did I get here, like grade school, middle school, high school, whatever. Like how were the epochs he talks about, like pockets of time that are formative years or like what happened in your story, like your chapters, and then try to figure it out and reconcile with that. That's where the super mega multivitamins come into play sometimes a lot of the times, and then you're able to reconcile with that and then build your story out more consciously. Intentionally knowing what happened or like being able to because Jordan Peterson talks about it as such, like that. If you're able to think about or if thoughts from more than 18 months or a year ago, three years ago or whatever, like are still pulling you back, like emotionally, then there's like a part of you back there, like a part of your than thinking we're talking about earlier the mental principality, emotional place, fucking demonic force, a place that's going on here. That is our mind. Like that place part of the or charging power or part of your energy unit. So what we're talking about are like, not there anymore. They're back and you can gain you can always get them back because like, what gives you the ability to like, forgive or to forgive pretty much and be like, give yourself the grace you're talking about. It's like, because Jesus died for me to be able to say that, yes, I can do that. Right? Right. The Holy Spirit says, like raised him from the dead is the same thing, generating your entire experience. It's like, I can forgive you for this. What can you build now going forward? Right. It's like, it's so daunting to try to build anything worthwhile. And it's like, it doesn't matter, because either way, you're building something. And what are you building your altar to? Like, you're doing something right now. We are. We give the daily sacrifices our time. We're all using time. What are you using your time for? Towards? Yeah. What do you think is helping a good use of time? Yeah. My sister saw me the day she said she woke up. And the first thing she heard was something like, none of this is worth it. Like this energy exchange about to go make. Not worth it. It's game sucks. And then she was like, that's a bad thought. I don't want to have thoughts like that, you know? Like, maybe I'm just being kind of, like, bitchy and tired, and I don't want that to be how I start my day. Let me go try to start my day better. But I'm like the, the, the presupposition was, I mean, that's pretty poignant. I think a lot of people can resonate with that. Then I'm like, I felt that this game sucks. I want, it's daunting. Yeah, I gotta take care of all of these things. There's not enough time to do all of these things. I need to do. It's simply not enough time to do the things that we need to do. Oh, would you like more time, please, lover, you should get more sleep. You get less time. Never. We lose eight hours. Five. Six. Seven. Eight, nine. Ten hours. Whatever. You're sleeping, girl. We lose some of it. You have to go or you'll die. Oh, you know what the fuck? If you want to optimize your life, what you should do is lose the most time you can just go nonstop all the time. Don't sleep. Work. No, no. Go. Oh, sorry. I'm said you should get a good night's sleep. Which if you want to maximize the time. Yeah, which means you would lose the most time that you could lose. But to to optimize your life in your day, I think you should get like, the most. If you can get maybe like 10 or 11 hours, but, like, you know, once you fall, there's a, there's a equilibrium and a harmony, a balance here, a line we're trying to walk. It's not like a it's like a straight narrow. It's like, oh, it was easy to fall off either side. Yeah. It's like hard. It's fucking just tightrope that shit know how it fucking take roll. That's life science. But yeah, you would think oh so hard a fucking tightrope I can't take row forever. It's like, no you can, you can do it. You can't ever. You can't do worse off. No. Yeah, but there's a net. There's a net. And yeah, you don't have to do it by yourself. That's the crazy part you have. You have the bar or whatever. You know what I'm saying? You're Jiminy Cricket, the thing that weighs out the decisions. And what determines what's better for you and all the concentric circles of society. We're all trying to do that. The aliens come, or we get so fucked up that Jesus comes back. I don't know what's going to happen. Something's going to happen, though, or I'll walk on that tightrope. And that's what this podcast is about. You feel me? Look to Tara. Well, if I will explain the podcast every episode, I think that's what the podcast is. Just explaining the podcast. It's talking about what we're talking about. Was anyone talking about we're all doing shit, bro, because yeah, I'm not even like, there are people who have the social because we're just talking and it's but it's different. There's something going on where I listen to other people talk all the time. Jordan Peterson and like, there's some people who just talk and they encapsulate you or a story that's encapsulate you and it takes you and it makes you feel like it's points to truth, whatever that is. Good fruit, whatever that is. And you're able to try to ingest some of that information. So but there's some people who have this, the social quirk of like talking too much or trying to take up too much of the light or the like. I'm not. I literally do podcasting. But like this, we have to I have to carve out the time for this because life is so damn demanding. I wish we could just do this all the fucking time and like, just figure out how. However you can offer your value. Like people who take take care of cars. It's like if if all I had to do was take care of cars, like this shit would be like, my life would be so fucking tight. Yeah, it was so fucking tight. If you could turn your work into where you find fulfillment, that's a pretty fucking great recipe. Because, say, happiness one, you save a lot of time. Otherwise you're gonna have to work and then go bowling. It's like if you if you became a professional bowler, you you know what I'm saying? You get the you get more time because it's like your work is fulfilling. Yeah. Like more of a demand item. Everyone's got the fucking. What we're also suggesting in this podcast that everyone has their own personal one of those your mechanic or your fucking podcaster, your I guess musician right. Jimi fucking Hendrix. Come on nuts. Artist. The best professor. Whatever. What helps you in the world and makes money? Yeah. The thing that ikigai. I think whatever you're saying. Yeah. I don't want to do that. You see any funny shit this week, bro? Do you have any fucking. That's actually more what I would. That's a better question. I really care about what's going on in the world too much. Now I just, the counter counterfeit thought an extra mile. Thought definitely prevalent on the mind in the fucking 12 point week, bro. Banger. Banger. Come on, I don't know, I don't want to be around stuff like that. I'm not like, I hope I beat your mama fantasy, but, like, I kind of hope Baker Mayfield doesn't have a great night. You never know. But you never know. Never knows anything. What can I get the fantasy going to football's good cults, Super Bowl party or what? Bro. Colts are looking to the fucking moon hammer the Colts, dude. 2025 Colts looking defy looking defy. Lube. Trying to think of us some funny things. Funny things I don't know, man. Seen. I'll bet I'll say it now. I was talking about social quirks. People. People who just be, like, talking to you. You know, this fucking. So what's going on with you? I got some stuff going on. It's pretty great. My fruit. I got some good fruit. I got a fucking vineyard, bro. Well, I'll taste. I don't own one. This one's delicious. The finish on this. Oh my God, I wish you could fucking. But you'll never. We can never. Because like that's just like part of the barrier of what separates us for separated. Don't forget that, I'm getting different wine than you. Why. That's why it's good, man. It's fucking. It's like. Oh, that's, part of social manipulation. And then they get to like, oh, how do you get that kind of fruit? Or like, how do you get that kind of result, like via my fucking 12 week program for nine, nine, 99999? Yeah. You know, that's that is amazing. I, I just think I'm just too base for that shit, bro. Like, fuck. I had that thought the other day. It's like, that's great. That's great. But then if you like, interact with somebody. And that's what I was talking about as well. If you come into contact with someone who is giving you like does have me watching them enjoy their wine and they're like, that looks good. How did you get your wine? Like such? And they're like, oh yeah, like instilled some of these core axioms. I thought about these things. I acted on these actions. I start doing these things. And now, like, I feel like, yeah, things are going fucking pretty great, man. Like, okay, I use that in my brew, I got you. Let me see. You got what? Yeah. What? Cowboys and the two cowboys are the two to say let's go. The Cowboys and the two. I do like them. Was that America's team? Well yeah. Well you're right. It was like, saw it like. That's a good fucking pick, friend. I can't tell you why, but the Cowboys cover this weekend. Yeah. The fucking I had the real you get glimpses. We get glimpses. Yeah. Glimpses. Sometimes we can do the right sacrifice. And like, we can objectively say that was the right sacrifice I fucking did. Yeah, that was a good day. I did that shit. I wasn't perfect, but I was pretty darn close. I did pretty good. And there's times where I swear I'm a sketchy detective dude. It's just like there's one part of a true detective where he's driving down the road and he's just, like, been kind of describing that he goes zones out sometimes, and he's in trances, and he just drive in his car and he's like, in a fucking trance. And he's just like, he gets psychedelic hallucinations intermittently as part of his life because of an accident he had. So that's just like this person just trips all the time. It's all just driving and tripping. And he's just like, it's. I was full circle, man. That was sick. Go around it a long enough. Way around a side. You back where you started. And I was just like. But that energy right there, that's like the coolest thing is the where when I'm like a man, it's something about America. It's the 40 Niners, it's the Eagles, it's the Patriots. It's it's real America centric. I'm like, what's the fucking fourth one now? I was like, I couldn't figure it out. And then the next day you were like Cowboys America's team. I was like, that shit, bro. That shit. That was the answer to the week this week. That was the answer. And it's like that is so far from fucking football, bro. Like, I'm not that it's so and indiscernible and I, I kind of pride myself in being someone or like if you ask me who what my favorite TV show is. That's a good question. My favorite TV show is True Detective, because there's a part of my personality that kind of wants to be able to do that, that wants to be able to sit in the car and be in a psychedelic place and say, now that ain't what happened in cowboy. I don't think it's right. I think we're wasting our damn time. I don't I don't feel work out Cowboys in the two cowboys and turn our turn around. We're turning around. Yeah, yeah. And like right on that. Yeah. And you can get there somehow I don't, I don't know it's like letting go completely. It's like I don't know shit. Yeah. No. Yeah yeah yeah yeah I love it with the football analogy. It's so simple so direct. The eagle will tell you like, I know these things are true. Eagle death will show you how little you know. And then show you what is there, what's actually there that you're not fabricating. Had a drink, some shitty wine. It's like, how am drinking the shitty wine? What the. What's going on in my vineyard, then? You. I tend to it. I mean, I tend to like that verb tend tend to, you know, tend to it. Oh. Oh, man. Yeah. That, that's that's something we all, we're all doing. We're all doing, man. Well, you said earlier, there's people all the time trying to be like, my grapes are the best grapes. This, this sip. I got a big grapes. You run into those people, though, who do give you some information, then you use it, and then you're like, that was awesome. Yeah, like that was cool. Thanks for that. And however you express that, you don't say that to them. Sometimes you do. Sometimes you see JVP and you're going to cry. If I see him in person, I might go, oh my God, I might just cry. I'll try to have people some influence you or people who, like, give you that feeling of like, you've given me better fruit, like David Goggins and JB, kind of who I'm talking about. There are a lot of other people who have positive influence. Joe Rogan has interviews, a lot of people who do that. It's kind of what you're doing. Who interesting. Do you ever wonder if Jordan Peterson and JVP are like false prophets? Jordan Peterson, who, like I was pastor Ed, was talking about, there's going to be like teachers and instructors. I mean, like, he's like, Christ. Yeah. So then I'm like, well, I follow people that aren't necessarily like, I also follow Jesus, but I also follow, like Jordan Peterson, David Goggins, as long as we don't put them above. Yeah, right. Jesus. And don't idolize them. I guess is the thing to do. But it's just hard. They are my rock stars. Yeah. They're going to overwhelmingly overwhelm me emotionally if I meet them. You know, it's like when I met Linkin Park when I was a little kid, I was like, I couldn't speak. And then, like, bridge was telling us about Lily when she met Michael Taff, the safety for you. She just, like, doesn't remember it. Like, you buy that, like, too much overload, bro. It's like we can't socialize it. Sometimes it's boom. It's like, that was such a crazy time. That was awesome. That's a great day. That's a there's a little too much, but it's as long as you don't make them your god like idolatry. It's like what the, you know, type of sin would be like anything that's tangible. I think this is this is no good. Like, I think I love my dad, but I don't think I come close to putting him in the idolatry circle. I think it's probably similar with Jordan Peterson. I do say, like, Jerry, you would say this if you get. Yeah, you could say, like my dad would say this, you know, like you gotta take you got to take that. But also you can't you also have to be receptive to the idea that, like, I can't one I shouldn't just take everything, everyone says or like anyone really like whoever I'm trying to get information from or get influenced from, or who's my teacher, what tree my from, what's the determining, what's my actions? And I guess I'm proposing that I say, Jordan Peterson, I've listened to some of his information and acted it in my own way, my own life, and I've gotten better wine from it. Yeah. I was like, thank you for that. Like, that's real. That is fucking real. That is valuable. That is valuable. Thank you for that value you've added to my life. You've made you help me tip the scales a little bit and then to. Fuck, I lost it. Proposing that seeing him. You don't have to. Oh, yeah. Always in that pursuit of being able to take that information from him. You can't take anyone. Anything anyone says at full face value. Because at least in part because everyone's not you and everyone is different. Everyone has their own unique story, but it is worthwhile to see someone who might have some sort of like it's some one of his other rules to I talk to everybody as if or be open to the idea, as if everyone could teach you or something. Someone has. Everyone has information, access to information that you don't know. It's like, that's what your wisdom is. What's the thing that gives you a better fucking line? It's like, damn ten the garden, bro, to the best of your ability. And oh, that's another thing Joe and I were talking about. Duncan was saying a quote fucking profound, like ten. The part of the garden you can touch. Yeah, yeah. That's it. It starts with one piece of trash. Yeah. You have to do it every day. Your house so has the same two starts with one corner of the room, one wiping of the countertops, one fucking little run of the dishes, a little trash at the restaurant. The restaurants are fucking easiest. It's so easy. And he has walk in my room, was walking to work. I was walking outside, walk into the gym. Being at the gym, he's picking up. Wherever you are, try to make it a little bit. Yeah, better, better, whatever that is. So on. We're looking for better. We want better. Okay. At least this or more blessings in less pain. Look, I could use figure out a way to turn the pain into blessings. It's like, oh, that's magical. I can't do that. Yeah, I can just hope to get myself in a position where I can see that story and make sense. I was like, oh, that's awesome. You see that? I'm good with that. I'm good with that good movie. Bravo. That's a life well lived. Well, you got to learn to appreciate that because that's the ultimate outcome. Not a Malcolm is a beautiful like a you gotta appreciate it like a book or a movie or like a song. It's like you're appreciating that it's beautiful, even if it's not necessarily how you thought it would be. Or like, it's not all, well, blowjobs, margaritas. Yeah, I like pops of blowjobs. Blog readers on the beach. Yeah, like I have a lollipop and a blowjob. Yeah, that's not beautiful. That's the quality. Go off. He goes crazy quaffing nasty with it. Yeah, that's the eagle quote fade or whatever. I was just talking about cloud Feet. Yeah, that's the fake. The fake grapes are the, the fucking the fake the the counterfeit, the counterfeit, the counterfeit. What's it? Counterfeiting. The truth of what? You would really, really feel the most like. Just in life. You know what I'm saying? Your spirit. Yeah. Yeah. Like meaning overwhelm. Emotion. So happy is crying joy. Tears of joy. Max. Boom. All the way on a dow. Yeah. That's just how you can't do it all the time. They gotta build your life around something. I think the churches are something you can get. Your time is a flat circle around that at your best. Just try to do a good week. Try to put in a good week. And we're talking about on the last podcast, fucking Gold Nugget. Don't sacrifice a week for the day. You can have a couple bad days. Give yourself the grace you have to because you just can't do. You literally can't do it. We're going to fuck up all the time. It's hard, it's hard. You could do your best though, and you could have an objectively like, I did my best, I did it, I fucking did it. I hit the I hit the mark or at least got really close to the bullseye is way better than the fucking what I've been doing. Okay, now here we go again. There's like, no, no, hold on, let me see what's going on here. And then you hit it and you're like, oh, fuck it. Or you get close closer once you become. Yeah, I was talking about people don't consciously make their fucking like, what am I doing here? Okay, I'm doing this. But even your the best people who are doing this. It's like eventually has like oh okay, you're trying to create an outcome. But like the outcome that it's best for you is you don't even know. We don't even know. Right? Cause we're limited. Right? But you can have a relationship with the master of outcomes. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I bet you. Yeah, yeah. You're playing that outcome. Yeah. Now I'm throwing it out there on this one better. I'm trying to keep trying to, like, find a space to say something funny, but it's just like, not the vibe. I was talking about. Her comedy kind of get you, like, if you're a comedian, you can talk about this stuff. And it's not like you're trying to be an expert. If you make a jokes in between, it's like knowledge is funny. But that's kind of what we're doing. Yeah. For sure. For sure. It's definitely murder. We're just not like technically comedians. But I think it's still like a comedy podcast. Yeah. What we're thinking about that as people like working with people like people have different weird social tendencies. Like, what are you going to do whenever we're whenever I see you drinking your wine, you know, saying you're always drinking it, but like, then I see you drinking it. It's different now. You're being observed drinking your wine. It's like adds an extra level at layer. I don't know what your wine's a metaphor for. Your life outcome, your fruit. You're right. But oh, I when I was talking about trying to explain, like you are doing something that you don't know how to do, and that's part of what's going on here, is like eventually you learn how to be observed as a person. So like I would I would say like a really well mature rounded out and your whole person would be able to like, be observed, just like enjoying their life. And it's not weird for them, you know what I'm saying? Yeah, yeah, 100%. But then I would say, whenever you're a kid, you're super shy and nervous, at least a little more, some somewhere than others, but it's totally more understandable. So yeah, in terms of generations will make you more nervous and other ones for like no reason. And you got to learn how it is childish because. Yeah, yeah, 100%. Yeah. And we're trying to grow up on the tour on that mature. Yeah. That's a, that's the right word. So there's a lot of things that. Yeah. Yeah, yeah. That's, that's what I'm trying to point to is like there's a father like quality that you have to give yourself because you are a child that doesn't know what the fuck you're doing, and you have childlike tendencies, and that's hard to mature all of those in the right way that you can. But that's like literally what's going on here or you and everyone around you, you have to suffer over your childlike tendencies and those get fucking annoying. Yeah, yeah I did. Yeah. It takes some grace because it's like that. You view what these children literally don't know. Like there's kids. You know what I'm saying. That's what we like that we hold on to that. You know we're always in a state of like can't see beyond our, our scope. We can't predict exactly what's going to happen or what to do next. What's the how do like to create the ultimate, ultimate outcome like try to go the extra mile? Like you got to set up some fucking lenses to look through life ever presents you with a situation and it's like, how do I what's the ultimate sacrifice? And it's like, okay, with all my axioms I have here, it's like, this is the you'll see. It's like, oh, there it is. Go that way. You're in a fucking spaceship. Yeah, but go that way. We'll turn into I say this or I go this way, or I turn around and get the trash, or I, the words come out of you. Yeah. Or the thought comes to you and you can act on it or you could not. So the dialog comes to you and you either say it or you don't even see or you see like the action that you could take and you don't take it. Yeah. Either way, it's action that's like physical action or it's like the representation of word action or dialog, choosing to say ideas that populate in your head. Yes. Yeah. It feels like I have like options like a Skyrim video game, like I like four options. I could say. But yeah, genuine flow state like I think that. So at this point in my life I can put myself in a place where it's like, I don't know what's going to be said to me, but I can say something back in a way that's going to be beneficial to the relationship or the outcome that I want to have, which is that we're friendly with each other things. Things are going well pretty much with anybody at any given time, but not you. Don't start with that, children. I'll start with that. So like you have to like then it's what is it going to be your methodology to get to the place where you can do that. So like I have a proclivity to be able to, to speak well, but then at the same time I worked in a restaurant for like seven years. This is like constantly talking to people all the time. And it's also like nerve wracking conversations with people that I don't know well when they have expectations and I'm literally being judged. They cannot be met by anything I could do with in my back. Yeah, yeah. I'm literally being judged at the competency of the orchestral nature of their night. It's like, how well did it go? It's going to be I'm going to be judged on that and paid by that and that. That made me be able to talk to people. Well, because it's like over overtraining for it, you know. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So now I can be like and the consequence of not doing so is like that would in your conceptualization of life like that would lead to worst line of life. Worst lifeline. Yeah. It's like if I didn't like were actively try to pursue this and be consciously intent on and on. This aspect of like this is important. This is important. What's oh, this is also awkward as hell. You know, you say like the wrong thing to a table and they're like, out of dinner. And then it's like a table gets upset. You know, it's like clearly it's like, oh fuck, that's not good. The story. I'm an asshole. That story. Yeah, yeah, I'm the asshole that's preventing them from having a good time. Damn it. Yeah, like I even mean to do that, you know, or like, just if a joke or like, if you think something's gonna be funny and you decide to go for it, but then it doesn't land on the table, it's just, like, horrifying, you know? Oh, I like about everyone wants to be a comedian. Part of the people who are like, socially doing this. Also, everyone wants to make people laugh. What is that comedy so great? We do want to make people laugh, right? That's better. Right? That's better. Also like validating. Like laughing or crying from laughing or crying from joy. Like that's that's pretty great. That's pretty fucking great. Yeah. That's where you want to be. That sounds pretty good. I want to be in that triangle. That's possible. People do that also. You can do it. It can happen. Happens every day. And you can do your best to try to facilitate that and make that happen. And then there's something that gives you the 99 day. It's both. But it's all on you. It's both what? It's all on you. Yeah. He's there, he's there. Oh, are you have a little tricycle bro. Oh fuck him Katie. Backwards little fucking kitty wheels. You're never going to pedal that thing to where you're trying to go. You're not. But you got it. You do. You have to drive that bike you got every day. You got to go put on the shoes and go to work and make my daily bread. It's like, that's all you have forever. It's like, but it's obvious to me now at this age that that's never I'm never going to be able to put myself in situations where like, it's all God, it's all God does. Those things happen and they do come and crash down. It's like, yeah, I did mention to bridge that it'd be cool to go to a football game. They do spend years working for that company. You are like involved in the family. It's not like you're never around or anything like that, you know? So like, I guess I'll try. We like, did things that made an outcome happen so we could like maybe take credit. I guess it's like I did nothing to make that happen, bro. I did nothing to make that happen for the level which that day was so dope. It's like nothing to make that happen. One line of dialog. Just one. Let it die. Wait a minute. Me to say that it's like I can't take credit for that. You know what I'm saying? Yeah. So that's what that's like. It's dropped down into our, our matrix our conceptualization our mind layer however deep like those things in that place above the mind layer like they're fighting. And then one of them gets to roll a dice and then like something comes into our matrix starting in our mind. And like we don't have our subconscious worked out like the spiritual genocide that's kind of going on to to fuck people, subconscious. We're going to results in some negative fruit shit. But if we're able to help or try to conceptualize that these sides are happening and like you can influence it a little bit, you can fucking be the light in the darkness, salt of the earth type shit. You can influence some of the stuff that's coming down, but either way, sometimes it's the fucking it's just coming down. You have to wrestle with it, or it's like a blessing or an opportunity that you could take. We don't have to take all the blessings, but it's it's there. It's all on you, tiny. But you can't do it for someone. Did. It's a crazy game. It's a crazy ask. It's the whole thing. The whole day is wild, y'all. We're in this bitch. You're going to die, though. So, like, we gotta fucking do something. Just do something while we're here. The movie's going to end, the movie's in. And how's it going to end? The game could be worthwhile. The game, because movie can be great. Yeah, great. Hey, the sentiment was just expressed where it's like, this is not worth the daunting task. Yeah, the movie sucks. And like, I don't want to keep on fucking making the movie. Continue. Yeah. This is I'm getting fucked on this deal. In fact, this movie. But it but it it can be worth it is what I'm trying to say. Yes. Okay. If that is true, that is what we're dealing with. First of all, does your line much. Well, yeah. The the energy expenditure game. Yeah. Yeah. Oh, sorry. No. Yeah. But it can't be worth it. I think first of all, it's like, are you the person you want to be a first of all, before you decide you don't like the game and then can you can you is becoming the person that you want to be a reasonable ask, for the most part, for everybody. Yes, you can be anything you want to be. It's like we have to like kind of systematically get there somehow so that it's like, are you are you even playing that game yet? So you're saying the game sucks? It's like, are you even playing the game of trying to be the person that you want to be? It. It's like, does that game suck? And then it's then there's more games that I would assume that you're probably not playing if you think to this game sucks. Like, are you pursuing being Christ like, are you playing that game and prioritizing it at the top, which it should be. That will also change your experience of what this is and not a fruitful way. And like a like, dude, when you sing at church, something happens on a chemical. It's not a chemical level, but chemical level almost makes sense. What I'm trying to say. Like your biochemistry and physiology. Yes. It's like when you're crying at church because you're singing and your soul is getting touched. For some reason. You're emotional. It's like something is happening on like a particle level inside of you that is changing your proclivities. Yeah. And and breaking your chains slowly. But yes. Yeah. The force to enter then your ability to fight them or to accept them as truth, it's like, oh, this is an opportunity. This is a blessing. Yes. Thank you for the blessing. Like, yes, you have to accept them. Otherwise what you all, you all you see is negative bullshit. Yes. That happens all the time. I get it, I understand. Yeah. So it's it's too much. It's too hard. So that is the proclivity. There's where we fall to. Yeah. I felt that before. You know what I'm saying. Yeah. I've been defeated. Yeah. Talking about the different levels of the games. Blueberry pie. I've been defeated. An angel blueberry pie. And I'm just like, I hate myself, but I love this pie right now. But I'm gonna get it tomorrow. But I'll work out. I'll just go for it. So I gotta be careful with the better. What is better? This. Then what? What is this? What is the thing that would bring you more positive emotions? Like you don't really know, but you do because you feel great. It makes you cry from joy, but you don't really, really know 100%. 100%. No. We're trying to figure that out. No. Right. You know what I'm saying? Right? It's like, yeah, this blueberry pie is fucking awesome. This is way better than not having blueberry pie. But then there's the the continuity of the now or the whatever the fuck, the better the better that's always attached to the now or the worse that's always attached to the now. Right? It's either everything like this or more pain and suffering and less joy and happiness. Okay, can we just try to everyone trying to agree to make this better? So not worse. At least because then yeah, you go from better to it's like what's going on to like fuck this game, right? So there's like a whole spectrum, right? Then sometimes it's like part of it is like, I don't know, like socially awkward. So it's like, but that gets better with time and age and practice small dragons. Small dragons for the elevators. Yeah. So like, so we're getting close. Like getting a couple steps closer. How close can you get? Say how you need be brave here. All right. That's if you have, like, a real phobia. Yeah, but you can still beat that. But even people that are just like I have a hard time, like getting dates. So like, I don't know how to talk to women. Well, it's like, but you, you get better at it. Yeah. Yeah. I think that that's translated as like the if you're like, how close can you get? Like, can you like talk to a female like, you know, say it's like, why not? Okay, let's start with that. Okay. Like okay. Like because I need to be working. Okay. Can you work how many times you can work at owner once a week. And that would give you some confidence. Like maybe talk to someone in your class. What would you say? Can we maybe we can start at least think like equipping you, getting you conscious in this manifestation reality that you have here? Wake up soldier. Yeah wake up soldier. Yes sir. Yes, above. So let me up. Okay. This. Yeah. No. Yeah. I see what you're saying. Yes, yes. So it's like that thing. That's why Jordan Peterson likes to feature I think program because it's like parts. Where are you? Who are you? Where are you? Where do you want to go? Who do you want to be? What are you do. What are we doing about that? What are the big problems in our world? What are the barricades? Let's address those. And then the small dragons are like the. Okay, well, like we could start brushing your teeth more. Showing more often. Okay, now we can start maybe going to the gym can look around. At least look for gyms in the area. Can you see like Google gyms in the area and like put that on your radar and then maybe come back to it later, but at least just put that on your radar right now. Maybe it's as far as you can get, but kill that dragon and do that thing. Feed that wolf that allows you to say, I will do that thing. And I did that thing, okay, that thing is done. It was super small and it's a win. It's a super small win, and it's almost it is minuscule in my perception, conceptualization of reality. It is almost nothing unless I can just like unless I can fight that and give it like, no, that was I did the thing. At least, and I was like, okay, well, I can do the thing at least and then go the extra mile as the fucking thing. Where all this then starts with the small dragons of, like, the elevator. I can't even get in an elevator. Let's start with ten feet. Can you start with 20ft? Can you even think about an elevator? So what's the dragon? What's the smallest dragon you could possibly think of? And what's the. Just fucking start killing those, bro. And then you can conceptualize, like, what's a bigger dragon? Like, where else can I go? I venture out in this dungeon and see. So. Oh, she's a monster right here. Yeah, but Sergeant Waters starts with a fucking trash dog. Yeah, yeah. So someone was coming around making the burn? Yeah. Let's say same thing. Doing your laundry, showering, shaving. Take care of yourself. But that time. Yeah, yeah. Okay. So hand down. Holy shit. That's what this podcast is about. Yo. Fucking love you guys. Enjoy the good rest of your time experiences as humans are. We are. I hope you can identify the path, and I hope you have the strength and courage to walk it as a wisdom, strength and courage. That's a strength and guidance, okay. And it is my share for here's where it I had to figure out the services anyways. But then Kendrick hit him with some pedophile accusations. Oh, change the narrative. Who knows what's going on with anything. But I know that we don't know anything. So give up your conceptualization of trying to stand on your own ground. Do it as a comedic act. Laugh it's funny. Laugh for yourself. We don't know what's going on. Nobody does. But we're going to figure it out. Hopefully can see the path, strength, wisdom, the courage to build better lives, whatever better is to you, and then get better at identifying what is better truly for you. And all the social constructs and concentric circles. That's what better is over time forever and we fall short. But do your best to get on that path. Identify it. Ask for the source of your mental capacity and thoughts space to give you influence in that direction, and then give your strength to give yourself the strength and courage to act on it. Is tangible. Make it tangible, but not just tangible. Shit's real. It's like it's so inward, inwards, backwards, upside down. It's all of it. And all the above. You'll get there. You'll get there. Love is real. And we'll fucking get there together. Get a cup of coffee. So having your psychedelic close connection while you're driving, pick up that fucking trash that you saw at Starbucks. Just throw it in the fucking trash can. Yeah. Store away. Just become a doorway. Start with that. We're gonna help with global littering. Yeah. If I litter campaign. Yeah. Talk. Yeah. It's time to get our hands clean and beds and we're fucking picking up trash dog. Yeah, that's what we're doing. Moving to that. Onward and upwards. Fucking love you guys. Love you guys. The.