Servers Gifted A ROLEX? | The MJ38 Show #84

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Welcome in 38 84. Pushing forward many more to come. Many more have already fallen. It's nice. It's a long ways. From zero zero to ones a lot. And then from 1 to 84. It's a lot. We just keep on pushing now, baby. Hell, yeah. Let's make a clockwork. Let's make it clockwork. Don't even think about it. Just keep on pushing. Chatter AB Antonio Brown number 84. Yeah the boss is 84. I saw Aaron I just I almost just learned I think a couple days ago that Aaron Rodgers is on the Steelers. And he was trying to get avian avian to come back. What what a G. I'm not sure of the. Legitimacy of those claims but it's just something circulating. Life. And I saw it and I was like, oh yeah. Because he's definitely in Pittsburgh. They got his eye on Roger 2 or 3 days ago. Quarterback. Right. Yeah. Yeah. But yeah. So, Antonio Brown. From Athens. Interesting character. Oh yeah. He's oh. I listen to him on Thielen two weeks ago. Maybe okay. Yeah I remember seeing him. He was on Joe as well right. I'm pretty sure he was on Joe. Maybe that's what he's been on. Joe how's it. Was within the last like month or two I'm pretty sure maybe. That's the one I listen to. He I'm pretty sure he was also on the over on the within that same run of, you know, appearances. Appearances. Sorry. I was listening to Kanye West. Jackson. Yeah. We have music. Dropping, and these last couple days, Lil Wayne caught a six. People hit that album. A lot of people are not feeling it. Well that's unfortunate. Yeah. That's unfortunate. People just behind us have to be hating stuff. Kanye West dropped down to two. I'll have enough of a tribute either. Shouldn't be this. Complicated. Da da di. Jobs. That song has been on YouTube for like, two years. I think it's like Lil NAS X is the feature. And, Wait, now. I'm sorry. Triple X, you on? Okay. Gotcha. And he's. Been gone for a. While. Yeah, yeah. And, That's the intro to the album Donda two. Yeah. Oh, wow. Okay. Okay. Antonio Brown was on March 7th, which wasn't that long ago. Under a couple of months. Yeah. So we're bouncing all over the place. Antonio Brown, also musician, dropped music. Yeah. So glad about that. He does his thing. From the pen on the palette. That. I'm kind of stylish, so goes. Hard as. Fuck. But though he dropped something recently, I think he dropped it with Kanye West. Let's. Yeah, he dropped maybe like a couple weeks ago. Golly, we live in a crazy simulation. It is a crazy time. I don't I don't want to keep looking shit up for you guys, but I know that Antonio Brown did drop. Oh, here we go. I like bringing information to the people, you know. Okay. Listener. I love all the apps came out. It has 284,000 plays. AB. Yeah, okay. Feature featuring Kodak Black. Oh. I don't know. Here's 10s. Oh, wait. Maybe not. From the pen, not the palette. Here's something that's fucking annoying when your screen doesn't work on your iPhone. Okay, I got a new iPhone. And they sent me one on the screen. Doesn't work. So we'll be taking it back to T-Mobile soon. Oh, really? Yeah. New ones like that. Yeah. Oh, like the right. The very right edge of the screen just doesn't touch. It's like you, you bastards. Such as when they hit us. So much left. Maybe. Yeah. Maybe in Kodak's. School, when it's at a travel of airplane numbers. Says that. Yeah. This is what Siri is. So please. So me. So what? So Siri is maybe the. So that's Antonio. Brown. All right. Well see you thing Avi. I mean could I say people blow up with worse. Yeah that's true. I heard so I was listening to Theo Von and Chad Johnson a couple weeks ago. A cinco. Cinco, Chad otro cinco got. You. And, they were talking about how Antonio Brown is. Chad thinks that he just leans into it. He's not really like a CTE. He's not really like, crazy. Crazy brain damage. Crazy. Okay, that, he just leans into it. He really knows how to go viral. He's, like, good at going viral, which is kind of a hard thing to. Just trying to garner attention and get people talking about you. I was this morning. This morning before, on my way here, I was like, man, I want to be cracker of the month. What is it? Crack of the month. Crack of the month? Yeah. So it's an award. And he gives out every now and then. Okay. How does he how do you how do you win? Pat McAfee, one, one time. Let's go. Yeah. That's doing his fucking thing. Shut up. That's my cracker of the month. That ball goes hard. It's as simple as that. Yeah. Okay. And I was just thinking, like, that's a hilarious thing. You know what I'm saying? That's a funny thing. Like, as far as just. He knows how to. Content to create. Garner up attention, how to rile people up in the right way. Okay, okay, okay. Calling maybe. Yeah. I think. Thought deep. They always want you to shut up and play football. That's kind of what happened. AB and it's shut and play football. Was like. No, no. I'll leave in the middle of the game for you guys. Yeah. Right. Yeah. Then he. Then he came back and won a Super Bowl Tom Brady. Is that what happened. Pretty sure if he just won. A Super Bowl. I thought he left that team. I thought he ran off on the Bucs. Oh, maybe. I think he did. Actually, I'm pretty sure you're right. Did he do it after the year after? Think it may have been the year after that. They won the. I'm pretty sure he caught a touchdown in the Super Bowl and they won. And then I guess yeah maybe he the next year don't they. He dipped on. Hold of Beckham. Got himself a Super Bowl ring. Yeah with the Rams right. Yeah. He got a touchdown in the Super Bowl. Yeah. But another one of those players that kind of thing. Thank you for them bro. Coming in getting the dude he did. He won in 2021 dude. Bang. That's hard to do bro. He did. Stefon Diggs really trying to get one. Yeah right. Do you hear about his controversy. I saw that there's something about the coaches not potentially liking his. I don't know I don't know Cardi B or something. Right. I can tell you I don't know. Apparently. There was something ruminating. He was on a bowl. Yeah, with some hoes. Was both of them. That's what I heard. At a rally. Was there some. Drugs? Oh. Pink substance. I was like pink substance. He says petal bismol. Who knows? You don't know. That's funny. Was it a pill or I. No, no. I could have been penalties. ESPN don't want to really say, you know. Yeah, I was just reading the ESPN headlines. Okay. I should do some more research into this pink substance. Yeah, I found the second video. Yeah. Popped up of him on the boat with the hose with pink substance. Okay. He was supposed to. Blah, blah, blah. You dig? Oh. But, oh. This is most of it. Supposed to be at OTAs or voluntary minicamp. Okay. And instead he goes viral on boats. That was voluntary. I think that's what I. What is that? Coach I'm an eight year pro. They're like, you're brand new to our team, bro. Like. I know every patriot before I run the ball, I catch the ball. Do the thing. Yeah, it's all I got to do. I take that ball. I got swag, though. I just like he posted. I follow him on Instagram. Posted like a 20 slide shot. Just like carousel. Yeah. Carousel of his life in the last month. He's got some swag, right? Got some outfits. He's got some. His workout outfits are dope. His club outfits are dope. Stephanie Diggs. Courtside with Cardi B. Yeah, yeah, yeah. He's doing a damn thing. He's doing his thing. So I think you get a ring, though. If you're a. Tier one athlete, how do you go into dating Cardi B? How does that just like she did anybody was a Nicki Minaj a Cardi B. Cardi B okay, yeah, yeah. You heard of B Kirby? I get a confused. I can't yeah, I'm like 99% sure, but I guess they just know the same circles of people, you know, just ran into the same circles, same social circles. So be at that level of celebrity at least a little bit. Maybe he's like a little bit of crossover. Who do you think's more famous or who has more followers do you think? Cardi B yeah, Cardi B I. Bet, I bet for sure. Right. Look it up. Because Stefan Diggs doesn't get into the women category. Cardi B or Stefani Diggs, he's got more. Usually. Football fans are pretty low tier famous. I mean football players. Unless you're like fucking Patrick Mahomes. Unless you transcend. Yeah. They said up to 2 million. I wonder how many, how many of those came with Cardi B though. You know. So okay maybe. Right. Right. Roy I would say Cardi. So I got more oh oh. 163 million. Well then. Gosh. So I guess. What do we say this she's more like more celebrity, more famous right? Yeah. I mean. Definitely more and. More. Quantifiable followers. Her number one picture, or her number one post is her on a boat with Stefon Diggs. Her most recent post. Stefon. Wow. She's throwing us on Stefon Diggs and her most recent post. They go just like yo yo mini camp dude. Mini camp is like you see what I want to do? I thought it was volunteering. These are bloody shoes. I know. Oh my gosh. Yeah. The I think that, ma'am what do you do in that situation? Cardi B really wants to go on a boat in Miami, but also volunteer minicamp starts that week. Just like, He just got traded to the Patriots. Yeah, he got a new team. Oh, man. Oh, man. I'll tell you what right now, son. It's not a good look. Not a good look. I'll tell you what. If you want to date Cardi B, better show up to the boat like I. I think she. Wants to hear. I got to go to camp. She goes. Into volunteer. Yeah. No. Julian, I was talking about this the other day, like. Okay, I. Don't really want to have to force things with women, right? Oh, really? Pursue sacrifice for things you shouldn't sacrifice. Yeah, yeah. Yeah, get two out of your lane. But also, the. Girls don't fall in your lap like you usually gotta. Like, do something, do a little pursue. It's like, how do I pursue? Boom. Oh. Sorry. This is the Bad Vocals podcast. I just keep singing a. Good. Voice doesn't sound good today, but, Voice of an angel over here. Fucking fucking Jesus out here. Oh. Joe was. Unaware that Joseph that they've had one of. The the visas. But, Fuck. What? Other than just Julian talking about. Oh, yeah. It's like you got to. How do you pursue and stay in your lane at the same time? Subtle dance. Right. Yeah. Proper balance in between pursuit and the so. Long but the non of the solos. Yeah totally. I think it's like. I mean yeah that's the, that's, that's. Courtship. It's all the time bro. You said I want it but I don't want to so bad. You're not going to want me. Yeah. Yeah yeah. It's like, how big of an animal do I need to kill to attract this cave woman? You know what I'm saying? And how many days do I need to spend hunting before it's like, this guy's kind of over the top. It's a I don't know, I don't. Even know if. I'm more simple back then. That's why I just like. Yeah, man. Give her a fucking elk. Yeah. It's like, what the fuck? What's up? Let's go. Like, this way bigger than a squirrel or a rabbit. Yeah. I imagine I just think competence is attractive, for sure. You gotta focus on the competence part for sure. But then you get into the place where it's like competence would be going to volunteer at many camp. I think I think. You got to make sacrifices to show the woman she's important sort of balance though. But that's the thing. That's the thing. Is it's a line. It's a tightrope. You get a walk. Yeah. True for sure. We are just talking about that in regards to the idea of that in general. Yeah. There was like a girl that he was talking to, but she was like wasn't ready to do it, wasn't ready to do anything serious, but then also wasn't trying to date anybody else. And he was like, yeah, I'm like, cool with that. Like, we're not going to get serious. But also she's not like dating around, so like or like slow playing it. But I also feel like if I just don't hit her up at all, we won't hang out at all. And then it's gonna like fizzle out. But I don't want to force it. But like, I need to stay active trying to make this happen. I'm like, such a weird balance to fucking find, you know? Yeah, yeah, it's a weird dance, man. Got to do the weird thing going on there. True. Something that that's like just the way it is. You know, I don't know how couples end up together at all. I guess you just. Just as an agreement. That was really on the nose is an agreement. Are you. And me? Yeah. Sign here. We're doing this pretty much. Yeah. It seems like we're. Done to do this thing. It's so weird. I think it hit me yesterday. I was like, I think like some. You will have them. There's like a moment where, like, the iron gets hot, and then when the iron's hot, you gotta, like, strike and ride the wave. It's like, oh, there's a wave. Oh, I was swimming out. It's perfect. Let me get on then like then you're dating for like, you can't just, like, make the iron hot or somebody out of thin air. It's like, now the wave doesn't just come as soon as you also, like, meet or interact. Yeah. Or like, well, sometimes it could, like, you could meet someone one time and then be like, yeah, I just like, get your phone number, get your Instagram like, hey, you want to hang out? And then it's like, keep the momentum going. But also there's so many factors, like the odds of you meeting someone that's in a position to do that. And open and into you, and it's impossible. But it happens all the time. Yeah. It's happening. It's how we're keeping this shit going. Except that like, it's always declining and population growth, you know? Yeah, I've heard this. You know Elon's been spouting about that as far as like being concerned in that regard. Like oh shit. We're like the losing population people. Yeah. We're going to be too dangerous I guess, for us going forward as a species. I heard that like Japan or like, I don't know, I don't want to misspeak here, I heard Japan. I'll just like, give you a woman if. You move out the. You let me just like do a like Google search here. But Japan buy one, get one free open. Japan needs more men promotion not Saturday promotion. Yeah. Promo promo code. Okay, here we go. Let's go. CBS news. Japan's government will play romantic matchmaker in a bid to shore up the birthrate. Experts say it will fail. Residents can find life partners via a government sponsored, artificial intelligence driven matchmaking service. And it home to the southwest. Regional authorities offer a big database matchmaking system throughout the land. There are public and company sponsored singles, parties and life designed seminars meant to produce young adults and onto a concrete timeline for marriage and family. Photographers provide free, flattering portraits, styles, and makeup artists are being deployed to see up the dowdy, I don't know fuck. That means. Said an Australian. Gazelle to die. A glossy of the dating. Oh the fuck. What the fuck? Yeah. So this is. Given out you. So this is like a program? Yeah, it says matchmaking program. They're trying to get people to fuck. This is. Let's, let me finish up here. Last month, Prime Minister Fumio Kishida declared that the government will take an unprecedented measures to tackle Japan's sagging fertility rate. Sagging? One adjective. The one most common warns low birth rate will see Japan cease to exist. Oh, The current total fertility rate is 1.3, well below the quote unquote replacement level of just over two kids per woman, which is broadly accepted as the rate needed to ensure a stable population. I had heard for a while it was because, women were more interested in their career than they were interested in having children lately. Oh, yeah, there's definitely the shifts as far as like the social landscape in the last 20 or 30 years. I think things have gone that way for sure. Yeah, absolutely. Way more women CEOs and women entrepreneurs and people in the business world, lawyers, that kind of shit. Storm, I guess. I mean, I don't think anybody thought on base level that that would lead to a catastrophic amount of less children around. Yeah. Or so much, so much less of a amount of people coming into the population proportion or whatever, like, numbers in general. That would be like alarming. Oh, no. Oh, no, we could be. We could be, What's the problem there exactly? You know, again, we don't have enough people, everyone who's going to be I think part of it is like, we don't have enough young people to be doing all the work and shit. Yeah, it's like maybe in high school being born, you have like a thousand people in the senior class, a thousand people in the junior class, 800 people in the sophomore class, and then like 200 freshmen, you're like, whoa. Whoa. Eventually we might be like a small school. The fuck? We're not gonna get funding. I think that's kind of what's going on. Maybe I don't know I. Don't know the exact details of the argument, but I know it's a thing. I think it's, I think we're going to be like. Yeah I think we just going to be. I. Think we just freak out a lot. Yeah. But it's definitely been a for sure a social swing in that direction as far as like the women's rights movement and all that, all that push really. That's all we were using. That's all women were doing, were having babies. It's like keeping the world turning. I think like a thousand years ago, I guess. Yeah, I think so. I think they were. Just keeping the house and raising the kids and that was that. I think that was like the, the kind of the trade off or the partnership as far as back when we were hunting hunter gatherers. Yeah, we were hunting. They were gathering. Well, here's the thing. The guys, even if they were like, okay, so you're going to make money. I can't make a baby like legally. I, I'm following you, but I'm not following you anyway. Like, where are we going? Like, the guy can't just, like, have the baby. Absolutely not. No. Like, so if the woman doesn't want to have the baby, the guy's, like, out of luck, dude. Like, there's no. The girl could do both if she wants. The guy can only do one, you know what I'm saying? As far as. Like, procreate. Yeah. So, like. If. Like, it's not like we could just trade responsibilities, be like, oh, that's cool. Like, you want to work more? That's cool. I'll just have more babies. Keep it balanced. It's like you can't keep the balance because the guys can't. Just, like, have the babies. Yeah, just the way it is. Yeah, yeah, yeah, we can make the baby. But they can't make to be without us. We we we both need each other to make a baby. I would say it's. This is true, but, if a girl wants to have a baby on the show, work very hard. Is definitely not as hard. Yeah. Definitely not. It's harder for a guy to be like, I want a baby. Let me if I can, just like pulling out of the crowd. We make it happen. The girls. I could pull one out of the crowd. Pretty easy to do. A baby, baby rain dance. Yeah. Yeah. It's gonna be kind of scary the. Way it is. Yeah. It's just the second they just give birth to babies and, like, fucking wild. Yeah. It's like a natural miracle. Just keep us going. It's crazy. Yeah, it's pretty fucking nuts if you like. If you let it be nuts. Yeah. Golly, this universe is so banana sandwich. It is a whole. Matrix thing we got going on. It. We love it to death, though. I love it to death. It's so deep, nuanced, too complex every day. Yeah. So fun. Every day. Lines up 24 more hours. Yeah. Things are always happening. Always. We're trapped in the now. We're just stuck in it. We're just proceeding to the future. Just plucked right in. And now it's crazy. It's good. It's a good thing got going on though. Yeah, yeah. Some people hate it. Some people go through their times. Yeah. Because that's. This is fucking true. It should be hard. Game should sucks. Yeah. It could be painful. Things fall apart. It's a rough 2000 strong apart. Yeah, yeah. It's hard to just maintain fucking everything yourself. Your house, your job, relationships, pursuit of whatever you want to express your passion. Yeah. You know how she got take care of. We all do. Yeah. Skills take a long time to develop. You want to be good at something? It takes a long time. You want a body? It takes a long time. Years did. Yeah. Years fly by. It's so. Yeah. So fast and slow at the same time. It's like I would like. It's for anyone who's going to be starting a journey, whether it's on anything, developing any skill, doing some sort of diet, going to the gym a certain amount of times, training for a marathon, whatever your journey or your quest is that you're currently on, part of you wants to be done with it. Now, you know, say somebody wants to be done with it now. I was examining that thought the other day. I think it's because we just don't want to we assign some negative emotion to the not having it, you know what I'm saying? And I guess part of it comes with uncertainty of ever getting it. So maybe we just want to not have that uncertainty because once we get the thing, then it's not like it's like then we will have it, we'll have the desire fulfilled. And then part of that fulfillment comes from the feeling, I think, of. We at least we don't have to hold the we don't have to hold the negative emotion of like not having it yet and like has it like deal with that. It's like, oh like I'm trying to have this thing but it's not. There's a mismatch here. There's a clear mismatch here. You know, a clear mismatch. And then it's like, hold that and be like, is it ever going to am I ever going to have to or am I ever going to be able to let go of this feeling of mismatch? And it's like actually have the thing that I'm like pursuing right now and it's like such a because you want to have it fast. You want time to go by like super quick. So in that regard, it feels like it's going by for dragging, taking so long to learn a language or to lose that weight or to whatever enhance the skill, finish College feels like it forever, but at the same time, the same exact time. Even more so. It's fine. By dog. Oh yeah, it's gone. Dog gone. Yeah, I felt it. I Schlitterbahn I was like. Yeah, a. Good looking dude. Walk around that shirt off. I remember being a little kid. Getting lady. Chubby kid. And I was just like, that guy has dreams and aspirations of being like me. I completed in this moment. Done. But I don't. Even really care anymore. Like, it's so beyond me. It's such a such a dead version of me really wanted this, that like, it's cool to like, be like, oh yeah, I got you, bro. But like, it's a mismatch of, like how much I wanted it versus like, how much? How. Much of me, you know. Yeah, it's a level. Like, not like a rude way to the past me. But just like on a, like, beyond accepted level. You know, that's that's the thing. Yeah. Maybe not. Yeah. More of a it's just become such a common thing. Crazy, bro. Yeah. So crazy. So I was thinking about that is as far as, like novelty, you know, something being new because I think I was it stemmed from, watching The Chosen and I think there was a, a portion where Jesus goes back to his, like, his hometown. Yeah. And then in, in regards to how they treat him and how they like, they take him in as this prophetic figure versus like the person that they know going up. He's like a prophet, can't be like, can't come from their hometown. Like they'll never get love in their hometown, more or less. I forget how he expresses it, but I think, yeah, part of that I was digesting that and then in that digestion came up to the idea of like, yeah, you need to have like some sort of novelty about you. Like if you meet someone you don't know when, like whenever you meet a stranger that's what a stranger is. It's like someone full of novelty. Just like you say. I have no. Idea what's going on with this person. Like, everything's potentially meaningful or not or like, you know, everything's like, you don't really know them. There's no common ground. And that's why whenever somebody like you have a common ground established with, like, betrays you, it's like a just like a different projection forward of that common ground that's like you are mutually agreeing upon. So, like, we treat each other like this, we do this. And then if that falls out of line, then it's like, yeah, what the fuck? But because you don't have that any of that established with this person, it's a stranger. It's like, oh shit, this person could be anything. Who was this person? And they're like, I'm the Messiah. Oh, shit. They're much more likely to. Believe you versus like, I've been your neighbor for 20 years. Like you're not the Messiah. What are you talking about? What are you talking about? That this is something about artists they like. Yeah. Right. Right. Yeah, I think I think that that translates to that same sort of idea as well. Yeah. It's weird. Weird to think about, trying to think about it was a must for Jesus Christ. Yeah. To tour other cities where he wouldn't blow up. Well he wouldn't fact. Yeah. It's like you're trying to. I know because I guess it would be different if someone shows you a song by an artist that you don't know, it's a little bit different perception versus an artist that, you know, you went to high school with. You know what I'm saying? You know, there's a little bit something different there going. On and you perform a miracle. It's a miracle. But that's another thing too. If you got a. Fucking heater on your hands, kid. Yeah. I don't give a shit who you are. Yeah, this is the heater. Does bangs. Yeah. But I think something about the rapid rise in popularity happens outside of. The outside of your immediate social. Circle. Yeah, in the novelty range, right? Yeah, I think so, too. Because sometimes it's hard to, like, reallocate someone into a different part of your brain. It's like. It costs like. Getting out of the friend zone is possible. You know, never ending. Is way easier just to meet a new person that's like, oh, this gets hot. Than. It is to, like. Try to reestablish the narrative somebody has of you. Yeah, exactly. To a new thing. Yeah. So there's something very real about that. I'm interested in this concept. And how to use it. What. To call me from work right now. Can we edit this out? Yeah. Well, we are back. Wabi sabi. Yeah. What it is. What? It ain't wasabi. It's not the green sauce you put on your sushi and go. It's not that. It's, hard. I think you were saying in the Japanese region, we are. This is a Japanese esthetic and worldview centered on the acceptance and appreciation of imperfection, impermanence and incompleteness. Okay. Kind of online. Philosophy. Yeah. Okay. Got you. The guy described it as like, imagine you have your favorite meal in front of you. Got it. And you death row meal. What are you going for? Oh that's. Great. I want a beef tallow covered tri h ribeye. I want a steak, too. I'm pretty sure. I'm pretty sure I want a fucking steak, brother. I don't like steak as an answer because I don't like. I don't know what it's. What is it? I don't know, is it in there like I dig? I'd want something really, like gluttonous, something really, like whole. Oh, yeah. Oh, cheesy. Maybe it's like a nice, indulgent side of some lobster mac and cheese or something. So that's where I got to crab fried rice. Oh, I'm thinking lobster ravioli. Rice dog lobster. Gravy. Yeah. I love ravioli. Put some lobster in there. Let me get the lobster ravioli to go with the beef tallow. Dry aged steak. Yes. Because the steak is just like, so like you take, like, 2 or 3 bites of the steak. It's like there's the novelty kind of wears off. I don't know if that's like my last meal. Like, is that really what I'm going to do? I'm going to do a. Steak I think. So for me, man, I think so. So sweet sweet potato. Oh, maybe like 3 or 4 of us. Dope. Our sides. Give me, like some. Dessert. Sweet potato with, like, charred marshmallows. Brown sugar. Yeah. Like I really indulge, you know. Load that motherfucker dog. Steak, lobster, Ravi. Sweet potatoes. And then I want the biggest fucking Cinnabon. I like this, like, as big as this table. The Cinnabon. Yeah, yeah, yeah. The repentance. Yeah, yeah. Repent of. I think that's I think that's my final answer. But yeah, I also like it, I think I like, do you like brisket better than you like steak. Oh, I love me a good fucking brisket. This is what I'm saying. Fuck the thing you like about brisket. I don't get that from steak. The brisket is. It's dirty. It's a dirty slut. That's what I'm saying. What's all the dirty? I don't want something all American. Don't fuck is my last day. I go next door. You the fuck? Yeah. No. Brisk. It's dirty. That's a dirty bitch. That's my problem with steak. Nice and fatty. The bark on is barking dog. Oh. Oh, well, I want like, three different barbecue sauces. Or you can just fucking grab it and squeeze it. It just the to fall apart. See that Pinkertons downtown shout out Pinkertons that place that barbecue is fucking ridiculous. So yeah, I love me some barbecue sauce. Oh, yeah. Either steak or some brisket. Fuck me. Yeah. Good. Or even like a fat kiss a deer sounds right to a. KC. Dealer. I just love quesadillas, bro. Yeah, it's like. My the cheese with it. It's. Yeah. You get the right cheese. Well, Hakka cheese or like at H-e-b they have the quesadilla cheese. I don't even define it. But you know what you want. We know what you need. No pronoun needed here. It's just KSAT cheese. Like a really good quesadilla. Hit so hard. Might even hit harder than steak sometimes. Okay. We're sorry. We're going back to. So favorite meal for you. Like you've got that that death row meal right in front of you. It's like the problem is as soon as you eat it it's over. It's done really good sex. It's done as. Soon as you're done. It's over. It's like that feeling of like, yeah, you've been working out for ten years so that you could have a six pack, and then you've been dating this girl for like three months, and you went on a really long date, and it all culminated into this moment where you're going to have some really great sex. Let's go. Let's go. Then you do it and then it's over. It's over. It's done. And like that's how this guy kind of describes what Bisbee is like. It's like the feeling of that thing that you really, really want. And the fact that it's over as soon as it's over, it's like you could maybe make that feeling of that first bite last a very like an eternity. Could you make the thing that's over in a second lasts longer than that? It's like, how would you do that? And then that's kind of like. But because I guess in life things are like that. It's like. If everything. Everything is. Like everything. And it's kind of like, I think meditating in the center of that thing as a whole. It's like the birth and death of things. Yeah. Like things haven't in. Our finite nature. Finality of things is real. And can you, can you come to peace with that. Which is a difficult thing to struggle with that like if you're watching a fire show, you're watching severance and you get to the season finale and you're just like, fuck, I want to watch this more than I wanted to watch any show in a long time, but as soon as it's over, it's done, and then I'll be empty inside. That's the thing that you had to contend with. Every time you finish a show, it's like. Okay, here, now I'm back in the desert of trying to find a story that's. Worth my time. Or like, More or less. Yes. Pretty much. If you're gonna watch a show, unless you're gonna do something else with your time. But if you're gonna watch a show or watch a story or a movie. Yeah. You got to have something we like. We have. Or you have a runner. You have a runner. And then sometimes, like when you get towards the end of your runner, you need a backup plan. You need you need a bridge, a jump to. It's like we're we're we're still rocking right now with, The Chosen, but we're going to be rocking, I think, Squid Games season three comes out this month and a couple weeks. Look at you. Yeah, dude, I loved I loved season two. I thought was fucking crazy. That was good. But it tricked me out. How? It's just like you. Jump into that. Locked into it? Yeah. With arms locked in something. They do. They're just styled. Super good story. That's cool. I'm excited to see how it ends. It's. You gotta have some sort of. A lobby story in regards to just life in general. Just the finality of things. Yeah. I think it's like, What are we talking about? That in reference to where they come from? It's the opposite of perfectionism. Wabi sabi invites you to find peace in the natural rhythm of life, in the uniqueness of the flawed nature of it. And I guess, just like that's defining things, ending as a flaw to the enjoyment of the thing. That was kind of in reference to something we were just talking about. We're talking about Japanese. I can tell you. The other phone call threw me off, but it reminded me of that. Just a little. Thing. Zen, bro. Yeah. You gotta be okay with that, I guess, on some level. Or you could be depressed about it. I guess if you want. But that's not quite the right modality of existence. I don't think so. I think brushing it off isn't quite the right modality of existence. Yeah, that's a reference in a respect, you know. Yeah. I guess ideally that you have to hold towards that thing. Yeah. And the gratitude that, that would build you know. Yeah. It's like yeah I've had that about like in reference to my dog. I was like, man, you're going to die. One day. Oh fuck it, I know I fucking sucks. It's like he's such a good boy. I was like, man, it's going to be hard to live up to the to the name and you're good dog. I don't. Even know. How old you are or squishy. Yeah, like my dad just gets another dog. It's kind of like the same dog, but not the same dog. Never be the same. Never the same dog. But every dog. Yeah, dogs are great. So there's. Something sad and. Awesome. Like just. The pressing thing to talk about. Yeah. You know. I don't know if my parents split up or what, but like, a show ending makes me real sad. It's always hard to break up with a girl because it's like. You got. Something. There. You know, there. Is something there. It's not going to be there. Yeah, I don't know, but that's. Somebody's gotta all good things. Got to come to an. But I think that, wabi sabi is like a. Tool. You can use maybe to. Reframe it. Yeah. Reframe it. Like, oh. Yeah, this is what's going on here. I hit me yesterday. Fortunately. Washed over me with. I was a Schlitterbahn yesterday. Shout out, solidify the bond. Here's your sign, James Bond. That's just fucking dope that he just for little kids. You can enjoy the crap out of Schlitterbahn. Yeah, baby. Yes, man. But in the moment when I'm there, I'm just like, oh, this day is going to come to an end. We've only. Got so many hours left. We gotta use them, allocate them properly, get everything we want to get done. Don't waste time. But I felt like I was really able to be in the moment and enjoy it. And even when we were, like, driving backwards, like having fun. And then I realized that there's ways you can combat this. Like the next time we go, I think we're going to have like Airbnb we can go to afterwards, go party more. So when the party's over, it's like dessert. That's it. You know? Desserts. Nice, bro. Yes. Give me a little bit more. Something even more indulgent so I can double down. The after party. Yeah. The after do the after the after. Sometimes the party is more enjoyable if you know there's an after party. 100%. Yeah. Nice. Yes. We get to go continue this shit. Oh change a change a sinner scenario. But every vacation you got to come back home. Even the after party we want to eventually maybe just try for four. Or 5 or 6 then. But it ends eventually. Maybe you can just try to party so hard that you're sick of the party by the end of it. What is this. Party so hard? Party? You know, if you drank margaritas, I. Think definitely do that until you get to it. You just barfing like, oh, hey, why the hell, Oh, they just the right answer. No, I think that that's a good. There's that. Bro, I have it. When's the last time you puked from partying? Yes, I did something last year. That's how I almost puked today. No, that's a good, put that up with that first inning. It was like. Oh, no. Oh, fuck. Oh, geez. Yeah, yeah, I haven't done that probably in a while. The day that I thought I might enter our wedding. Nice. I thought I was there when I was a kid, I was coochie, I was chillin, I think it was, It's probably been years. Probably been like four years. 3 or 4 years at least. I've built in a while. Yeah, it's been a minute. I'm on a good run. My good run I saw. Yeah. I don't like to get overindulgent in that particular because I know that shit's real, bro. I know that's just real. I've definitely felt shitty, you know what I'm saying? After after a night. Yeah, but I haven't puked in a minute. We're smarter now. That's what Joe Rogan's been talking about. So he's talking about giving up. You know, that's the other thing, too. You're taking the activated charcoal, making sure we're drinking water. Heating food. Yeah. Stay on top of that. You know, doing our best there. Joe was just talking about not drinking any more in regards to me. So, yeah, I don't want to. How it feels, you know, like the recovery process of over time is something I feel like. Shit. Oh, yeah, I get it. I did 38. Doc, that was awesome. Yeah. Roscoe. But then. Yeah, but like the first 2 or 3 drinks that I had, I didn't even feel that different. Yeah. I was like, what the fuck is this? Like, I don't even like the my enjoyment level didn't just skyrocket. Like, I'm not like, oh no, I'm having a good time. Finally. I just like film. I felt like relatively normal. Yeah, yeah. And then then like towards the end of the day, I feel like I crossed the threshold where I was like, buzzin for real. I was like, feeling good. Svelte, silly, you know what I'm saying? Like, I would jump on the tube, like, I know I feel silly, bro. Yeah, but then there was a moment where listening to Blue. Supernova, I was like, hey, transcend! Transcending a little bit, going into that other place where I was like, yo! But. And then this morning I was listening to the Kanye West album, okay? And I was like, Donda two? I don't know, I don't think I was so tipsy, but like, maybe my emotions were more like open because I had drank yesterday. Right? Okay. It's like definitely something that happens. And then like, I don't know bro. So like inspired and moved and I was like singing with it and I was hitting the notes. I don't know bro. It's weird, but I had a moment where I was also in work Saturday night fucking blitzed with busyness. Weird that I'm. Operating on like John Wick in the movies level. So you can't think, just do, can't think, just do like, Things. My cue is so red and things are still coming at me that I'm just like, plugging them into places where it's just like, give me that. Don't give me that. Don't give me that. Yeah. Also, not right now. I've done that. I've done like just crazy level. And then I'm in a zone. And this lady singing a song right next to me, I don't remember what song she was singing. I just knew I was so in the moment that, like, when she went to hit her. No, I was just. I was just at the terminal and I just, like, hit that note with. And I ripped it harder than she did. No gap. I felt like an energy pop of like, whoa, this lady. Was like, hey, that's my no, this guy. Yeah. But like, it was I hit it like Elton John. Like it was fucking perfect. And I was just like, nobody could be bad about that. Like, even the people around me, like, I don't know where. I'm just like, I can't even think of a song in my head. Right? You. Yeah, I think do that. It was weird. I was just like that thing. It's like, I don't know what that is, but sometimes I'm in such a place where I'm just like, perfect. No. And I'm not like a singer like that. But it happens. And then that was happening to me in the car when I was driving over here, and I was just like, oh, man, I understand why musicians get caught in the drugs and alcohol, because it definitely opened up my emotions like, oh man, I feel so inspired and I can feel a lot of shit right now. I can make some dope shit. It's like altering your consciousness creates these gaps for art to come through. Yeah, right. Channeling some creativity. Yeah. Oh, no. She's a little loosey goosey. Yeah, totally. In the metaphysical land. Yeah. But. I like the idea. Of. Giving it up, too. I understand why Joe Rogan likes not doing it. Yeah. Me too. I don't. I've felt the same way for a long time. Yeah. It's like, man, there's it's college. You know, ever since you have your first hangover, you're like, oh, man, I wish it didn't exist. Because that's always the, you. Know, then when no one's ever happy with their first hangover, like, oh fuck. Oh shit sucks. I feel like dog shit. I feel like a floating turd, bro. There were some rough showers. You heights. Yeah, dog. You know, say no. And no one enjoys feeling like a walking sack of shit, The next morning. But I think he enjoys. There's something about being in charge. Or it's like, no, I'm not doing that. They were like, with yourself, like the general. It's like I'm not drinking. It's like you guys drink. I understand why I drink. I understand why you want me to drink. I'm not doing that. It's. Like. It's like discipline. Another like. It's like doing the sauna, but different. And then it feels really good when you do this all week long and you're just like, oh, yeah, suffer through that. Even when, right when you get out, you're like, oh yeah, I suffered through that bitch. I made it through, didn't get out, didn't freak out too much, held it down. Same thing with drinking. Like if I go out with my friends and I just like, have mocktails and then wake up the next day, I feel good, go work out. I'm like, yeah bro, I'm fucking in charge in this bitch. You're not in charge. I'm in charge. Yeah. You know. And I think that's part of what Joe Rogan likes about it, that he doesn't say it, but like, I feel it. Is definitely a part of it for sure. Yeah, definitely. That mental willpower discipline. When you do feel better, like. No muscle. Your brain works better legitimately. Yeah. You feel your brain working better. You're like, oh, because I haven't drank in 30 days. Like fucking remembering shit. Like like fucking Sherlock Holmes over here. Mini mini mini mini mini mini mini mini mini. Yeah yeah. Yeah. I love those moments when you. Yeah, you have a queue. Full of things and you're just rocking in the fucking flow of the night. And then you see like a fucking Odell reach back. You're like, oh, and don't forget to send this or don't forget to ask for this ranch or some shit. You know, that's like super small window detail that could easily get lost in the mix and like, you just know, like nano Island shit. Get lost in the mix, dawg. Yeah, I am the mix feels good. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I like this guy. Like, wanted a different cocktail. I'm like, special will have a bang. Banksy. That's my favorite cocktail on the. Hanger, kid. He's like, yeah, I want to stay on vodka cuz I'm on vodka. His friends are like, we're doing lemon drops cosmos girly, but they're good. And then he's like, oh, it's too sweet for me. Like vodka, medium sweetness. And I'm like, I don't think we have that on the cocktail list because I'm a vodka medium sweetness. Yeah. I. Don't have the I don't have the cocktails in front of me. So I can't be certain I'm not missing one. But I'm like, no, no. No, no, vodka. So I don't really think you got that. And I just kind of like blank. And he's like two seconds of blankness and he's like, I'll just do like a kettle. One club soda. I'm like, oh, yeah, you got him in. I walk away five steps to the terminal, and I'm like, this idea floats down from the heavens. Oh. Says he wants a meal. And I'm like, does he want a meal? And then the idea is like, I just told you he wants a meal, and I'm like, well, am I crazy person? What do you mean? And then I'm like, oh, if I miss this is this is going to be a minus one. It's just a minus one, not a minus two, not a minus five. But I'm going to say hold on. I'm going to go back to the table and be like, what do you think about like a vodka meal, Moscow meal? And he's like, that's yeah, dude, I love meals, actually. Yeah. Let's do that instead. Send the meal, come back. He's like, great call in the meal, dude. This is exactly what I wanted. And I was just like, what? What? What is that? You know? Yeah. Fuck is that? That's a place where that fucking remote. View on behalf. And that's that's the core. That's the channel. That's the web, the surf, that. Thing, surfing that thing. I want to be sober. So that thing's more accessible to me. Like who? I'm sure like, cut that and go back. Boom. Making plays. Boy. That's some intuitive plays. But yeah, yeah. The other thing is shooting three pointers. My three point percentage went up like 20% when I went sober. Yes, make it so many threes. It was getting ridiculous. It's just throwing it up bro. Fucking help Barton dog feeling crazy. I know if you don't fucking play basketball that might not translate well. But like just to know to know I'm open. I'm the shots going in like a no a no I don't think. That's a bang. This. Yeah dude. And I'm like just going in with that level of confidence. It's crazy dude. How much how great. Yeah. What the bang. This beat that feeling is more enjoyable than the alcohol is. Unless you're on vacation. There's a time, there's a balance. There's a tightrope to walk for sure. But ultimately I definitely see the allure of losing it. And at least having the power to or like the control of management and both managing your balance, whatever that is. Yeah, but I can see why I just stopped. Yeah, totally. But it's fun. It's a cool little thing. You took off 30 days. Yeah, 30 days straight. Bang. I felt like. Easy money. Baby, I feel like I please. It's fun. Dude, I could have gone. I'm into it. I didn't smoke anything because that's like the other thing I'm fasting from. Yeah, fuck. It. I want to uphold the fast, but then also, like, reprieve myself because this. The thing about a fast is it's a fast. It's not abstinence. Those are two different things. Yeah. So yeah I mean if I could start again probably just like, not drink until I'm gonna end the smoking fast. But. I felt like I was well pleased with it. I mean, my shooting percentage was so high, the feeling of. Being able to hit the target better because you're sacrificing more. That feeling feels fucking awesome. Like, I really enjoy that. Yeah. Like that. There's only a few moments of sacrifice where you really have to be like, it would be way easier for me to have a drink with my friends right now, but instead I'm going to be kind of lame in order Martel not be quite on the same vibe. But like that said, I'll. Sacrifice those social circumstances of my perception of those. So I guess it could be legit. But I also could just be here. Perception of it. You know. There's one time I was drinking with my stepdad, but I just wasn't drinking. I was just like putting ZnS in my mouth, kind of at a rapid rate, just keeping the nicotine level high. And I was drinking Topo Chico's and like, my body legitimately thought I was doing the thing. Like the the natural flow of conversation where when you're tipsy with someone and you start having like, real good conversation and you're feeling like electric and you're in the moment and the vibe in the fold, like the reason why you drink with your friends. I was having that like legitimately no different. And like, yeah, I had to drink the topo and my brain probably thought it was beer for. A vodka topo or something. Yeah, at the Ranch Water. And I was just like, I don't know, man. I was there. And then I was like, all right, I'm gonna go home, take care. And I got in the car and I was like, that was so weird. Like, my brain definitely was in the thing that you drink to get to, but I didn't drink to get to it. But I still got there, and that's fucking cool. Yeah. Fuck yeah. So yeah, I recommend it. I do, that's cool. Yeah, yeah I think. Yeah, fast as cool as fast as a good, good practice. I had a one last note on the fast, like on day. Day, third. Day, 29, 9 to 29. Going into day 30, I'm watching your friends and neighbors. That started it so long ago. Then I started to watch the all the chosen and then came back to friends and neighbors. I didn't even want to watch a secular show because I was so. The chosen site. It's like coming back home from church camp. It's like, how do I reintegrate back into normal? Like regular people? Shit. Well, I. Fucking do. That. Like, do I have to I don't know, I don't know, that's why I fasted. So cool. It brings you closer to God. But then like why was the fest over you supposed to go back to like not being close to God. It's like duh, I want that. That's what I'm excited to fast again so I can like but whatever. Okay, so I'm watching regular shows. Like. Honestly, there's a, there's a scene close to the end and the last two episodes were like that, that. He thinks that the bad thing that could happen is going to happen, and he kind of, like, accepts it for a little bit. And then he ends up giving his first Rolex to his son, and there's just a scene where he walks in to a son's room, knock, knock, knock. And his son is pretty musically gifted. Like he starts to make music in the show, like he wasn't really making music. And then he starts making music and I think he's in a band. He's a drummer. And, it shows him at one point on GarageBand and he's like making a beat. And a sister comes in the room and he, like, takes off the headphones and he's like, making the beat. She's like. Did. You make this? And he's like, yeah, she's like. This is gas. He's like, thanks. And then like, hit it. So it's like a motif going on. And he's on the keyboard in his room and he's like playing this melody, that this riff that sounds fucking pretty. Fire. And his dad's like, did you write this? It is like, yeah, he's like, wow. But then like, doesn't really. I thought he was going to be like, dude, you're like getting really good. Like, I think you should pursue this. I don't really know what to say, but he just kind of like, well, anyways. And it's cool because, like, the dad's sister is a musician, she plays at local bars and she's like, plays the guitar and sings really well. There's one scene where she's like, it's kind of the climax of her storyline, and she's like at a show and she just starts ripping notes. She's like, And you're like, oh shit, she's really good. That's like the subtle thing is, like, they're actually really talented. And anyways, it's just a cool nuance of the show. And, the dad with the kid playing the keyboard, he's like, hey, man, like, there's a time when I just had you two babies and money was really tight, and I didn't know how we were going to make this shit work. And I was kind of stressing a lot. And I walked about a jewelry store, and I saw this watch that I couldn't afford. There was no way I know your mom would kill me, but I just bought it anyways. Oh, shit. Because, I wanted to feel fearless. That's what I wanted. I wanted to feel like I have. So I'll be okay. Like I'll be fine. I'm going to buy that. I'll dig the hole a little deeper just to show myself I'm not afraid. Weird ass concept. I wouldn't recommend it. That's the impactful. Moment. Right. Yeah. Yeah. And that really. Put he's got some balls. Yeah. Right. And that's when I put it on my that perfect presupposition I'm like well what would I ever buy a Rolex. Like. Yet things have to be so okay that you're like, time to get a Rollie about that time or like, or am I supposed to say, like, maybe I'm fearless? Like, yeah, I don't have a lot of money, but I'm gonna buy a Rolex. I was like, wow, I have a $20,000 watch and a $5,000 car. That shit don't make no sense. So, like, that's far away to think. About a little silly. It's a little silly. And it makes you think there's that full circle song about Big Sean. Or it's like, full circle. Like giving your first Rolex to your first kid. I'm. I was just like, that song means so much to me that I know I will have that moment. So if I know I'm going to have that moment. But it seems impossible, how could it ever happen? You know. Go to bed, wake up, do my thing, go to work, walk into work. One of my bosses like I need to talk to you. It's like, oh shit. Okay. What's up. She's like, we have these regulars, ultra VIP's. They're not our regulars. They were regulars at a different place we worked at, but we want to steal them. They came in last time. The server was like, yeah, I was like, okay. But like, we're trying to like, they want. They want a person that they want to go to all the time, one person that takes care of them. So we're going to try you because I think you could do it like. Def but dogs get a buck on. Deaf like I can't hear no more I got you. She's like, here's the thing though. It is done. They they're the type of people that if they really like their server, they really like the bartender. Around Christmas time, they give them a Rolex. Like literally last Christmas we saw them give the regular server a Rolex. They own a jewelry store like this is not not gassing you up, like legitimately. Get this bucket. This bucket could turn into a Rolex for you. I'm just sitting there like. Oh yeah, you're about six months away from a rolly beach and big deal. What do they do? They own another jewelry store. Yeah. So they get that shit on on the on the low or, you know, fucking retail whatever. It wholesale. That's what it is. That's a, that's a word. They didn't move for two years. They didn't sell this watch. It's not doing much for them here okay. Let's the amount of good we can create by giving someone this watch and like the amount of cost it's really costing us is like been forgotten. With a heavy or like, what would they order? The order is big when they order in drinks. Three filets, one sea bass, two sides to three rounds of cocktails. Chilling. Regular dinner, very chilling. One dessert for four people. Normal dinner. Very. Normal. But they were talking about catching a catch on a late plane out to Vegas, then catching at night. Yeah, that's hard friend. This is. This is what, a Saturday night? Yeah. Yo, there. Oh that's cool life. They all, like, work together. It was like the two guys on the jewelry store and they were out with, like, a couple friend. Okay? And they were, they were telling me about one of their favorite restaurants in Las Vegas. I got to try this place, Papi's Papi Steakhouse, something like that. Okay. I think I remember hearing, that name brought about in regards to high end Vegas restaurants we were trying to emulate. Yes. You know, I'm saying they said it reminded them of that. Okay, I heard. That I had to try it next time I go out to Vegas. An hour goes by there like. You. Have their puppies tonight. There's, like, talking to their boys. Probably still close to, like, ten.

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00 full, I know. Well, maybe now I probably am. I get the puppies tonight, but we can't go to Vegas, and then we just get, like, a redeye back, you know? Don't go to sleep. Just make it back. Sleep on the plane, get back home, fall back asleep. Maybe they're talking about PJs. Maybe that's why it would be a lot faster. Yeah, yeah. And I was just like, that's. How hard. I want to grow up to be, like you guys. That's how old are they? 40. Really? Yeah. That's just fucking pimpin top em. It's so hard. It's so cool. This is a good take. A quick little PJ trip. Over to Vegas to hang out. Cool game for a little bit. Has a plan. Be back before tomorrow even happens. Let's go to Popeyes. Let's go like crazy. Like, dude, what the fuck? Yeah, those are the kind of people who give away Rolexes. Right? Yo. Right. If you follow the there's like a Instagram niche of content with these watch sellers in New York and they just like buy a watch for 20,000 in the morning. And then they try to sell it for 23,000 by the afternoon. And that's their content. And they make like three grand. And one of those guys, he is really wealthy. And he'll just go on the street and I'll be like, all right, today we're giving away a Rolex. I gotta find the right guy, though. You gotta find the right dude. Someone's like, I don't want someone to have the best day and not someone that's having the worst day. Someone who's just really not expecting it. They're just kind of dialed on their life, and we're just going to here's a Rolex, dude. Like, I want to I want to make someone cry today. Let's go. And he's like that guy right there with the beanie on. That's the guy. You guys ready? You guys ready? Hey, man, we're making some content. You have a couple minutes just to stop, make some content with us. The guy, like, takes off his Apple headphones. He's like, yeah, sure. What's up guys? What are we doing? It's okay. What we're doing today is we're going to give this guy a Rolex. Man, check this out. Bang. He's like. Wait, what? Like, yeah, man, it's you, bro. It's all you, man. Like, God bless you, bro. And it is just like, dude, I'm just like, going to class, bro. Like, what do you mean? Like, are you sure? He's like, yeah, man. And the guy's like, I'm like, shook. Dude, I can't even, I don't even I never thought I'd have a watch like this, bro. Like that's like. Yeah. The blessing that is like, thank you for giving me this feeling. That's why I do this. So I can feel this. It's like, thank you, dude. It's like, I love this shit. I love making someone's day. That is like, just trippin. Beautiful. Those guys are cool. That's what's up. Props to that fucking guy. All of that shit. All the way aside, the craziest part in the world. How do I go back to watching that TV show? How do I have that moment where that scene really resonates with me, predicated on the full circle song by Big Sean already planting this like subtle memory of wanting to give my son a Rolex someday. My son I don't have. Yeah, yeah. Into, watching that scene play out, wondering how would I ever get a Rolex into that? Do these guys give Rolexes? And we need you to get a bucket. If they like you, you will get a Rolex. Very, very potentially leaning more towards yes than no within the next six months, around Christmas time, if you if you play your part right, right here tonight, step up and get a block. That's the part about life I can't explain to people. Yeah, see that's crazy. I can't explain that to people. That's crazy. That's what's up. I would, what would you. I don't even know enough about watches and Rolexes to even know what to even want. You know what I'm saying? Good. Daytona. What do you want? Something that's like, like submariner. Silver. Gold colored face, simple face. Just from watching those guys, I like to do they have. What kind of watches are they have? I don't even like. They care. Said, what's a Daytona? It's just a type of Rolex. It looks cool. I've just seen a few of them, but I've seen ones that have, like, they have, like, a real colored face, usually like silver with the colored faces. What I've seen. Yeah. I bought the picture, but I also, I imagine they're not giving away anything crazy, you know, and I don't I wouldn't care just having a Rolex on your wrist. Yeah, 100%. Absolutely. And then that feeling of fearlessness really washed over me on a on a different. I think that was the other thing that that scene was trying to communicate to me. I don't I have that when I got that table, when I sat down, I was just like ice cold in the sense where, like, it felt like I didn't even have a heartbeat. Like the idea of anxiety entering, entering my matrix or nervousness or sweaty palms shaking, clammy. This, just that. Dude that I. Felt like not an. Ounce. I was floating. And then when we were Schlitterbahn and I was in line for the Master Blaster, I remember thinking to myself, when I was a kid, I'd be kind of like fucking freaking out right now. A little. Novice, like, I get little knives for. Real. I really would, and I just felt like the absence of that. It's like I. Nothing scares me, dude. Like, I don't know. It's like, feel like I was buying the Rolex to feel the fearlessness. It's like, I feel that right now. It's like I'm not afraid of this shit. I'm not afraid to have any of it. Having the meeting with the bosses, sometimes pitching when you really need it to go through, really want the contract. You're really trying to get it. I'm still a little nervous around that, but other just like walking up to an ultra VIP and needing to be on point. The Walking Dead dude. Oh dude. It's. Yeah, as long as you have, I guess. And partially what gives you the ability to maintain that feeling is just a little bit of competence, a little bit of competence you can lean on. It's like you're able to go to ultra VIP at a high. I was thinking about that too, in regards to the restaurant where we wait tables like waiting tables is different at like a high end Vegas restaurant versus waiting tables at Denny's or Ihop or gyms. Yes. Or somewhere. Everyone's outside. Somewhere. I work on a subway shit dog. But the nervousness that I felt whenever we were like, ascending from different restaurant to different restaurant and higher price points, a higher price point, there is a natural inclination to lean towards a little bit of a hesitancy or an anxiety, or a little bit of a shying away from the oh man, this is a a little more nerve wracking, a little more pressure, a little more anxiety inducing. But then once you we've been doing that for so long now, at this point, we're literally able to go to the ultra VIP plate, this high price point and not even like, not think twice about it, you know, like nothing. And that is partially where it comes from, the competency of knowing that we've been doing this for a long time. The competency is there. No no. Hit it dog. Yeah I can lean on it. And then also if you're gonna go, yeah, try to pitch that meeting the and trying to talk about a rock your brain around what you how to articulate what you want and to articulate how everybody's related and everybody wins. Relationships expectations $22,000 Daytona. Hot diggity damn dog. Thanks. 22 Rackers oyster perpetual. Shit just moves that dog oyster Perpetual. That's that shit right there. Just looks fucking kind of lean, bro. You know what I'm saying? It's just poison. Professional. Here's my other question is, how do you get that? Watch it, not sell it. Oh. Ooh. You think I'm gonna have a $20,000 watch and a $5,000 car?$1,000 a month department? What is the what is the price point in the process behind getting that watch sold? You think you just sell it to a homie? Do you put it on Craigslist? You go to a jeweler. You can go to a jeweler, but you do some money on the value. Probably sell it for like he lives in. Yeah, I think you get, I think even less than that. I think the pawn shop. Yeah. I think they GameStop you. Yeah, they fuck you. They try to give it to you for tea. I've seen videos of people selling watches like that on Facebook Marketplace. Okay. More or less. Okay. Fucking scary proposition. Yeah. We're going to meet a fucking Taco Bell or a mall or some shit. Yeah, yeah. Somewhere. Very probably true. At a bank. Big old pub, baby. We're going to eat at a police station. Yeah, exactly, exactly. Some shit like that, bro. Like, Yeah. I mean, you could do that for sure, but also, like, is their money fake? Let me see. What fucking what? Yeah. The fuck you ready? It's a scam. You on the Silk Road was popular. People would buy, like, $100,000, I think. Hundreds. Dude. Really? Yeah. Oh, it's been $1,000 to get $50,000, I remember that. Remember that thing? The Silk Road? I never interface with it, but I know of I have ran into social circles of people who have and I remember hearing about it later on. I think I was in college when I heard about it, but it got shut down pretty, pretty completely, you know, I guess hypothetically. But there was a place for those of you who don't know, the Silk Road refers to this website, right? You could just go to and then through that website, you're able to purchase a lot of things that you cannot purchase regularly online. I don't know the extent of those items, but I know that included in those items were like some, you know, some psychedelics, a little bit of the drugs. Every drug, every day you could. Possibly. Look for. Fucked up shit. Like a lot of fucked up shit. Was there? Really? Yeah. You could buy, like, roofies if you wanted to know. Criminy. Yeah. Like criminality was super high on the. It became the dark web. Okay. Got you. So that's like part of it is like. Yeah, you could just buy, like, a pound of weed for sure. Like, less morally fucked up shit. Then you could also buy, like, fake money. You could. Buy. A hitman. Yeah, yeah. Did you, like, contract somebody to kill somebody? What, on this kind of websites? Fucked up shit. Yo, that's what I'm saying. There's. There's evil out there. This shit exists. The Silk Road. Yeah, we talked about that for. How do you. Fake hundreds selling a. Out of their money's all fucked up. Yeah. See. Right. I mean, I'd be I'd be a little wary to sell to sell that thing. Oh, yeah. I'm not sure how, because. Yeah. Let's say if you're on a GameStop, you try to take 80% of the value away or whatever, give you some shit because it's 22 racks on the on the fucking website right now. Retail, you know, so. Let's say you get ten. Still though, 10 to 10 to be answered. There's any ten banned brands. That's Bobby Bucks band. So you baby you knew you could sell this $22,000 Rolex for $10,000? And what world do you not do that? The world. Right. I asked our boss that question. Yeah. She was like, well, they're going to come back. They're going to probably want to see it on your wrist. So you stunt that shit. It's like still. Like still, dude, I got like. Cry. Oh yes. Like the fuck. They would definitely come back and definitely inquire about it. Oh yeah. Oh that's a that's a rough conversation. No. Like yo where's the where's the fucking Kechiche. Where's the Kobe. Where's the where's the. You know, what the fuck. I've got a one year old dog, I've got a one year old and I live in a $1,200 a month apartment like dog. Thanks for the financial security you gave me for a year. Respect. Yeah, dude. It's like, all right, that's the test. Then you get to roll. Yo, now we're hoping. Now we're hoping? Yeah. Just financial prudence. Five. Thousand dollars car, $22,000 watch. Whoo! Come on, bro, don't make no fucking sense, bro. Don't you think your car should cost more than your watch? Yeah. Maybe not. When you give you the upper limit. That's that's a thing. Things start to get a little fucking weird whenever you start getting into that realm of I don't give a fuck. I can actually afford this for sure, because those, that was an answer that populated in my mind when you had kind of initially a while ago, ask the question or initiated the question of at what world do I buy a Rolex? I'm sorry. Yeah. Things possibly had to be going pretty fucking well. So yeah, we got to be. Doing pretty fucking well. And maybe like on a celebratory we get like a million subs or you know what I'm saying? Or we get like a fucking are we, are we all platinum or 50th birthday or, you know, say or like our on our son's wedding day, were going to buy a Rolex or some shit if we're doing fucking really, bro, you know, some shit like that. That's not to to to particularly like overboard if you're making that much money. Sure. At that point in life. Yeah. You're doing so. Well. Do really fucking well. Yeah.$22,000 on the wrist. How much money do you need in your bank account to spend. That $100 at least? Probably five times. Yeah, it's probably like 100 plus thousand to feel comfortable about just spending it. I would propose it differently. I'd be like, hey man, can we book like three shows, three extra shows in this next month? Okay, so like do those extra shows and then with the profit from those extra shows by Rolexes, because then I'd be like, I think that's why Tom Segura, but I think that's how he buys cars. It's like I'm, I do like 250 shows, but like ten of those shows are just car money. And then I'm just like, set that aside and not even budget that into the rest of the shit. It's like picking up an extra shift so that you can get an extra Christmas present. Yeah, yeah, yeah, there you go. Or a couple. Extra Saturday nights. That's exactly where that idea came from. I just realized straight out of that place. Yeah. Well, how do you how do you afford anything? That's a bigger question. Actually. Provide value, get paid for the value you bring in. I guess the fucking value you bring is supposed to ideally give you something to fucking live off of. Till you blow the fuck up, dog. Yeah, it's always going to be a splurge. When are you going to buy a switch to the $500 at one point? Are you like. That switch to. Fucking basketball shoes, $100 basketball shoes. At one point you just buy the basketball shoes. It's like, I ain't thinking about that. I don't think I'll. Yeah, I don't know. I guess the there is like a percentage proportion of like an amount that you do have to think about. You know, it's like, I don't really think about spending ten bucks, right? Ten bucks. It's not that big a deal. I could spend ten bucks all day. All day. I got ten bucks and I ain't trying to throw it away. I don't be gambling ten bucks and just continually throwing away ten bucks. But I could. I could go to chick fil A, get ten bucks, chick fil A sandwich. Not that big a deal, but then spending like $100, it's like a little bit more like, oh, okay, hold on.$1,000. Like whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa. You're right. But eventually you'll get to the point. Somewhere like that, proportional change. And people could spend $1,000 where we spent $10, you know. What is that? Just a ten? 100? That's like three x or like 30. Let's make 30 more 30 times more money than we have. That's a big number. For they're bringing in, I don't know, maybe not that much. Maybe at least like 510 x. You know, someone who's making $10,000 a week. There's something about the security. Their channel to their channel. If you know you're going to make $10,000 a week. Yeah. If you know it's happening for sure. Yeah. You have systems in place. You have reason to believe these systems that are secure and foundationally sound. So they can continually bringing in money. Yeah. It's like, oh yeah, I know this is going down. I'll be all right. That money coming in. The complicated thing to wrap your mind around. Yeah, yeah. It's fucking hard. It's crazy like send up a financial system or like making. Yeah. Figuring out how to make money. People just make money with money. There's more money around to this place. And that place is getting more and. All right, we're going to take it out of here, move it over here and scan some money and check it over here. Move it over here. Give them money. They know how to do that. It's like spend their whole life figuring that shit out. Finances. Looking at the global news. I spend my whole life prices and figuring out the guy wants a meal. Yeah, fucking weird. Tapping into that. I don't. Want to. I don't want to shit on what we do right now, because I don't think it translates to eventually the idea of figuring out that guy wants a mule, like, I'll do that for something else. But that's really. Tapping into the quantum. Yeah, exactly. But it feels weird when it's like my whole life is fucking cocktails. And then that's not $10,000 a month you know. Yeah. It's DeFi I don't. Yeah I think we're just, we're still living in the fucking desert. We're still just in the fucking desert man. It's been, it's been a minute. Sure. I took Moses 40 years. You know I was talking about that off air and then also talking to my wife about it. Just like the idea of there is like a I think pastor has mentioned this idea of like a C, like there's like a time before you were because at this point I could deficit with my life. I am consciously putting in the efforts and aiming at the Most High and trying to like, bring people to that and trying to spread God almost, you know, I'm saying like, not like a missionary. Exactly. Or a preacher. Exactly. But in that vein, you know, I'm trying to motivate in that direction, like trying to make people elevate evangelistic axioms. Yeah, just trying to have people motivate, you know, inspire them to get to the upper echelon. That's it. So then with that, I think there was like a time where I was I'm doing that like consciously now, definitely, and more also with a religious lens and backing behind it, going to church now, reading the Bible more often than like figuring out like a relationship with God. But there was a time before that where I wasn't necessarily doing that consciously, like forthrightly. I was just going to college or going to high school, going to college, getting the college job, working at the college job, and then was like, all right, well. That was my doing. And then from there, it eventually bled into all this, all this crazy shit that we're doing now. Yeah. The party, the music, the fucking videography, photography, editing, the whole. Sheesh. Okay. Caboodle. Yeah. And now, aimed through the lens of evangelistic axioms. Yeah. That's more the. Yeah. Also like the heart of a Richmond. The past, the eye of the needle, then the fine God. It's a fine. Guy or the camel to the eye of a needle. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. And I'm with you. Yeah, that thing is real. The thing means that you have. If you live a life of suffering, it's much more easy for you to accept the savior. To be willing to believe in one you know. Yeah. To be willing to accept that. To be willing to surrender. Yeah. Submit. You have less to give up. You have less to lose. Yeah. In the morning. Yeah, yeah. It's like, fuck yeah. I'm gonna put my faith in this person. Why not. And it's like, I don't have anything to lose. There's a blessing involved there. They're a little bit closer, a little bit easier of a jump. But yeah, if someone has a whole bunch of possessions. And that's the other thing, too. I was like, I think we sort of mentioned on this or hinted at this or touched on this a little bit briefly in the a couple parts ago, talking about being like, where does God want us on the spectrum of monk versus like millionaire? Where, like where, where are we trying to sit in that? Because I think if you do have a lot of possessions and you are worldly, worldly, lily attached to them, you know, like overly imbalanced, disproportionately loving your things and your stuff in the flesh. And like the materials, there's a different there's a off, there's something off with that. But you have I think you can also have those things when I have a worldly attachment to them. And like, that's I think that's where like the distinction, the distinct distinguishing line between rich man like in that particular Bible verse where they're saying that, you know, it's like harder for a rich man to find God or to find the path than it is for the camel to for the needle head or whatever. I have a needle. I need a needle head. But I think because of the like, if you do have that worldly possessions, you don't want to get that up. You know, that's part of what the worldly possession is. Or like the that attachment to those things. You find value in those things, like you want to be perceived with those things and you have a certain like name brand type shit, you know, association with items and being seen with items. Yeah. You know, social perception. Yeah. But I think you don't have to because I guess you could just take that to mean, like, don't have things like, don't be a rich man then, you know, like, it's so make me harder to find God then I ain't trying to be a rich man. I think that we're poised for blessings and abundance. And you know what I'm saying? Gifts like. I think that verse just means it's easier for a suffering person to submit to a savior. Yes, that's what that means. Yeah. Yeah, I think so too. Yeah. Then it'd be harder if you weren't suffering to understand that you need help. So, like, I don't feel like I need help, so. All right. Yeah. There you go. Right. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Like I'm okay. No, it's like I'm done. I am balling bowling out here. I got 40 a game. Yeah, yeah. Now I need to coach. Yeah. The idea of like. Help. Like I need help. I can't do this alone. That thing is a clear access way to Jesus. That's it, that's it. Yeah. So I'm into. That. I'm into that. It's a more worthy thing than the Rolex. That'd be saved then stun. You know more on that story to come hopefully in the next 5 to 6 months and give. That a Rollie. Then we'll see how the market value goes for that check. Marsha der I got time today. We'll do a we'll do a pod with it. Then we'll sell it off. If you're interested in buying a Rolex, contact me on Instagram DMs. Yeah. No fake no fake bills. Yeah. You feel me. Going straight into the bank with that shit? I'd better deposit. Fuck. Easy. Yeah. Mariana. Thank you. Smart. Anyways, I talked about today. Nah, man, life is good. Everything's going well this summertime. By this summer. I'll put you on. It's hot out there. It's nice. Yeah, I love summertime. Schlitterbahn is open. Life is good. We're fucking chillin. NBA finals are going on. It was called NBA The Game. By the time this comes out, it might be over. Oh, you never know. Well, this is I think it's one one right now because two days ago or three days ago game one was happening and and it just crossed my head the idea of like, oh, I should like that the finals should be starting soon. And then I checked and I was like, oh, it's actually tonight. All right. Cool. And then at some point in the evening, I was like, I'm gonna turn on the game. I'm see, like, what's what's going on? I'll check it out online. Looked at ESPN, then went to the my fucking streaming app or not app, whatever streaming website got. We'll start watching the game. There's like four minutes left in the fourth quarter. Game one and the Pacers are down by like 6 or 8. And then they come back and fucking Tyrese hits that. Bang like yo. There's stood up and we stand up. So shout out to Irish Halliburton bro. He got that dogging him. Oh yeah time Tyrese. Oh yeah obviously celebrating going nuts bro. It was hard. It was so cool because it was was like watching it on my phone outside. And then it gets to that point. She goes down there down by the okay. She's up by one. She goes down. Elbow jumper misses oh Indiana gets a rebound gives it to Tyrese. Oh okay here we go. This is it. Final eight seconds. He goes down in this fucking one seven inside the three point line. Jumps up and bang rattles it in this fucking and that as it happens as I 0.3 seconds left. And as it happens I just like I get animated you know say something I don't think in my mind, okay, I'm watching this. I hope he makes it because I want him to win anyway. You know, I'm saying. But I was just watching it. I wasn't thinking, I'm gonna watch this and I'm going to react like I'm going to. If he makes it, I'm gonna jump for joy. Like that was not in my. Mind at all. I was just watching. And then he makes it. I'm like. Boop. I get thrown. Out of my chair, you know, just like through through the story, the watching of the story. Yeah. I was like, I was gonna make. It, make it, make it. Oh, shit. Let's go. The real thing. I couldn't control it. It's the story happens, you know? Yeah. How? Perception of this. It's a shout out to the Pacers. I hope they win them. Kind of cool. Yeah. They're not. It's roster. The roster. They're the underdog. I think so. Pacers have them. The Thunder have them beat. Unless something crazy happens. Unless God work. They they've just been going all through all postseason. They've been doing that kind of shit. Come from behind victories I just believe what it's so cool I'll fucking love. The believe in the Pacers won in this thing that they're going to pull it out. But you gotta you need to win another game. You can't let them go up one three then that's too big a hole. Oh hell no. You can come back to three. But one two is a big hole. Got to get another game. They need to get another game off the they need to get game three. That first game in Indy. Yeah yeah. The their first game was in OKC. They stole. One. Yeah. Oh dude Tyree's road is not. Still in a game. And OKC is big. They they were down 16 at one point. And now eight minutes. Only one lead change. They were losing the whole game. The whole game. Till it mattered most. For the last point three seconds there by one. I don't know. Yo that's just so that's so crazy. They're going to do it in Jim. Airspace honor in memory of Jim Air. Say they're going to take a knee. Dude, I'm telling you, soon as I saw Jim Irsay passed away, my next thought was this is going to win the trip. Yeah, yeah. Let's go. This is the way the like my gambling had like the part of me that did really good at football gambling that one year was just like being green like pick pacers. This is happening in like. The is there's a. Conversation that's taking place in those boardrooms. We're talking about a. Couple episodes ago. Like I guess is gone. Everyone pay your respects. Pay respects. Moment of silence. Yes. Family condolences. Okay. How are we gonna make this right? It's either the public receive. It's either. In the NBA boardrooms when it happens or. In God's boardroom. Okay, I don't know which one it is. Okay? I just know how things work. I'm not sure if it's collusion or intervention. Yeah. You know, But that just seems like it's just like a read for me as, like, someone who's trying. To. Foresee, not tell the future, but, like. Yeah, see how the story plays out. Yeah. Someone who's watching the story. Yes. I've seen enough movies. I've read enough books. So I think. Indiana is going to win the series, bro. Yeah, right for USA. Yeah. Yeah. Because it's a big it's a big hit to the Indianapolis community. He was like a big philanthropist for the community. Yeah. He helped put Pat McAfee on like he gave a lot of people a lot of money to start a lot of businesses. He was like, he just. He just made it happen. Well, beloved in the community. Yeah. Really good. Dude. Really gave a fuck about people. He Reggie Wayne wasn't going to be able to play with the Colts like he needed to get paid. They didn't want to pay him. He was the number two wide receiver on the team and he was like, look, I need like 14 mil, like I need it. Oh, you gotta pay me 14 mil over three years. Like we got to do it. And they're like, we're not, we can't do it. And then somebody told Jim Irsay, it's like, yeah, he's one I don't know what's going to work out. Like he wants money. We're not going to have money and we're probably gonna lose Reggie. So it picks up the phone. Reggie. How much do you need. You're not going anywhere. And I got and I got a couple of business books. Cancel the business. Get the fuck off the plan. How much money do you need? It's like 14 million was like, done, done. Just so you know, Reggie, you could have said any number in the world. I would've paid you what you wanted done. We'll see you back in a day. One phone call. I should have said 100 mil. Thomas, don't sell yourself short. Next time. That's a that's a valuable lesson. That day, that was. Reggie Wade's. Memorial story. Really? Yeah. Oh, That's crazy. You're so touched. My life changed my whole life when I kept me in Indy. Wow. He was bigger than the business. He was like, no, no. No, no. The people, bro, we need Reggie Wayne. I don't give a fuck what your book says. You're willing to pay your wide receiver to. We need Reggie Wayne on this team. That's fucking hard, bro. That's cool. I want a championship. Let's go. It's your update. So yeah. Yeah, it's a big hit to that community. So they need something. Or even if it's like not men are deciding they need it. Think it might be the person helping. And Tyrese Haliburton is apparently a big Christian to sign that. Yeah. So like, what's the number one thing you need on a desert island? He's like the Bible, hands down. Couldn't do without it. Can't do any of this without that. Really? Yeah. Let's go. Terry's up. Boy. Been fucking came to play, bro. Revitalized the choking celebration, dawg. You brought that back to life. Oh, what a retro throwback. And he did it. He deserved it. Like, you know. Oh, yeah. Being down by 20 and shit. Coming back multiple times in this playoff run. It's like that. Well, fuck did that thing bro. When Steph earned the fucking put him to bed. Put those conversations to rest. I can win without KD type shit. You know he earned that celly Tyrese is. Earning this celly bro. He didn't even do it in OKC. He said four game winners in this playoffs. Really? Yeah Jesus I saw this edit I was like this lady was asking him she's like one time like two times. It's a habit. Three times it's destiny. What do you call four times? It just showed like all the big shots that he hit. It's like champion I. Don't know, you know, I don't know undeniable. Yeah, dude, let's see if we'll see if they pull it out. But I got high hopes for him. Nah. Jason Tatum didn't know what to do when he won the championship. So what do you mean? He just started copying everybody else? He's like, anything is possible. Okay? He started just saying, like all of the other quotes that everyone else said when they won the championship. Okay. And he looked really corny when he did it. Oh yeah. There's some edits out there that I don't really respect his person. Okay. Because when he won, he just had no authenticity, no originality. He didn't know what to do. Red flag, red. Flag for sure. He just said CGS. Anything's possible. And it didn't even hit like Kg's hit. It was like. What? Like, okay, okay. You did. He banged that bitch. Oh, he banged that out. It didn't feel like that when he did it. And, but when Tyrese went straight for the choke. It's like he did it perfectly. It's a perfect. Moment. He hits that bitch, he runs down like there's no. There's no. What do I do? What do I do? I scored, what do we do. He's just like. Oh ha it's now he with the oh it's nasty bro. It's like perfect. Yeah yeah. If you're the home team he's like the Joker. And he just. Blew up your fucking hospital. You'd be like, oh. My God, this fucking asshole. But if you are an Indiana fan, he is Michael Jordan. He's fucking Superman going nuts. Gave you that real like job. I gave you that. Jump for. Joy. The comeback is awesome. Great story. We love it. Oh, embrace that comeback. Take your comeback. Break those comet baby right around the corner. It's right there. Hollow down fans, have faith. Stay solid. Endurance, strength and endurance. That's it for your mind. And rise, rise. Push it. Subscribe. Right squad. New Right to subscribe campaign hitting the market soon for. Us as a squad. We love you guys. Have a good rest of your life. We will see you on the flip flops. Deuces. Summertime flowers. Released by